Chapter 01 Chapter 1 Nan Nan, do you want to fall in love?
"Kick the ball to me."
Sheng Jianan's head felt dizzy, and when his consciousness gradually returned, the first thing he heard was the voice of a little boy. He felt puzzled and opened his eyes blearily. He saw a square in front of him and the sounds of children playing were everywhere.
Sheng Jianan was a little confused. Wasn’t he dead? Where is this? Is it a dream?
Before he had time to think about it, Sheng Jianan opened his eyes and saw a football flying straight towards him. He had just woken up and his mind was still a little dazed, so he subconsciously closed his eyes.
The expected pain did not come.
He must be dead, Sheng Jianan thought.
The sun shone on one side of his face, warming his skin.
Sheng Jianan slowly opened his eyes again, but saw a handsome and cool little boy standing in front of him with his arms outstretched in the light and shadow leaking through the trees.
A football was rolling at his feet.
"Jiang Chi." The little boy introduced himself coolly.
Sheng Jianan was stunned. He finally understood why he felt that the scene before him seemed familiar at first sight. Because this was the first scene of a BL novel he had read before he died, and the protagonist in the novel was called Jiang Chi.
Correspondingly, the position where he is squatting now...
He is a cannon fodder childhood sweetheart who grew up with Jiang Chi for more than ten years in the future, has the same name and surname as Sheng Jianan, and will also die of illness sooner or later.
Is he reborn? And I was transported into a BL novel?
When Sheng Jianan got the novel, it was already in tatters and many pages were missing, so he couldn't read it completely. I remember the contents of the book vaguely, the only thing that is very clear is the emotional line between the three protagonists.
The protagonist of this article and his cannon fodder childhood sweetheart have become good friends since they met in this scene. Jiang Chi also very consciously served as the personal bodyguard of the sickly childhood sweetheart who was always bullied. The two grew up together, inseparable and close.
Logically speaking, such a precious and rare friendship should be maintained for a lifetime. But this is a BL and Su Shuang novel where "childhood sweethearts can't beat the one who falls from the sky".
Fate is the most unreasonable thing.
No matter how Jiang Chi took care of his childhood sweetheart in the past ten years and how he showed all his love to her, making her heart beat fast and have a secret crush on him, Jiang Chi was always a straight man who avoided gays.
Therefore, he was unaware of his childhood sweetheart's feelings.
But once the protagonist appears, this straight man immediately bends into a right angle and starts to pursue the protagonist fiercely, like a completely different person.
As the cannon fodder of this article, the childhood sweetheart is the natural opposite of the protagonist, and therefore he, who is already frail and sickly, is persecuted by the protagonist and his relatives and friends. When he was sick and dying, he did not even wait for the ignorant Jiang Chi to look back. The ending is very sad.
Sheng Jianan felt very sorry for this childhood sweetheart at that time. Jiang Chi was clearly holding her as his treasure, and no one else was allowed to touch her. So why didn't he bother to show any concern for her in the end?
This is probably a novel, Sheng Jianan thought. The tragic life of a paper man is determined as soon as the author puts pen to paper, regardless of whether the logic of the behavior is self-consistent.
But this time it’s different. Sheng Jianan was reborn. He has a desire for life and will never let others decide his life again.
In his previous life, Sheng Jianan was unloved by his father and mother, and he died of illness when he was less than eighteen years old. Since fate has given him a chance to be reborn, this time he will choose to live healthily, get along well with his new parents, study hard, get into a good university, find a good job, and take a good look at the future of this world for the original poor little thing and himself.
Since he already knew the ending, he could definitely avoid the tragedy to the greatest extent possible. Never repeat the mistakes of cannon fodder.
"My name is Sheng Jianan." Sheng Jianan introduced himself to the little boy in front of him.
Perhaps because of his sickly physique, his voice is soft and sticky, which makes people want to protect him.
At this time, a gentle female voice came from the side: "Nannan, go home for dinner. Dad bought your favorite ribs."
The sun was shining brightly at this time, and the surroundings were filled with laughter.
It has just begun.
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"The vehicle is arriving at the next stop, Xiacheng University."
Sheng Jianan took a nap. When he heard the bus broadcast, his eyelashes trembled and he woke up from his sleep in a daze.
He was dreaming again. In the past few years, Sheng Jianan would intermittently dream about the scene of his meeting with Jiang Chi. It seemed that his subconscious mind was always warning him to prevent him from making the same mistake again.
Sheng Jianan raised his eyes and looked out the window.
