Chapter 97 My heart is beating so fast
They were so close that they seemed to be kissing, but in the end their lips did not touch.
"Teacher Liang, please teach me."
"My heart is beating so fast, is this love?"
"What if I say yes?"
"Well, that's it, then."
**
Shu Ming sat at the dining table. He had been tinkering with this lemon stand for over a month, and the amazing thing was that he hadn't even plucked it out completely.
The sour, sticky juice of the fruit smeared his hands. "I just want to prolong this exciting feeling for a while longer, that's all."
He emphasized the word "just".
"Experience, life is about experience..."
They shared the same ripe fruit intimately at the table. Shu Ming stuffed the last petal into his mouth, then pushed the table and jumped down, leaving Liang Ruowen with a dashing back.
"Let's go. Ojiman is looking for me."
How to describe Shu Ming's changes?
If the way people looked at him before could be considered innocent and pure admiration, now it is far more than that.
Shu Ming seemed to have officially entered another stage of life. There was something more in his eyes, a little more indescribable desire.
Bewildered.
He not only made Liang Ruwen outside the camera fall in love with him, but also made Y inside the camera fall in love with him.
The plot progresses step by step.
X already knew that the girl he fell in love with at first sight liked to listen to people reading love poems. For the sake of his beloved, he threw himself into the cause of learning poetry without hesitation, even though that was what he hated the most in the past.
X has captured the hearts of young men and women in the town, but he only gives his precious heart to Z.
The young men and women in the town covered their mouths and whispered to each other: "X can actually love someone!"
"Really... I thought, I thought he had no heart."
In the past, x smiled at everyone equally and rejected everyone coldly. They could still comfort themselves because, after all, the others did not gain any benefits from him or receive any special treatment.
They thought he was just a heartless bastard, a merciless arsonist, but now they realize that this man also has a subservient and servile side.
It is precisely this soft spot, this weakness, that infinitely magnifies x's breathtaking appearance.
He changed from the moon hanging in the sky to a reflection in the water that was within reach but still out of reach, forcing people to have lustful delusions.
What if?
What if I could hold this moon all to myself?
What if?
What if I could get X to look at me with those beautiful eyes for a second longer? Maybe even, from now on, only look at me.
In this process, Y also discovered that poetry does not only belong to those who have read many books.
x has a delicate, sensitive and passionate heart. The words he uses are simple and straightforward, even childish, but they touch people's hearts.
And when x mentioned the person he loved, his pitiful eyes that seemed to be shedding tears made people jealous and wished they could take his place.
Outside the play, Liang Ruowen also enjoyed the feeling of being particularly favored by others for the first time.
Shu Ming's preference for people is really... almost blatant.
He later realized that all the companionship in the past was Liang Ruwen's silent pursuit, so he decided to pursue her in return.
A new experience in life, so fresh!
After work, he would take a detour to bring back a bouquet of flowers. The handsome young man rode his bicycle quickly through the busy streets of the town, carrying a bunch of fresh roses covered with dew on his back, looking so arrogant.
Then he hummed an unknown tune in a cocky and proud manner, and handed it to Liang Ruowen the moment he entered the door.
"Is this for me?"
"What else?" Shu Ming raised his eyebrows. "Don't you like it?"
The next day, the bouquet was indeed changed to a different variety.
Liang Ruowen held the flowers silently, and the two of them walked side by side along the coastline. The street lights were dim, and they almost kissed when they accidentally looked at each other, but they restrained themselves and only kissed with their eyes.
Like dancing a waltz, Shu Ming cleverly seized the initiative at a certain moment, and Liang Ruowen was willing to be led away by him.
Every time he took a step forward, Shu Ming took two steps back. Every time he took a step back, Shu Ming quietly and cunningly took a step forward.
Always neither too far nor too close, always maintaining a subtle distance where you can kiss deeply just by lowering your head.
But they both knew it, and they never really kissed.
Shu Ming once paid for afternoon tea for the entire crew when Leo Liang came to visit the set.
To favor one person and let everyone benefit.
Shu Ming himself was unaware of this, but naturally, the favored object was already dizzy to the point of being almost breathless.
In the Southern Hemisphere in October, the temperature gradually rises.
When it was time to finish work, Shu Ming took two running steps and jumped onto Liang Ruwen's back. They had never cooperated like this before, but Liang Ruwen stretched out his hand and firmly grasped Shu Ming's knee. Such tacit understanding -
Shu Ming felt relieved and was carried back home like a child.
