Chapter 20 Chapter 20 If Jiang Chi is so stupid, you will never find him in your life.
When he was in high school, Sheng Jianan noticed Shao Bin. He was small in stature, had an ordinary appearance, and had a somewhat aggressive look, but Sheng Jianan couldn't see it at the time.
At that time, whether on the playground, in the cafeteria, or on the way to and from the classroom, Jiang Chi always hooked his shoulder, laughing and talking in his ear all the way. Sometimes there are two of them, and sometimes there are a few boys in the class.
When a group of people were laughing and making noise, Sheng Jianan could always see a short boy walking towards him, staring at him. After noticing his gaze, she immediately turned away, lowered her head and walked away quickly.
After this happened many times, Sheng Jianan couldn't help but remember this face.
During an evening study session when Jiang Chi was not around, Sheng Jianan was walking home alone after class. As he was walking on a deserted path near the school, Shao Bin, who had been following him, hugged him and confessed his love to him, saying some words that made him feel disgusted.
Said he would steal the cup of water he drank from.
Said he would pick up what he had dropped and hide it.
He said his room was filled with his photos, which was exciting at first glance.
Say how much he likes him...
Although Sheng Jianan was taller than Shao Bin at that time, the other party was unexpectedly strong and tried to pull him to a hidden path beside the artificial river.
Fortunately, Jiang Chi had been sticking to Sheng Jianan since he was a child, and he didn't want to let him go home alone after school, so he hurried back to the school to pick him up after school. When he was extremely anxious, he found the two people who were pulling and pushing each other.
Sheng Jianan was raised and cared for by Jiang Chi since he was a child. He would usually want to slap himself if he spoke loudly. Seeing Sheng Jianan being bullied by others, he immediately flew into a rage and rushed up to Shao Bin and beat him to death without caring about anything.
Sheng Jianan still remembers that scene, and it hurts him just looking at it. And Shao Bin was indeed a madman, he continued to insult them with words over and over again to provoke Jiang Chi. Say some obscene words that they have never heard or thought of at that age.
He said Sheng Jianan was his child bride, that Jiang Chi kept him at home just to have sex with him, asked Jiang Chi if he had sex with him every night and whether it was enjoyable, and said countless other disgusting things.
The environment they grew up in was too healthy. Sheng Jianan had never heard such obscene words before and his face turned pale. All I remember is that Jiang Chi was so angry that he banged Shao Bin's head against the roadside fence again and again, roaring and refuting all his disgusting words.
He said he had never thought about it, never done it, and would never do such a disgusting thing to Sheng Jianan...
After that night, Jiang Chi developed a strong aversion to homosexuality, and even suffered from PTSD towards any intimate behavior between gays. When things got a little too extreme, he even felt nauseous.
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In the end, the matter was reported to the police and handled by the school's academic affairs office. Although Shao Bin's behavior was bad and all the items related to Sheng Jianan were found in his home, Jiang Chi had caused him substantial harm. Therefore, the school and the police hope to reach a settlement considering that both of them are minors under the age of 18.
The reason they gave was that Shao Bin did not cause any substantial harm to Sheng Jianan, but the consequences caused by Jiang Chi were even worse.
Jiang Chi was so angry that his teeth almost broke. In the end, Sheng Jianan stopped him and agreed to reconcile.
The school also promised to ensure his safety and expel Shao Bin.
After the reconciliation, when Sheng Jianan walked out of the Academic Affairs Office, Jiang Chi was standing in the corridor waiting for him.
He had a stern face and no expression. Sheng Jianan walked over and gently held his fist: "You shouldn't be so impulsive."
Jiang Chi didn't react much, and it was a long while before he glanced over. His emotions have stabilized a lot, unlike last night when he hugged Sheng Jianan tightly the whole night and had nightmares one after another, waking up countless times.
But there was still a cold and dead silence in his eyes.
"I didn't have any impulse." He said in a very calm tone, "I just wanted to beat him to death."