The car slowed down and drove under the sycamore tree in front of Xiamen. Passing through the mottled light and shadow between the trees, he saw the boy standing at the school gate.
The boy is tall and has long legs. He is dressed simply and handsomely. At this moment, he is texting with his head down, and it seems that he is waiting for someone. During this period, many boys and girls passing by looked at him, but he ignored them.
Sheng Jianan could almost imagine Jiang Chi's handsome frowning look at this moment.
When Jiang Chi raised his head, the phone in Sheng Jianan's hand vibrated twice. He lowered his head and swiped the lock screen, and the car just slowly pulled up to the station.
[Jiang Chi: We left at 1:30 and it’s already past 2:00. How did the taxi driver drive? ]
[Jiang Chi: I want to complain about him! ! ! ]
Jiang Chi always makes a fuss whenever something happens to him, but Sheng Jianan is used to it.
Since they were about to meet, he didn't rush to reply and got out of the car directly.
Just as Sheng Jianan was walking towards Jiang Chi, someone suddenly patted him on the shoulder from behind.
Sheng Jianan turned around and saw a tall boy with wheat-colored skin.
When the other person saw his face, he couldn't help but raise his eyebrows, with a flash of surprise in his eyes, and explained his purpose: "Senior, what a coincidence, do you still remember me? My name is Cen Jin, we talked before when you were waiting for Jiang Chi in the basketball hall. I was on the same bus with you, a few stops ago, I wonder if you saw me."
The boy paused for a moment, and Sheng Jianan nodded as a polite gesture.
In fact, he didn't see it. He never paid much attention to his surroundings, not to mention that Jiang Chi had been chattering to him most of the time, saying that he wanted to pick him up, asking him to take a taxi, asking him why he didn't take him home, etc. I can't take care of anything else.
Cen Jin noticed Sheng Jianan as soon as he entered university.
There is no other reason, Sheng Jianan's appearance and temperament are there. He is famous in the school for his cold and handsome face. His face is impeccable and his temperament is rare and extraordinary. He exudes a cold feeling that keeps people at a distance.
But in fact he is not indifferent and maintains just the right amount of interaction with others. Except Jiang Chi.
Almost every aspect of Sheng Jianan was perfect and attracted Cen Jin. Cen Jin could almost imagine how proud he would be if he could take Sheng Jianan out with him. It’s just that there was always someone following the other party, and that person was like a mangy dog, so he never had the chance to get in touch with him.
He was really lucky today. He ran into Sheng Jianan who was alone just after coming out of the hotel. This is a rare thing.
Seeing Sheng Jianan nod, Cen Jin's eyes lit up, and he immediately felt that he had a chance. His tone was a little pretentious and confident: "Senior, I know you are the same as me."
Sheng Jianan paused and looked at him, confusion in his eyes.
"You and I, we are the same." Cen Jin said again, his tone was very firm, and his words were full of hints, "Senior, instead of wasting time with people who don't understand you every day, why don't you play with me? I can bring you into the same circle as us. He doesn't understand you, but I understand everything."
Seeing Sheng Jianan's silent expression, Cen Jin thought that he was a little moved but was too embarrassed to express it. After all, Sheng Jianan is introverted and looks dull at first glance, but what boy who has confirmed his sexual orientation doesn’t want to find a circle of his own?
Cen Jin was somewhat confident, so he picked up his phone and shook it: "How about adding WeChat, senior?"
"Not very good."
At this time, a pleasant but cold voice came from behind.
Sheng Jianan glanced sideways, and sure enough, he saw Jiang Chi standing coldly beside him, and as if declaring his sovereignty, he put one arm around his shoulder and hooked it.
Everyone in Xia University knew that they had a very good relationship, so good that except for class time, they were almost inseparable all the time. They were a famous pair of good brothers in the school. No one can interfere.
But there are always some people who don't know what's good for them. Jiang Chi looked at Cen Jin coldly.
Cen Jin naturally knew about this. He would occasionally play basketball with Jiang Chi, and every time during a break he would hear the other party say that he didn't want to play anymore and was going to pick up Sheng Jianan after class. It seemed as if playing ball was just a tool to pass the time while waiting for Sheng Jianan.
It's even worse when the two are together, sticky like conjoined twins. He sees that Jiang Chi wants to feed even water to Sheng Jianan's mouth, so it's no wonder that there are all kinds of rumors outside.
If Cen Jin had not observed for a while and accidentally heard Sheng Jianan explain to others that they were just childhood friends and very good friends, he would have suspected that this was just a little hobby between the two of them and that they were deliberately engaging in a secret relationship.
