Qiao Lubai's whole body froze. He felt a little surprised, and a little happy that he shouldn't have been.
He was both nostalgic and resentful of this joy. He kept shouting in his heart that this should not happen, but his body remained motionless and allowed her to kiss him.
The moment he kissed his cheek, Mu Qiao clearly felt the stiffness and tension in his body.
Maybe he didn't like her being near him?
With this thought in mind, Mu Qiao quickly withdrew, looking apologetic.
Seeing her apologetic expression, Qiao Lubai felt mixed emotions.
He wanted to say: You don't have to feel sorry, I don't mind at all.
But at this time tonight, he couldn't explain a single word.
He watched her silently...
...
...
In fact, he wanted to say how much he cared about her.
However, Mu Qiao automatically explained all his expressions, and his silence was blaming her for the offense just now.
The feeling of heartache was so strong at that moment that she could not deny it.
Before she could figure out the myriad of depressed emotions in her heart, Qiao Lubai suddenly leaned over and kissed the corner of her mouth, "Why are you teasing me? I was ready to die without hesitation, but, but in front of you, I really can't be so hard-hearted. I even have the urge to not care about anything. This is not me, this shouldn't be me!"
Mu Qiao couldn't help but raise the corner of his mouth, looking at him, his eyebrows and eyes naturally showed a bit of softness, "This is you, you should be like this, you are not wrong, why should you restrain yourself? Defending the country and being with me are not contradictory, do you understand?"
Qiao Lubai shook his head; "How can I not understand, but I can't ignore you because of my own feelings and thoughts. In my heart, your happiness is especially important."
Mu Qiao turned her head and looked away, not looking at him who was stubborn. After a long while, she calmed herself down and turned around to face him.
He had already sat back in his seat and had several drinks.
"Drink less, or you'll have a headache when you wake up tomorrow." Mu Qiao stood up and left the table, kindly reminding him.
She felt very dizzy and had to go to sleep for a while.
After taking only two steps, she felt dizzy and almost fell. Fortunately, someone behind her supported her in time, so she did not fall too hard.
She was drunk, her body was soft and weak, and he felt very safe leaning in her arms, and he couldn't help but stay there and didn't want to leave.
Qiao Lubai stretched out his hands and hugged her. They were facing each other, and he hugged her tightly, letting her lean against his strong and broad arms.
He was also drunk. Looking at the double shadow of the person in his arms, his mind was in a mess and he lost all rational thinking. Only she was left, with a somewhat overlapping appearance.
"Wife, I can't bear to leave you!" He couldn't say this if he still had a bit of rationality, but at this moment, he was drunk and said it without any scruples.
"I can't bear to leave you either." Mu Qiao's eyes were filled with tears. Maybe it was because drunk people's tear points became lower, or maybe she had finally waited for him to say this.
People say the truth comes out when drunk, and this is probably the case.
Qiao Lubai lowered his head and kissed the top of her head, and put his thin lips to her ear, accompanied by a strong smell of alcohol, "Mu Qiao, I like you!"
Mu Qiao was stunned, she looked up at him blankly, not knowing whether it was the alcohol or her instinct, she actually stood on tiptoe, walked in front of him and closed her eyes.
At this moment, as long as he wanted, she would be willing.
His eyes were blurry from drunkenness, and his brows were tinged with layers of gentle smile.
He lowered his head and kissed her little mouth with his sexy lips.
After a light kiss, he said softly, "Wife, I love you!"
After she finished speaking, he kissed her lips again. This kiss was deep and lingering. They were both almost suffocating before he slowly withdrew.
Mu Qiao took a deep breath, opened his eyes and stared at him blankly for several seconds, then pursed his lips and asked, "Qiao Lubai, since you like me and love me, then be with me for real. I don't care whether we will be happy in the future or not. I just want to cherish the time we have together. I..."
Qiao Lubai lowered his head with emotion and sealed all her words with a kiss.
Mu Qiao was a little surprised, but more delighted, and accepted him wholeheartedly.
Under the influence of alcohol, all the impossible, unacceptable, forbidden and undoable things become a bubble. Only the passion and love in the heart cannot be erased or ignored.
Late at night, Mu Qiao woke up and took a look at the quiet and handsome man sleeping beside him. He couldn't help but reach out to touch his facial features and gently trace them.
Thinking of the scene of her and him being intimate last night after drinking, her heart almost jumped out of her chest, and her pretty face was flushed.
She looked at him lovingly, her voice gentle and every word, "Qiao Lubai, I won't hold you back, just go and carry out your mission without any worries!"
After she finished speaking, she stared at him for a long, long time, so long that she wanted to engrave him in her mind and never forget him for the rest of her life.
After a long time, Mu Qiao dragged his tired and sore body, struggled to get out of bed, and left reluctantly.
The next morning, Qiao Lubai was awakened by a disturbing phone call.
After he answered the phone, he realized that Mu Qiao was missing. He only saw a letter, the signed divorce agreement and a bullet pendant.
After seeing this, Qiao Lubai felt sick all over.
The scene of their lovemaking last night was still vivid in his mind. Although he was drunk, he knew exactly what he had done.
Mu Qiao suddenly left without saying goodbye. Was he angry?
Feeling nervous and regretful, Qiao Lubai opened the letter.
"Qiao Lubai, my dear husband, this is the first time I call you this, and it will be the last time. I know what you want and what you don't want, so I made the choice for you."
"Neither you nor I are the kind of people who drag our feet. I don't want to be a burden or a worry to you, so I signed the divorce agreement. I won't take any of the property you gave me, because all I want is you."
"And you are a person with a mission and responsibility. It is impossible for you to stop because of me. I understand you and I support you."
"It's just that I don't have the courage to tell you in person. I can only express my thoughts in the letter."
"See that bullet pendant? It's the bullet I blocked for you. It was once very close to my heart. I give it to you, just like I am by your side."
Seeing this, Qiao Lubai picked up the bullet pendant, held it in his palm, and put it against his chest. He felt that Mu Qiao was still in front of him, looking at him with a smile.
Qiao Lubai's eyes were slightly red. He forced himself to blink and continued to read the content of the letter.
"Please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. I am actually very afraid of parting, and I don't have the courage to watch you go away, so I chose to go back to Snow Wolf first."
After reading the letter, Qiao Lubai sighed deeply.
He put the bullet pendant around his neck lovingly, picked up the divorce agreement signed by Mu Qiao, and fell into deep thought.
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