Sheng Jianan looked at him for a moment, took his hand, went downstairs, and walked to an empty corner near the flower bed at the bottom of the building.
The two of them stood still, and Sheng Jianan said, "You can be gentler, so that we can consider it as self-defense."
Jiang Chi looked at him. After a long while, Sheng Jianan noticed that his eyes suddenly turned a little red, as if his tense nerves were finally relaxing. Jiang Chi lowered his eyes, hugged Sheng Jianan and pressed him into his arms.
"Why? Sheng Jianan, why?" Jiang Chi's voice was a little choked. "What do you mean by no substantial harm? What if it did? What should I do? Have they thought about it?"
Sheng Jianan gently stroked Jiang Chi's back, listened to his words, and couldn't help but fall into deep thought. Now recalling how he felt during those few minutes yesterday, Sheng Jianan still feels his fingers going weak and a little scared.
Yeah, why? Why should victims be forced to swallow their anger while perpetrators are treated leniently? If it causes substantial harm, it would be equivalent to letting a scum destroy both him and Jiang Chi. How innocent are they?
Although he thought so, Sheng Jianan knew how to better appease Jiang Chi.
"I really need you, Jiang Chi." Sheng Jianan said, "Even if it's for me, don't be so impulsive next time, okay?"
Jiang Chi rested his chin on his shoulder and was stunned for a while. The two of them hugged quietly for a long time before Jiang Chi said, "I can't control myself. When I think about..."
His throat became clogged and he could not utter a single sound. Only the sound of his chest rising and falling was left.
"...I will protect myself." Sheng Jianan patted his tense shoulders and touched his face, which was clenched with teeth. "Don't be so angry. Don't bite it. What if your teeth break?"
Sheng Jianan stepped away from his embrace and raised his arms: "Why don't you bite me."
Jiang Chi looked at him for a long time, and was inevitably softened by Sheng Jianan's soft words. He lowered his eyes to look at his thin and slender arms, and his emotion gradually changed from violent to sour.
No one knows how difficult it is for him to raise this baby. He waters him, irrigates him with nutrient solution every day, and stares at him without blinking, just hoping that he can grow up well. Although he never feels the hardship, others will never cherish him. They only see the beautiful side of things and want to destroy the treasure he has raised with great difficulty and take it for themselves.
After a long silence, Jiang Chi said, "You don't even have any flesh on your arms, so they will collapse even faster."
There was a hint of grievance in his tone.
Sheng Jianan: “…”
Jiang Chi raised his eyes and looked at Sheng Jianan, who still had a young and immature face. Although Sheng Jianan has a slim figure, his face looks full of collagen, white and plump.
Sheng Jianan is so cute and pure that it is impossible to associate her with any dirty words or actions.
Sheng Jianan noticed his eyes and could probably guess what Jiang Chi was thinking. He opened his mouth slightly and was about to speak, but the next second Jiang Chi bit his cheek.
This is not the first time this has happened.
When he was a child, Sheng Jianan noticed that Jiang Chi would often stare at his face. When asked what he was looking at, Jiang Chi said that his face looked like a big, white and tender meat bun. As he spoke, he swallowed his saliva and bit his face with his mouth.
It has small teeth, so it doesn't hurt when it bites, but it does leave a mess of saliva on his face.
Sheng Jianan wiped his face and looked up at Jiang Chi. His mood had eased a lot.
Seeing this, Jiang Chi looked back at him, suppressed his emotions, and acted as domineering as usual: "Don't look at me so aggrieved, at worst I'll let you bite me back."
Sheng Jianan would never do such a childish thing. He turned around and walked back to the classroom. Jiang Chi followed closely and asked, "Are you angry?"
"No way, are you really angry? Didn't you ask me to bite you?"
"I didn't bite you."
Listening to Jiang Chi's chattering, Sheng Jianan finally couldn't help but say, "Jiang Chi, you're so long-winded."
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“3, 2…”
The footsteps behind him approached, Jiang Chi hugged Sheng Jianan from behind and whispered in his ear: "1, I want to sleep with you tonight."
