Chapter 475 Dream Back

hospital.

Zhu Suisui, who was in a coma, lay on the hospital bed and had a long dream.

No, that might not be a dream.

2000.

Zhu Suisui is already 40 years old, but the years have not left many traces on her face, but there is always resentment and sadness between her eyebrows.

She was visibly depressed.

Zhu Suisui held a yellowed vaccination form in his hand. There were no tears on his face, but he could clearly feel his body shaking and about to fall.

She felt at this moment as if her soul did not belong to her, and that pain had manifested itself in her body.

Zhu Suisui thought about the past, picked up the phone and finally made a call.

The person who answered the phone was not Lu Lanxu, but Lu Lanxu's subordinate. When he heard that it was Lu Lanxu's lover, his tone was not friendly.

"The leader is busy and won't be back today."

She calls to ask about him every day, as if she has no life of her own. But Lu Lanxu is very busy, so as his wife, why can't she be more considerate?

Zhu Suisui was silent for a while before saying, "Tell him that I have something important to discuss with him and ask him to go home tomorrow."

The person on the other end responded impatiently and hung up the phone.

Zhu Suisui sighed and pulled his thick shawl closer, but he still felt cold.

Not long.

There's a knock at the door.

Zhu Suisui walked out, opened the door and found that it was a courier. Someone had delivered a letter to his door.

She took it expressionlessly.

At this time, few people delivered letters. Most people made phone calls. More and more households had phones, so writing letters became a rare thing. She took the letter and took a look. There was no signature.

But it was clearly written that the letter was for her.

During this period, people often wrote to her, and Zhu Suisui had gotten used to it.

Zhu Suisui closed the door and then opened the envelope.

While reading the contents of the letter, Zhu Suisui swayed and almost fell.

"I really don't want to see you living a life of luxury while putting all the responsibilities and pressure on him. You know how good he is, right? But do you know how much he has sacrificed for you?"

"Last month, at a dinner party, someone asked how old his children were. When they found out that he didn't have any children, everyone's expressions changed."

"You may not know that you two have been together but have no children until now because you are infertile. You are in poor health and weak, and you don't deserve to have a child at all. But he is such a good person, how could he abandon you because of this? So he took all the responsibilities. Everyone forced him to adopt a child, but he wanted to hide it from you and couldn't let you know that it was you who was infertile, so he refused them all and offended many people because of this."

"Do you know how hard it is for him? No, you don't, because he protects you very well. He is very busy every day, taking care of you, your family, and the Lu family. Do you know how much effort he put in and how many connections he used to get your two brothers out? He is such an upright person, but he has been tarnished because of you. How can you be worthy of being a wife?"

"He has a bright future and could have found a better wife, but because of you, he can only rely on himself. And what have you done in all these years since you were married to him? You can't provide any help or emotional value. You're like a vase, but you can't even be placed at home to be appreciated."

"Your health is getting worse and worse, and your mental illness is getting more and more serious. He wants to take you abroad for treatment. For this, he has begun to slowly give up his rights to other people. But he is so outstanding and has such a bright future. I don't understand why he can make such a big sacrifice for you."

"You will never know this, because he knows that you can't bear this pain, so he chooses to hide it from you. But what is so good about you that is worth him giving up everything for you? Can you tell me?"

…

Zhu Suisui couldn't bear to watch it anymore.

Such letters appear almost every once in a while.

And when she found out that the reason Lu Lanxu had a vasectomy was because of her, she was already overwhelmed by self-blame.

At this time.

The jade pendant around my neck broke its string and fell to the ground.

Zhu Suisui squatted down numbly to pick up the jade pendant, but the pain in her chest made her speechless. A fishy and sweet taste went up her throat, and she spat a mouthful of blood onto the jade pendant.