However, some straight guys are really unrestrained when they get flirty, and gays are ashamed of themselves.
Cen Jin looked at Jiang Chi, his expression less expressionous: "This doesn't seem to have anything to do with you, Senior Jiang."
Jiang Chi seemed to have heard a joke, sneered, and asked back: "It has nothing to do with me? The whole of Xia University knows that Sheng Jianan's business is my business, don't you know?"
Cen Jin also smiled: "No matter how good your relationship is, Senior Jiang shouldn't control Senior Sheng's freedom to make friends, right? After all, no matter how good the relationship is, friends will eventually separate."
After a slight pause, he glanced at Sheng Jianan and said meaningfully: "Sooner or later, Senior Sheng will have new friends and... a love interest."
Sheng Jianan's eyes moved slightly and he looked sideways at Jiang Chi.
Sure enough, Jiang Chi's expression paused, and a trace of distress flashed in his eyes that only he could detect.
Jiang Chi really hasn't thought of a good solution to the fact that Sheng Jianan will inevitably need to fall in love in the future and will inevitably get closer to another person.
"... This is not regulation." Jiang Chi smiled faintly, with a bit of contempt on his face, "It's selection. With your usual undisciplined behavior, you are not worthy of being friends with Sheng Jianan."
Hearing this, Sheng Jianan suddenly remembered that he had heard their other childhood friend Ling Mo mention the name Cen Jin before.
It seems that he often plays basketball with Jiang Chi, and there are many men and women playing around him. His private life is very messy. Because he was often mentioned in the basketball team before, he had conflicts with Jiang Chi.
Cen Jin had no way to refute this and stared at Jiang Chi for a long while. He had to admit that Jiang Chi exerted a certain degree of oppression on him in terms of height and aura.
Cen Jin swallowed and simply looked away, turning to Sheng Jianan and winking at him ambiguously: "Believe me, senior, no matter what I was like before, I am absolutely 100% sincere to you now. Please be my friend."
He deliberately made his words vague and ambiguous because he was sure that Jiang Chi was controllable in front of Sheng Jianan.
Only when Sheng Jianan is not around will he act like an unreasonable mad dog. He just praised Sheng Jianan in front of everyone for being beautiful, saying that her waist looked softer than that of a girl and her legs were thin and straight, but he was punched a few times for no reason.
This trick was indeed effective. Sheng Jianan immediately felt the air pressure around him drop a little, and the force on his shoulders became a little heavier.
He has always been very clear about how possessive Jiang Chi is of him.
Before Jiang Chi could speak, Sheng Jianan raised his eyelids and said indifferently: "Sorry, I don't understand what you are talking about. We have different interests and hobbies, so I'll go first."
After saying that, he touched Jiang Chi and took him away to avoid another conflict between them.
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On the way back to the dormitory, Jiang Chi immediately took Sheng Jianan's schoolbag, slung it over one shoulder, and held the person at his side with one hand possessively.
Sheng Jianan was wearing the same style of white casual brother shirt that they picked out together today. The sleeves were rolled up to his wrists, revealing a section of his smoothly contoured forearms. He has a slender and tall figure, and the fair skin on his face seems somewhat transparent under the sunlight, revealing a kind of sickly beauty.
Noticing Jiang Chi's gaze, Sheng Jianan turned his eyes to the side: "What's wrong?"
Jiang Chi looked at him and said, "Why are you recruiting so many people? I've been away for a short while and someone wants to take my place."
Sheng Jianan paused, took out the bottle of mineral water on the side of his schoolbag, drank two sips, and pursed his wet lips: "How much did you hear?"
Jiang Chi paused, his face not looking good: "He wants to add you on WeChat and be your friend. Did he say anything else?"
"No." Sheng Jianan screwed the cap on the bottle and said, "No one wants to take your place."
Seeing that there was still half a bottle of water left in the bottle, Jiang Chi asked, "Do you want to drink more?"
Sheng Jianan understood what he meant, shook his head, and handed the bottle to him directly.
Jiang Chi drank the remaining half bottle of water in one breath.
When twisting the bottle cap, Jiang Chi thought of something, his eyes cooled down a little, and he smiled: "If you don't want to take my place, do you think it's necessary to come all the way to be your friend?"
Although Jiang Chi heard from Ling Mo that Cen Jin had a lot of messy friends around him and his daily lifestyle was extremely undisciplined, he didn't know what exactly was undisciplined about him and didn't care.
