Chapter 525 You Will Only Be My Wife
Zhu Suisui was stunned. She didn't understand what Lu Lanxu meant. She struggled, "Let me go!"
Lu Lanxu turned a deaf ear to her and carried the person back to the bed step by step, her voice as gentle as ever.
"When I was five, I raised a very cute little rabbit. It was the first time in my life that I felt that there was something that was completely mine. I combed its fur every day, fed it and gave it water. I made a cage and put it in it because I didn't want it to leave me. I raised it like this for about half a year. It was very well behaved every day and only depended on me. I actually enjoyed this feeling."
"I have been gifted since I was young. When I was five, I had already started to learn knowledge that only eight or nine-year-olds would learn. My life was very boring, but after I got the rabbit, I felt that it was not so difficult. I thought that we depended on each other. I wanted it to have a wider world. I didn't want to confine it in a small cage, so I let it out of the cage."
Having said this, Lu Lanxu had already walked to the bedside, put her down, and stroked her cheek.
He looked at Zhu Suisui tenderly, "Guess what happened next?"
Zhu Suisui noticed something was wrong with Lu Lanxu and just looked at him warily.
No response was received.
Lu Lanxu didn't care. He said to himself, "It ran away. It didn't want to be with me. It turned out that I was the only one who depended on it. I was very sad and even resentful. Why did it leave me when I was so good to it? I knew my thoughts were wrong. I didn't want the rabbit to be happy. I just wanted it to be by my side."
"The afternoon it escaped, I saw its body. It was mauled to death by the wolfdog next door. I cried so hard that I snatched it from the wolfdog's mouth and took it home to bury it."
"I often think that if it didn't want to leave me, it wouldn't have died. If I had watched it more carefully, it wouldn't have run away. If I had noticed the wolfdog's eager gaze earlier and helped it eliminate all the dangers outside, it wouldn't have died."
Speaking of this.
Lu Lanxu looked at Zhu Suisui, "You see, I am not that kind and clear-minded, nor am I that selfless. I can be jealous and dark. I am so possessive that I wish I could cage everything I want, because only in this way will they not leave me. I am even very vengeful. I ended up killing the wolfdog. No one knew that it was a trap set by a five-year-old kid just to kill a dog."
"I think I am terrible. I am a genius in the eyes of others. If my mind is a little bit crooked, it will be harmful to society. I dare not have my own emotions. From childhood to adulthood, I have been accustomed to not revealing my true self, because only in this way can I be like a normal person."
"You are right. I have shouldered all the responsibilities of everyone on my own shoulders. Because my last name is Lu and I am capable, I was chosen and I must go down this path. No one asked me if I like it or not, and no one asked me if I want to do it. It doesn't matter. This is also a meaning of life. Serving my country and my family is what I should do as a man."
"But Sui Sui, you are different. You are more important to me than that rabbit."
He stretched out his hand, stroked Zhu Sui's cheek, then fell on her lips, caressing them gently.
Zhu Suisui felt that there was something wrong with Lu Lanxu. She had never seen him like this before.
And this story.
It also overturned Zhu Suisui's understanding of Lu Lanxu.
Zhu Suisui pursed her lips and turned away, "What's the point of you saying all this now? I'm already planning to divorce you."
I waited for so long before, but he didn't say anything. Why should he say all this now?
Lu Lanxu lowered his head and kissed her forehead, his voice extremely gentle, "Sui Sui, we will not get divorced."
He seemed not to hear Zhu Suisui's words, and just repeated, "We will not get divorced. We still have many things to do. If you don't like it in the future, I won't do it. Whenever I see a woman in the future, I won't even look at her."
Zhu Suisui frowned, looking at the strange man in front of her, not understanding, "Lu Lanxu, is it meaningful for you to say this now? Please go, I don't want to talk to you anymore."
When you see someone, you have to fight.
Lu Lanxu reached out and grabbed her hand, then leaned down, looked at her, and kissed her on the lips.
"As long as we can be together, it's meaningful, Sui Sui, there are too many wolfhounds out there, you'll be safest only if you stay with me. I was wrong and stupid before, but that won't happen anymore now. We will always be together and never separate."
"I always thought Sui Sui liked me like this, but I didn't expect that I would push Sui Sui further and further away. I will never pretend again. You are mine and you will only be mine for the rest of your life."
Zhu Suisui's body stiffened, "Lu Lanxu, are you crazy?"
Lu Lanxu smiled softly, sniffing her fragrance lustfully, and whispered, "I've been crazy for a long time. I went crazy the first time I saw you, and no one knew. At that time, I wanted to hide you so that no one could see you. But I couldn't do that because it would scare you, so I was cautious at every step."
"I quietly found out your information and then I realized that you were the family that Grandpa was looking for. I asked someone to pass all the clues to Grandpa, but Grandpa still doesn't know that I found it. Later, our Lu and Zhu families had a marriage contract. Your Zhu family has two sons and a daughter, and you are sick and weak. Your family loves you the most. I deliberately arranged for someone to go to Grandma and let her think of marrying you to the Lu family to protect your life. No one knows that this marriage contract was obtained by me from the beginning to the end."
"I couldn't let anyone know. It was my initiative because it would create a lot of obstacles between us. My parents wouldn't agree to this engagement. I suggested that Grandpa let you choose a husband. Before that, no one knew I would come back. Fortunately, I took every step right until the last moment. I came back, Sui Sui, we are clearly destined to be together. How could we be unlucky?"
Zhu Suisui looked at Lu Lanxu in shock.
She had never thought that this engagement would come about in this way.
She took a deep breath and said, "What if I didn't choose you at the beginning? What if I chose someone else?"
As soon as these words came out.
Lu Lanxu's eyes darkened a little, then recovered. He continued to kiss her and said softly, "Of course I have other plans. No one will take you away from me. The result is that you will only marry me, my Sui Sui, you will only be my wife."
It seems more like I'm speaking to myself.
Lu Lanxu's voice was low, "I dare not tell you. I don't want you to know that I am so cunning, so scheming, and so possessive. I'm afraid that I will scare you and that you will hate me. I try my best to keep my sanity. In front of you, I can't take a wrong step. I can't bear the consequences of losing you, Sui Sui, you are my wife and you will be for the rest of my life."
Zhu Suisui knew that Lu Lanxu loved her, but now she realized that this love was hidden deeper than she thought.