They walked on the cobblestone streets, passing through the sight of many people openly.
Shu Ming rested his chin on the crook of Liang Ruwen's neck, like a puppy nudging someone with its mouth, itching: "How is it? Is the coffee here good today?"
“It’s delicious.”
It's so hot, it's really hard to bear without an ice drink.
Shu Ming nodded: "By the way, I told Guan Xianyi about our relationship."
When he says he is responsible, he really means it.
What is the first step to being responsible?
——It is public.
He really can't make it public to his fans yet. He has already discussed this with Leo Liang, and it was even Leo Liang who asked him to do so.
Being in love with a man is completely different from being an ordinary "sister-in-law". Xiao Shu also has a contract with an agency and so many serious dramas to air...
Since Liang Ruowen dragged him into this, he was prepared for this.
But he never expected that Shu Ming would be honest with Guan Xianyi so early, and he stopped in his tracks.
Shu Ming continued speaking: "As for my family, we'll take it slow... They don't yet have the concept of same-sex relationships."
Liang Ruowen was so shocked that he couldn't speak. He thought that Shu Ming's responsibility was just a response to his feelings, but he didn't expect Shu Ming to be willing to go to such an extent.
Most young children just play around, let alone someone like Shu Ming who loves new things.
Seeing that he was not going to leave, Shu Ming jumped off his back.
He first spread his long legs, walked backwards two steps to get in front of him, then leaned closer: "What's wrong? Are you tired of carrying it?"
Shu Ming even pretended to squat down, saying in a relaxed tone: "It's okay, I can carry you——"
Liang Ruowen laughed out of anger. He had never been pushed to this point before. He really had no other choice.
Shu Ming was already leaning against the wall, squatting with his arms on his legs, his face looking serious. Liang Ruowen forcibly pushed his arms aside with one of his long legs and squeezed between his knees.
Being forced to separate his knees like this reminded Shu Ming of a certain afternoon... His neck seemed to turn red.
He tilted his head slightly, not daring to reach out to touch his neck, and forced himself to turn his gaze back.
Liang Ruwen looked him straight in the eyes and said softly, "Shu Ming, I want to kiss you."
Shu Ming stood up and deliberately brushed off the non-existent dust on his body: "Hmm?"
I don’t know whether he really didn’t hear clearly or was pretending not to hear clearly, but after a while, Shu Ming raised his head with an innocent look on his face.
"It's inappropriate, isn't this a public place? Didn't Teacher Liang say that for the sake of my career, I have to keep it a secret..."
Liang Ruwen, a reserved person, was led around by him time and time again. From the night he confessed his love, he was forced to play the straight game with him: "Then, when I get home, can I kiss you?"
Shu Ming blew a rogue whistle and raised his eyebrows: "Haven't you ever kissed before?"
Still want to ask me?
Liang Ruwen was speechless.
Didn’t you say you wanted to experience ambiguity?
Who was the person who mumbled at the dinner table that “life is about experience”?
Liang Ruowen thought, he did it on purpose.
He deliberately embarrassed me and made me look foolish. He deliberately seduced me but didn't let me really kiss him.
This little bastard—
They walked together, their hands rubbing against each other's backs, keeping a reasonable distance between good friends.
When a group of tourists came towards us, we briefly had a reasonable excuse to get closer to each other.
At this distance, Liang Ruwen would occasionally touch the metal watch strap on his wrist.
This is the only coolness in this scorching, sticky summer with endless forced sweating.
**
After a brief moment of surprise, Guan Xianyi surprisingly accepted this fact very quickly. She even remained calm and composed, praising Shu Ming a few words: "Very good. If there is anything, please let me know immediately so that I can help you."
After hanging up the phone, I had only one thought - Liang Ruowen must have planned this!
How can this person be so lucky!
If Shu Ming grows up a little more, he will have to face countless competitors.
If I act now, Xiao Shuxin will be soft-hearted and sentimental...
well!
In fact, Liang Ruowen also benefited from Shu Ming's background. In their national concept, sleeping in the same bed means being responsible.
Never mind whether anything specific happened.
"Isn't this a matter of course?"
Shu Ming certainly knew that someone outside had run away after falling asleep, but what did this have to do with him.
As long as the person he sleeps with is willing to be responsible for him, isn't that enough?
Liang Ruowen discovered that Shu Ming had his own set of very old-fashioned yet advanced moral concepts. In short, this guy did things in a very self-consistent way.