It’s just that Cen Jin always asks about Sheng Jianan intentionally or unintentionally, and his words are full of interest, which makes Jiang Chi very unhappy. He would not allow it for any purpose.
Sheng Jianan was silent for two seconds and looked at him: "You want to be friends with me too."
Jiang Chi didn't understand the hidden meaning of this. He just laughed, put his arm around Sheng Jianan, and shamelessly moved closer to him, saying as a matter of course, "How can I be the same as him? We are destined to be each other's only best friends."
Jiang Chi's possessiveness of him became stronger as he grew older, and Sheng Jianan had long been accustomed to it.
It’s a pity that this possessiveness has nothing to do with love.
Although Sheng Jianan knew that she was destined to fall in love with Jiang Chi and had prepared herself for it a long time ago, she still felt disappointed. In the countless moments when Jiang Chi was nice to him, he would occasionally have a little fantasy that perhaps Jiang Chi was a little attracted to him. Perhaps he could change the original trajectory of the novel.
But maybe, just maybe, survival doesn't come easy. Since he couldn't control his heart, he could at least control his actions and hide his feelings so that Jiang Chi would never find out. When his destined other half appears, he will leave safely and never get involved in their affairs again.
Sheng Jianan fluttered her eyelashes.
"You see, as soon as I left you, you were harassed." Jiang Chi's voice interrupted Sheng Jianan's thoughts. He raised his head and heard Jiang Chi taking the opportunity to make a request, "So the two of us can't be separated. You can't go back alone next time. You must call me, understand? If you leave, I can't eat today."
Sheng Jianan was silent for a moment. In the past, he had indeed attracted a lot of harassment because of his superior looks, and it was basically Jiang Chi who solved all the problems for him. Jiang Chi had fought so many fights for him since he was a child that he couldn't even count them with his hands.
Therefore, when he was in high school, many classmates jokingly called Jiang Chi his personal bodyguard. Sheng Jianan goes east, but Jiang Chi will never go west. Putting aside the established future, Jiang Chi is really a very, very good friend.
Sheng Jianan nodded and said, "I see. Are you hungry now? I'll go eat with you."
"No need, let's have dinner directly later." Jiang Chi hugged Sheng Jianan, whom he hadn't seen for the whole morning, and felt very satisfied. He suddenly felt that the saying "love is enough to satisfy one's hunger" made sense, even though their relationship was the best of brothers.
This time Sheng Jianan went home alone because his mother said she missed him and made some food for him. Jiang Chi happened to be in class, so he took the opportunity to go home. In the past, they always went home together.
Their two families lived in the same community, and their parents had known each other since they were very young and had a good relationship.
Although Jiang Chi's family has always been rich and has become richer and richer, considering that the children of the two families have a good relationship and play together every day, no matter how many new houses Jiang Chi's parents bought, they still stay in the old house here most of the time.
Jiang Chi was even more so, the new house even had empty rooms.
When he was a child, he even told his parents that all new houses should have two rooms, one for him and one for Sheng Jianan. Of course, it would be fine for the two of them to live in one big room, he would love that anyway.
Because of these things, Jiang Chi's mother often teased Jiang Chi that he had found a child bride for himself.
However, Sheng Jianan naturally didn't want to go, so Jiang Chi stayed in the old house.
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When he arrived at the dormitory, Sheng Jianan took out a few small gift boxes containing snowflake crisps and baked cookies from his schoolbag.
Jiang Chi knew at first glance that it was Sheng’s mother who did it. Sheng Jianan has been sickly since childhood and often has to take bitter medicine. His mother would always make him some delicious and healthy desserts to coax him.
Mother Sheng is responsible for doing the work, and Jiang Chi is responsible for coaxing the children.
Jiang Chi leaned on the desk beside Sheng Jianan and looked at her: "Why did Auntie prepare so much?"
Sheng Jianan picked up two of the boxes and placed them on the desks of the two roommates who were not there, then placed the last gift box on the bookshelf and said, "This is for Ling Mo."
Seeing that he had finished everything, Jiang Chi glanced left and right, then approached Sheng Jianan from behind, trapping him in front of the desk.
The warm breath touched Sheng Jianan's ear. He dodged for a moment, then heard Jiang Chi say with a low laugh: "They all have it, but I don't?"
Jiang Chi rested his chin on the side of his face and put one hand around his waist, as if threatening him. If Sheng Jianan said no, he would definitely hold him tighter.
