Chapter 124: Solitude
Chapter 124: Solitude
They just wanted to wander around today and didn't plan to visit any tourist attractions. The hotel they booked was a bit far from the school, and they mainly didn't want to be seen by others.
Although Fang Yuenian was eager to spend time alone with Cheng Bing, she still enjoyed the daytime. After lunch, they strolled around for a while, and in the late afternoon, they checked into the hotel.
To be honest, this was their first time officially "booking a hotel room," and it would be a lie to say they weren't nervous. But at least Fang Yuenian was trying her best to act completely natural, attempting to make the receptionist think they were just good friends on vacation.
Cheng Bing seemed very natural, but it's hard to know what she was thinking.
Once inside the room, as soon as Cheng Bing closed the door and inserted the room card, Fang Yuenian quickly threw her bag on the ground and jumped onto Cheng Bing.
Cheng Bing was carrying a backpack, a bag of fruit in one hand, and a bottle of water in the other. When she was suddenly tackled, her first instinct was to reach out and take the bag. But halfway there, she realized that her hands were occupied, so she had no choice but to wag her arms and say, "Fang Yuenian."
Fang Yuenian used all his strength, not afraid of falling at all. He clung tightly to Cheng Bing's neck, sighed, and said with his head down, "Damn, I finally got to hug her."
Cheng Bing then walked into the room, having to avoid the things Fang Yue Nian had thrown on the floor.
Removing the bag was inconvenient, but there was no other way. Cheng Bing couldn't pull the person off, so she had to overcome the difficulties herself.
Once there were no obstacles, he lifted Fang Yuenian up with both hands, held him tightly, and then asked, "Are you just going to hang here like this?"
Fang Yuenian finally looked up at him, still a little sullen: "Why are you so calm?"
Cheng Bing smiled and asked, "Then what should I do?"
Fang Yuenian panicked: "Of course, immediately... um..."
This kiss was something they had been waiting for and longing for for so long.
No wonder long-distance relationships are so challenging; Fang Yuenian felt like she was going crazy after only half a month apart.
Cheng Bing kissed him passionately as she carried him to the window and placed him on the windowsill. In this position, she trapped him between the window and herself, letting her longing run rampant and desperately seeking the warmth between her lips.
Fang Yuenian's response was incredibly intense. He didn't even care that he was about to lose his balance, grabbing his shirt in a mess. The jacket was too much of a hindrance, so he quickly ripped it off. But it wasn't enough. The two of them were like a game of chess, their breaths filling each other's ears, yet adding to the allure.
Only when Cheng Bing grabbed his hand, which was moving lower and lower, did Fang Yuenian finally turn his face away and breathe in some fresh air.
He was breathing heavily, his eyes were red and wet, and he just leaned against the window, huddled in front of Cheng Bing, unable to say a word for a long time.
Cheng Bing pulled his hand to her eyes and, under his gaze, kissed it on the lips.
Fang Yuenian finally felt embarrassed and turned her face away, "I didn't... mean it, it was just... I couldn't help myself."
They couldn't help but reach out their evil claws.
Cheng Bing looked down at him and chuckled softly, "I know."
Fang Yuenian pulled her hand away. "Okay, okay, let me get down first."
Cheng Bing released his grip and helped him down to the ground.
The two briefly eased their longing for each other, and both remained relatively rational. Cheng Bing picked up the denim jacket and then Fang Yuenian's bag from the doorway.
Fang Yuenian followed behind him like a little shadow. "The place where we were eating was smoky, can I take a shower now?" he asked.
Cheng Bing turned around and stared at him intently.
"I really do want to take a shower, and I have so much to talk to you about," Fang Yuenian explained.
It's as if they haven't been in contact for half a month.
Cheng Bing nodded: "Okay, then you go ahead and wash up. I'll turn on the TV."
Fang Yuenian changed her shoes and went to rummage through her bag for clothes. They both tacitly agreed not to go out in the afternoon, so Fang Yuenian grabbed her pajamas and hurriedly locked herself in the bathroom.
Cheng Bing watched him close the door with his head down and felt a little amused.
Then, he didn't know what he was thinking, or maybe he wasn't thinking at all, but he just stood silently at the bathroom door, his hands in his pockets, his back against the wall, and waited.
The sound of the shower water was clearly audible, along with the faint sound of breathing.