Liang Ruowen prefers to be responsible, and if possible, he would definitely marry herself right now.
Commonly known as - eager to get married.
But it was no use for him to hate her, as Shu Ming was completely absorbed in the movie again.
One afternoon while studying poetry, the two male protagonists in the movie accidentally encountered a sneaky maid.
At noon on a sweaty summer day, on a sidewalk with almost no one around, she was looking around as she walked quickly out of Z's yard, then carried a large stack of letter paper back to her home.
They thought they had discovered a shocking secret for Z, and just when they were about to tell their master, the maid told them the truth.
"This...this is what Miss Z asked me to take out and throw away."
It was only through the maid's narration that they learned the truth.
It turns out that Z doesn't like reading the love poems people send her, and she doesn't even recognize a few words!
The reason she accepted these love poems was simply because she loved to be pretentious. In the prosperous cities of Country S, it was a trend for young men and women to exchange love poems...
Y had to admit that while listening to the maid's halting narration and glancing at X's handsome profile, he felt a little secretly delighted.
Z is such a vulgar woman, will X be disillusioned with her? Will he dislike her like the fallen leaves on the branches and the mud under his feet?
Just like when he broke up with his lover, it was because the other party had no literary accomplishment, no aesthetic sense, and no appreciation.
"Wait, what are you going to do?"
"I'm going to the market."
"Why are you going to the market?"
"I'm going to buy Z some interesting gadgets. Since she doesn't like poetry and literature, maybe she would like these."
Y was stunned.
He looked at x's receding back and felt deeply shaken.
"I was overwhelmed by his unabashed, intense love. I was angry at first. Why were these empty-headed people also worthy of being loved?
Then, I began to feel sorry for myself. I had never been loved so unconditionally by anyone before. They loved my family background, my education, and my respectable job...
My heart was beating like a drum because of his overwhelming love.
Yes, it turns out that true love is unconditional."
Y's heart began to beat wildly out of control.
Yes, no one would not be moved by Shu Ming's firm and unstoppable preference at this moment.
It was as if the sound of the waves was just the soundtrack for him.
Shu Ming used his sincere and bright heart to thoroughly digest the huge touch brought to him by another person.
In front of the camera, I completed another transformation in my life.
**
It was hard not to be attracted by Liang Ruowen when she stood in front of the monitor.
Shu Ming has already begun to possess the style of a superstar and is bound to leave his own mark in film history.
But at this moment, this kid was still secretly slipping little notes into his hands while finishing work.
"What is this?" Liang Ruowen turned sideways and asked him.
"A little confession note~"
Liang Ruwen stood under the shade of a tree and unfolded the crumpled paper.
It is a short poem.
It was as if she had walked back to her school days in an instant and was reliving a young love affair - no, she couldn't go back. Liang Ruwen's thoughts were strangely distorted, and she thought of the time when Shu Ming was filming "Little Secret", which stirred the hearts of so many boys and girls.
Never mind, things aren't getting any better now.
The male and female protagonists in the movie were learning to write love poems, and Shu Ming followed suit by writing down some of what he had just learned on a piece of paper.
I don’t know where he got the paper and pen from, and where he stole the time from, to write such lovely lines for myself!
What others have, Shu Ming will definitely offer with both hands, so that Liang Ruwen can also have what others don't have——
Liang Ruwen also got it.
Then, Cui Mingzhe and Cheng Qian both got into trouble.
This guy takes a photo every now and then and selects multiple options to forward——
"Xiao Shu peeled the orange for me."
After a while——
"Xiao Shu wrote me a love poem."
Cui Mingzhe clicked on the photo angrily and saw that it was just a piece of paper, and it was blurred. What the hell was there?
Okay, okay, the whole world knows you're in love, okay? The whole world knows you two are going to tear your lips apart just by kissing each other, are you satisfied?
Who would have thought that after two questions, Liang Ruowen would stop talking.
Cui Mingzhe belatedly said "Hmm?", sensing something was amiss from his silence.
That's not right. It's totally wrong.
No, we haven't kissed yet, have we?
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The author has something to say: The mouth is not rotten
My face is about to break from laughing.
There are only two more chapters left before entering the final volume, "Far Away", where the adult succubus Xiao Shu trains a dog—
Stay tuned!!!
In addition, if you like sentimental stories, you can check out the pre-collection of the children's column "An Unprecedented Summer", which is probably a sentimental story.
A sticky summer day by the sea.
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