Sheng Jianan glanced at him sideways, then took out a gift box from his schoolbag and opened it: "My mom said that we are together every day, so she didn't pack a separate box for you and put ours together."
Jiang Chi was very satisfied with his aunt's behavior. That's it, he and Sheng Jianan should be this close, indistinguishable from each other.
Jiang Chi happily picked up a snowflake crisp and fed it to Sheng Jianan, then threw another into his own mouth, and said with a smile: "What auntie? This is my real mother."
As he spoke, the hand around Sheng Jianan's waist suddenly squeezed gently.
This is Sheng Jianan's sensitive part, and he subconsciously dodged to the side.
Jiang Chi hugged her back without noticing: "Why are you losing weight again? Didn't you eat today?"
Sheng Jianan picked up a biscuit and said, "Eat it. You know I won't gain weight no matter how much I eat."
Jiang Chi touched his belly and found that he was indeed not gaining any weight. He watched him eat all day long, but he still hadn't gained any weight.
Sheng Jianan has a physique that makes it difficult for him to gain weight. No matter how much delicious food the Jiang family and the Sheng family have fed him since he was a child, his waist is still thin and thin, and Jiang Chi can circle it with one hand.
Sheng Jianan wanted to take his hand away, but the other party grabbed his wrist and deliberately covered his entire hand.
"My hands are bigger than yours." Jiang Chi scratched his palm and gestured.
Sheng Jianan glanced at him, pulled his hand away, and pushed him away: "It's so hot. When you go to play basketball, remember to bring the biscuits to Ling Mo."
As soon as he heard about playing basketball, Jiang Chi recalled the unpleasant scene just now.
"No matter how good friends are, they will eventually separate. Sheng will have new friends and a new lover sooner or later."
Cen Jin's gloomy voice flashed through Jiang Chi's mind.
"No." Jiang Chi said, "You don't have any classes these two days that I can't go to."
As he spoke, Jiang Chi glanced at Sheng Jianan, who was holding a biscuit and biting it slowly, with some biscuit crumbs on his lips.
Noticing his gaze, Sheng Jianan glanced sideways: "What's wrong?"
"Nannan." Jiang Chi asked, "Do you want to fall in love?"
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Gu Huai is a famous beauty in Xia University. She has an abstinent, cold and beautiful face that attracts countless people to be crazy about her. She attracts attention wherever she goes.
Only Jiang Yan from the Sports College had some complaints about him. As a boy, he always felt that Gu Huai looked too delicate. Therefore, these two people, who are both prominent figures in the school, have no contact with each other in private.
Until one day, Jiang Yan was arranged by his sister to live in a dormitory outside the school. When he knocked on the door, it was Gu Huai who opened it. The two looked at each other for a moment, and Jiang Yan took the initiative to suggest that they keep out of each other's way. Gu Huai readily agreed.
But late one night, Jiang Yan saw a silhouette under the moonlight from the bay window in the living room. Gu Huai was holding his cat, pouting and asking for a kiss cutely. Hearing his movement, I looked over.
At that moment, Jiang Yan's throat tightened, and he even had the urge to turn into the cat in his hand...
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Gu Huai has a secret, he has a mild skin hunger and particularly desires to be hugged and touched. But he was very self-disciplined and disdained fast-food relationships, so he kept a cat in the rented house and stroked it every day to relieve the occasional hunger and thirst symptoms of his skin.
At a masked cocktail party held at the school, Gu Huai, who was wearing a mask, was accidentally squeezed into a broad embrace. The moment their skin touched, he felt a tingling sensation and was very comfortable.
But when he turned around, he met Jiang Yan's familiar eyes, and Gu Huai fell silent immediately.
After that, the symptoms of skin hunger intensified. He began to extremely desire to be kissed and hugged by Jiang Yan, and even wanted to stick to him...
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One day, a group of classmates went out to share rooms. Gu Huai endured the pain brought by skin hunger and wanted to find a classmate who could simply hug him and sleep together. He searched around and set his sights on another handsome guy from the Sports College who had a completely different style from Jiang Yan.
However, as soon as he finished speaking, he was dragged into the next room. Jiang Yan pushed him against the door and gritted his teeth in his ear: "Senior, why can everyone do it but not me? Do I hate you so much?"
Gu Huai: “???”
Isn't that what you said, "mind your own business"?
However, when Gu Huai raised his eyes, he saw Jiang Yan looking at him with red eyes, like an abandoned big dog, looking pitiful.
"Gu Huai, don't look for anyone else." Jiang Yan said softly, pleading a little, "I'll sleep with you, okay?"
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