Time was dragging on, and Cheng Bing couldn't understand why he was listening to Fang Yuenian take a shower. After a while, he decided to turn on the TV, but just then, Fang Yuenian suddenly called out from the bathroom, "Brother Cheng—"
He assumed Cheng Bing was somewhere far away, so he raised his voice, but to his surprise, Cheng Bing was right at the door and immediately replied, "Hmm?"
Fang Yuenian was startled and paused for a few seconds before saying, "...I didn't bring any underwear."
Cheng Bing was silent for a moment, then asked, "Is it in your bag?"
"Um."
Cheng Bing turned around and brought it to him shortly afterward. "Open the door."
The door opened a crack, and Fang Yuenian stretched out a hand, which hung in the air.
Cheng Bing looked at the fair arm and the water droplets on it, her eyes narrowing slightly.
Fang Yuenian waved her hand in the air. "Are you here?"
Without saying a word, Cheng Bing put the underwear in his hand and quickly left.
Soon, Fang Yuenian came out. His pajamas were the same old T-shirts, which were wide and big, but his pants were short, just past his knees.
Cheng Bing sat on the edge of the bed, lost in thought. She turned around and saw his straight, exposed calves. She frowned and asked, "Aren't you cold?"
"It's alright," Fang Yuenian said, wiping the water from her hair with a towel. "Do you want to wash it?"
Cheng Bing nodded: "Mm."
"Go ahead," Fang Yuenian said, sitting down on the edge of the bed. "Didn't we say we were going to turn on the TV?"
Cheng Bing glanced at him, went over to get the TV, turned it on, and then handed it to him, saying, "Here you go."
Fang Yuenian smiled, reached out to take it, and said, "I found a good program on the TV downstairs in the dormitory yesterday, I wonder if I can search for it..."
Following his posture, Cheng Bing leaned down and kissed his eyelids several times without warning.
Fang Yuenian was a little dazed when she was kissed halfway through her sentence.
"I'm going to take a shower. Get me my clothes later," Cheng Bing said seriously.
Fang Yue Nian blinked a few times, her face flushing red involuntarily, but she was amused and laughed.
Cheng Bing went into the bathroom.
The bathroom was steamy, and the hotel shower gel had a strong scent, but thankfully it wasn't unpleasant.
Cheng Bing stood in front of the mirror for a while before slowly taking off her shirt and unbuttoning her trousers.
The sound of water began.
Fang Yue Nian tossed aside the towel, lay flat on her back, and stared blankly at the dark patterns on the ceiling.
A moment later, he sat up abruptly.
His eyes were glazed over, and his hair inexplicably stood on end. He slapped his face and took two deep breaths.
Cheng Bing hadn't finished showering when there was a knock on the bathroom door. He turned off the shower and asked, "What's wrong?"
Fang Yuenian: "I'll bring you some clothes."
Cheng Bing glanced at the suds still lingering on her body and said, "Wait a minute."
There was a moment of silence outside, but soon Fang Yuenian knocked on the door twice more, just knocking without saying a word.
Cheng Bing paused for a moment, then made a quick decision. He turned the water on full blast and quickly showered himself. He then took a towel from the side, dried himself off briefly, and wrapped the towel around his waist.
The mirror was right in front of him. He looked at himself in the mirror, his hand resting on the bath towel, seemingly a little hesitant.
Perhaps someone else could have openly displayed their young and vibrant body to their lover, like the men in the movies, but reason prevented him from doing so.
Cheng Bing let out a breath and reached out to open the door. He had only opened it halfway when he froze.
Fang Yuenian stood outside the door, her head slightly tilted, her hands empty.
Cheng Bing opened the door wide, looked him up and down, and asked, "Where are my clothes?"
Fang Yuenian was having difficulty breathing. The scene before him was quite shocking. He tried to keep his eyes from wandering, but his feet reacted immediately. Without saying a word, he forcefully squeezed into the bathroom.
The bathroom wasn't large, but it was much bigger than the bathroom in their high school dormitory, and it was bright and warm, with a white porcelain sheen everywhere.
Fang Yuenian stood under the dim yellow light of the bathroom, in front of Cheng Bing, looking at his surprised and confused expression. She tried to calm herself down, but she still stammered when she opened her mouth, "Hello, it seems, you've gotten a little stronger."
In fact, not only that, Cheng Bing's height growth rate was also significantly faster than his, and now he was much taller than him. Fang Yuenian was still bothered by the number 180.5 during the entrance physical examination, because he was already 180 during his pre-college entrance examination physical, and after the long summer vacation, he had only grown half a centimeter. Was there no justice?