Sheng Jianan watched Shao Bin's back disappear around the corner, then turned around and handed the soda to Jiang Chi.
After paying the bill, the two walked out of the supermarket. Sheng Jianan carried a small bag, and Jiang Chi carried two large bags in one hand. He stood behind Sheng Jianan and looked at him, unscrewing the cap of the soda bottle with one hand: "Sheng Nannan, why don't you keep your word? Didn't you say that you would let me sleep with you?"
Sheng Jianan glanced at him and said, "Who told you that?"
Jiang Chi raised his head and took two sips of soda, twisting the lid while laughing: "Anyway, you have become bad."
Sheng Jianan didn't refute him. He glanced at his soda and said, "I'm a little thirsty. Give me a sip."
Sheng Jianan has never liked this kind of carbonated drinks. Hearing this, Jiang Chi couldn't help but raise his eyebrows, handed him the water, and stared at Sheng Jianan's profile as he slightly raised his head.
His lips touched the spot he had just touched.
The beautiful Adam's apple moved up and down in the light of the street lamp.
After drinking, Sheng Jianan licked his wet lips, turned around and handed the water back to him, and saw Jiang Chi staring at him.
Sheng Jianan paused for a moment, turned away, and walked forward: "Jiang Chi."
Jiang Chi followed Sheng Jianan's steps and walked casually. He turned his head when he heard the words: "Huh?"
Sheng Jianan: "...Have you not fought for a long time?"
"Well, it's not that you don't let me hit you." Jiang Chi said with a smile, "My fist has been itching for a long time."
Sheng Jianan glanced at him: "Do you like fighting so much?"
Jiang Chi raised his eyebrows slightly, curled his lips, stepped forward and put his arm around his shoulders: "It's just a joke, didn't I listen to you, don't be impulsive and don't fight."
Sheng Jianan looked at him twice, looked away, and after a while, said, "Well, don't be impulsive when you encounter something."
"That depends on what it is." Jiang Chi said without hesitation, "I definitely can't bully you."
"It's the same if you bully me." Sheng Jianan persuaded, "If we are bullied, we can use the weapon of law to protect ourselves. If someone is injured, even if grandpa is very powerful, he will still have time to save you, right?"
After a moment of silence, Jiang Chi looked at him sideways for a while and asked, "What happened?"
"...No." Sheng Jianan avoided his gaze, "I just think you can't just think of solving problems with violence."
Jiang Chi stared at him.
It was a bit quiet at night, with a hint of coolness in the air.
Sheng Jianan felt a little guilty and stared at the ground with his eyes lowered. After thinking for a moment, he used his usual old routine, coaxing her softly: "I just need you very much, and I hope you are safe."
Sheng Jianan's voice was gentle in the night.
A breeze blew by, gently blowing up Jiang Chi's hair on his forehead and stirring his heartbeat.
"Fuck." Jiang Chi turned his eyes away and couldn't help but hissed. He felt so numb that his mind went blank for a moment. "Sheng Nannan, you really are——"
How can he describe that feeling? It was like an electric current running through his spine in an instant, making a "sizzling" sound, and making him feel numb and tingling.
If I had to describe it in one sentence, it would probably be that I instantly understood the classic yet cheesy line from the idol drama, "I give you my life." Because this is Jiang Chi’s current mood. He wants to give Sheng Jianan everything, but it seems that nothing he gives is enough.
Seeing this, Sheng Jianan breathed a sigh of relief and couldn't help thinking, Aunt Jiang often said that Jiang Chi was stubborn, stubborn, had a bad temper, and was difficult to coax, but he felt that Jiang Chi was really easy to coax.
If Jiang Chi had a tail, he would probably just let him trick him and he would happily chase his tail around in circles.
Sheng Jianan couldn't help but think that Jiang Chi was so stupid that as long as he hid and didn't come out, Jiang Chi would never be able to find him in his life.
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He will find you, baby. [evil.jpg] Don't worry, some bad people will be punished soon~
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