Chapter 365 I'll Send You Away Personally
Lu Qiu smiled, "Xia Wange, you still don't understand? The reason why I want to die is not now, but the hardships I will encounter in the future, the repeated pain in my heart or the pain in my body. I don't have such a firm belief to resist those..."
Having said that, Lu Qiu looked at the person in front of him and lowered his eyelids.
He knew that he could stand up again with Xia Wange's help, but he didn't want to be a burden to the person he loved again and again...
If the body becomes a burden to the person you love, then why not accompany her with your soul, just like she once said...
"And this time I not only sent flowers after the disaster, I also sent blessings when I handed out water, bread, and instant noodles. I sent boxes and boxes of them. I not only sent them to the city we are in, but also to towns and surrounding cities. I spent a whole night writing words of encouragement and blessings on each tent, so many people in many places should have received my blessings. I also donated all the money in my name...so I really did my best this time."
Lu Qiu didn't say that he also gave all the houses that she had visited and belonged to him to Xia Wange, and left a sum of money for Xia Wange to hire someone to manage it. He would buy jade for her every once in a while, and when he died, a lawyer would find her to transfer the properties. Of course, all the messy piles of jade under his body would also belong to Xia Wange in legal terms.
Xia Wange listened to these words and looked at Lu Qiu in shock. Her eyes were full of disbelief. After a while, she murmured, "You have done everything you can and cannot do, so how are you still alive?"
Oh my god.
You are really good.
She raised her hand and rubbed her forehead. So much money, so many tents, so much water and food, and it turns out that the rose is just a bonus. Lu Qiu, Lu Qiu, you really tried your best and were looking for death.
If this happened to someone else, she would have respected and blessed them long ago, but when it came to Lu Qiu, she still wanted to struggle.
Xia Wange felt that Lu Qiu's thinking had reached a dead end. She had actually discovered long ago that he had some self-destructive tendencies and that his heart was not as healthy as he appeared to be. But later he had hope and was actively cooperating. Now Xia Wange was thinking about what thoughts supported him to give up everything and walk into that dead end...
"So Xia Wange, give up." Lu Qiu said with a smile, "If it really doesn't work, when I die and my soul comes to find you, please be a little nicer to me. I don't want to be a human anymore. I want to be your ghost..."
Hearing this, Xia Wange's eyes suddenly widened. Okay, she understood, so this is it!
"Who told you that you have a soul after you die? If everyone has one, wouldn't the world be in chaos? Who else told you that you can run around after you die? Do you think those ghost messengers are just there to do nothing? When someone like you dies, they have to send the Ox-Headed, Horse-Faced, Black and White Impermanence to take you to the underworld. What would happen if they let you run around?"
"......" Lu Qiu was silent for a while, and whispered, "Everything can be discussed... and you have said it before..."
"Oh, so that's what you think. You believe my nonsense."
At this point, Xia Wange took out a piece of yellow paper from his body, spread it on Lu Qiu's body, bit his finger and quickly drew an extremely complicated talisman. At this time, the originally clear sky outside began to have muffled thunder, making the whole environment even more gloomy.
Xia Wange leaned forward slightly, staring at Lu Qiu, picked up the talisman paper, and said to Lu Qiu, "Look carefully, this is a talisman made with my blood and your birth date, and I used a month's worth of merit to draw it. As long as I burn this talisman paper, the two of us will be like magnets at the same level, and we will never meet again. We will always repel each other, and I will never be where you are. Even if you are lucky enough to become a ghost that can move freely, you will never be able to find me!"
"I will put another one in your house. You will never see your relatives again. Even if there is an afterlife, you will never see them or me again. Your idea of turning into a ghost and getting close to us will never come true. So, put away those naive ideas in your mind. When you die, you are really dead. A dead emperor can only be buried in a tomb, instead of becoming a ghost and continuing to be an emperor."
With pupils trembling violently, Lu Qiu looked at Xia Wange, then at the talisman paper, and said in a trembling voice: "Xia Wange, why do you have to do this?!"
"So now, either you wait to die while I burn this talisman, or you give me another chance and some time, and I will definitely heal you. If you fall into a situation like this again, you don't have to do it yourself. I will personally send you away."
"These words are the first and last time I ask you. If you don't choose now, I will leave immediately. I will just waste so much merit on you. If you don't choose, we will go our separate ways. You go your way and I go mine. We will have no contact again."
At this point, Xia Wange moved the talisman closer to Lu Qiu and said, "Choose or I'll leave."
As soon as he finished speaking, there was a deafening thunder outside, and the blinding light of lightning flashed across everyone's face. Then another bolt of lightning struck, making a huge roar.
Lu Qiu's pupils moved back and forth between Xia Wange's determined eyes and the talisman paper. He was eager to find the slightest flaw, wanting to know if the talisman paper was fake. There was no such talisman paper in the world, but Xia Wange's expression did not show any guilt.
Once you die, you are really dead. You can't dream of becoming a ghost and seeing your family and her again...
Now, Lu Qiu felt like a child with nothing. All his strength and all his dreams were shattered completely...
Seeing that Lu Qiu was wavering, Xia Wange pressed the matter, "Lu Qiu, give me a chance, trust me again, I will protect your dignity, protect everything you have, I will not let you fall into the situation you fear the most, you must also believe in the way of heaven, which will leave a glimmer of hope for everything. I should have died a long time ago, but I am alive by grasping this glimmer of hope. Now, I will definitely find a chance for you!"
Listening to Xia Wange's powerful words, Lu Qiu, who was already in disarray, could only surrender. He struggled to prop up his upper body and slowly leaned against the head of the bed, breathing heavily to calm his inner shock. After a long time, he sighed heavily, "I have always believed in you, I have never doubted you..."
"Okay, it's settled." Xia Wange stretched out her hand and placed it in front of Lu Qiu. "Come on, shake hands. We'll consider this an agreement."
Lu Qiu looked down at his hands in front of him, "???"
When did he say...
"Hurry up, hurry up, I haven't had a good rest for more than 80 hours, and I may not have slept for more than eight hours in total. If you don't agree to me, I won't be able to sleep well. Hurry up, hurry up, there's no such thing as being someone else's boyfriend like you, I'm exhausted." Xia Wange urged irritably, "Besides, your parents and your brother are all standing at the door. With so many family members accompanying you, what are you afraid of?"
When Lu Qiu heard the word "boyfriend", his eyelashes trembled slightly. He looked at Xia Wange, whose eyes were bloodshot, then turned to look at his mother, whose eyes had already turned red from crying, as well as his father and brother, who also had red eyes.
After all, he couldn't bear to leave these people. He had actually fantasized about turning into a ghost and secretly accompanying them. Since there was no way to completely let go, he would give himself one last chance, one hope, hoping that there would really be a turnaround.
Without further hesitation, Lu Qiu reached out and held Xia Wange's hand, then held it tightly, "Okay, I promise you, we'll give each other a chance..."
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