Now that Cheng Bing looks like this, it's hard for Fang Yuenian not to notice the changes in his physique. She even couldn't help but touch his collarbone and murmur, "It wasn't obvious when he was wearing clothes, but now it seems like you've gained a lot more muscle."
—Actually, this statement isn't entirely reasonable, since he didn't look at Cheng Bing very carefully.
As expected, Cheng Bing lowered her eyes and smiled very slightly, "You haven't even seen it, and when are you comparing it to? Elementary school?"
Fang Yuenian pouted and argued softly, "I haven't seen it, but I haven't touched it either. Can't I tell by touch?"
Cheng Bing maintained her smile, reached out and grasped his hand, which was subtly trying to move downwards, and pressed it against his heart. "Okay."
Fang Yuenian had clearly barged in for this reason, yet his face still inexplicably flushed. He adjusted his breathing several times, and could already feel the surging heartbeat within that broad chest in his hand.
"You came in just to say I've grown up?" Cheng Bing asked, her voice very soft, but Fang Yuenian heard a hint of mockery in it.
His Adam's apple bobbed. "I just want to look, and you won't let me see?"
Cheng Bing felt a dull ache in her chest, chuckled softly but didn't reply.
Fang Yuenian went too far, reaching out her other hand to his waist, but before she could do anything, Cheng Bing grabbed it.
—This is the third time today. Cheng Bing is always pressing the pause button, and she does it right from the beginning.
Fang Yue Nian bit her lip, meeting his gaze, "Will you let me see it or not?"
Cheng Bing looked at him, her expression still calm. "What do you want to see?"
Fang Yuenian stepped forward, a half-smile on her face, "What do you think?"
Cheng Bing released both of his hands at the same time and took a step back, "Niannian."
"...Wh-what?"
Fang Yuenian was a little confused when her nickname was called at this moment.
"It's not the right time yet," Cheng Bing said slowly.
Fang Yuenian wasn't surprised at all by this. He blinked and said, "I know."
Just as Cheng Bing was about to say something, he quickly added, "Brother Cheng."
"Um?"
Fang Yuenian was actually quite conflicted, and had been conflicted for quite some time.
In recent days, every time they did something slightly... it was only after he first showed obvious and strong initiative that Cheng Bing asked for help, and he was extremely patient and considerate in every way.
This made Fang Yuenian feel somewhat wronged by her boyfriend most of the time. Shouldn't it be natural for him to ask for and desire things? Especially at their age.
Besides, he just wanted Cheng Bing to be happier and not to always think so much.
Thinking of this, he moved very close to Cheng Bing, and since his hands were free, he put his arms around Cheng Bing's bare back.
“You won’t let me see you,” Fang Yuenian said, her words still not flowing smoothly even though it was just the two of them. “The last two times… I didn’t see you. And, and there are many other ways, not just that, but I want you to be comfortable.”
Cheng Bing was being pushed around by him until he was pressed against the edge of the sink. His expression at that moment was hard to describe; he was hesitant.
If he were older, he might not be oscillating between restraint and impulse like he is now, because cherishing and being reluctant to part with something would be enough for him to control his desires well. But he is only seventeen years old after all, and his lover always tries his best to let him do as he pleases.
Fang Yuenian rubbed his palms together, a kind of encouraging caress. "Brother Cheng," he whispered, "I really want to kiss you like that last time, again."
Cheng Bing looked at him with a hint of helplessness, "You..."
"Of course you can't just want that," he thought to himself, "but can I control it...?"
Fang Yuenian was nuzzling him, more teasing than pleading, and with an innocent look in her eyes, she made a frank request: "Shall we go out?"
The previous two times were on the chair in the carpenter's shop. Cheng Bing's clothes were intact as if nothing had happened. Just as Fang Yuenian herself said, she didn't see anything. Therefore, she felt very satisfied at the time, but afterwards she always wanted more.
There's a soft bed right outside.
Cheng Bing was completely overwhelmed by his onslaught. His chest heaved, his eyes reddened, and finally he nodded: "I... I'll carry you."
Fang Yuenian happily nestled into his arms and immediately tried to pull off the towel from his body. In the instant she was lifted into the air, he pulled the towel out and tossed it onto the bathroom floor. (Author's note:)
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