Chapter 38 Chapter 38 Replacement for girlfriend.
Jiang Chi was stunned, and a little dazed for a moment. His Adam's apple moved up and down several times, and Sheng Jianan that night appeared in his mind again.
The narrow and damp bathroom, with their mixed scents, is their intimate moment.
Pure, beautiful and attractive, it made everything he originally thought was filthy bloom into holy and dazzling flowers.
Apart from the time when he was drugged, Jiang Chi thought that the word "desire" would never be associated with Sheng Jianan...
But if Sheng Jianan really has the desire, why does it have to be someone else? This should have been his business.
Jiang Chi was silent for a long time, so long that Sheng Jianan thought he was asleep, then Jiang Chi spoke: "Why do we have to fall in love? People break up every day in our school."
His voice was low and deep.
After that, Jiang Chi paused for a few seconds. His dark gaze fell on someone unknown. He hugged Sheng Jianan from behind, pressed tightly against him, and said in a low and hoarse voice: "Sheng Nannan, don't fall in love. I can do for you everything that others can do."
The snow outside the window shines into the glass house, bringing a ray of light to the dark room.
Jiang Chi's gaze fell into the darkness, his emotions unpredictable.
In fact, he was a little confused. Sheng Jianan had desires, and he was willing to do anything for him. But what if Sheng Jianan really must have a relationship? What should he do then?
Although he threatened Sheng Jianan every time, not letting him do anything and not allowing anyone to get close to him. But when the time really came, he had no idea what to do or what he could do.
Ever since Sheng Jianan went out to eat with Gu Panyu without telling him, he had been feeling uneasy.
At the age of 20, it is time to fall in love, and the children have grown up and want to fall in love.
But they have been together for more than ten years since they were young, and they have almost never been separated. Jiang Chi has always firmly believed that they will never be separated.
He raised Sheng Jianan little by little, took care of him, protected him, and gave him all the best. It was his countless days and nights of vigilance that pulled him back from the hands of death in every critical moment. Why did they separate? Why would you fall in love with someone else?
When Sheng Jianan was pulled back from the hands of death for the first time, his mother told him that death means that a person will leave this world and leave us forever. That was the first time that little Jiang Chi felt fear. He didn't want little Jianan to leave him. When he thought that he might never see such a lovely little Jianan again, little Jiang Chi was stunned and his head was blank.
Fortunately, Sheng's mother told him in time that his younger brother survived because of him, and he was great because he saved his younger brother.
Little Jiang Chi thought at that time that he could protect his favorite little Jianan. No one else could do it, Uncle Sheng and Aunt Sheng failed to protect little Jianan, but he did it, he could.
Then he must protect little Jianan, prevent him from getting sick, and especially never let him leave him forever. So he had to watch him every moment. Because no one likes little Jianan more than him.
He would always protect him and keep him by his side forever.
He did it too.
From elementary school to junior high school, and then to high school. Everyone knows that Sheng Jianan is his. No one dares to say anything about Sheng Jianan, and no one dares to touch Sheng Jianan.
His little Jianan grew up safely by his side. As long as he can keep protecting him, little Jianan will stay with him forever. This was an idea that was deeply ingrained in Jiang Chi since he was a child, because no one had ever refuted him because his aunt said he did a great job and did a great job. He did just as well as always.
So the children he raised should be his.
But there are many unreasonable things in this world.
His parents will tell him that Sheng Jianan has nothing to do with him and he has no right to treat Sheng Jianan as his own. Sheng Jianan would suddenly want to stay away from him, want to fall in love, want to be as close to other people as him, even closer than them, and she would no longer be his from now on.
It seemed as if the world had never recognized that Sheng Jianan was his.
But in fact, isn't Sheng Jianan his? He can do anything for him, why should he have a girlfriend? He clearly helped Sheng Jianan last time, and he could clearly do a good job, so why did she insist on falling in love and leaving him?
He is different from Shao Bin. He just wants to give Sheng Jianan everything he wants.
Only he can do these things, no one else can.
Thinking of other possibilities, the temperature in Jiang Chi's eyes suddenly turned cold. Why should he give it up to others? Let him get close to others?
impossible.
Never.
The force on his waist slowly loosened, and Sheng Jianan noticed that one of Jiang Chi's hands was gradually moving downwards. After a slight pause, he immediately realized something was wrong and quickly reached out to grab him.
"What are you doing? Jiang Chi." Sheng Jianan's voice became clearer after being frightened by him.
Jiang Chi placed a gentle kiss on the back of his neck, his voice low and slow: "Did you feel comfortable last time?"
After a slight pause, Sheng Jianan immediately understood what he meant.
Then Jiang Chi said, "I can help you with whatever you want. I can do anything for you."
As he spoke, he stretched out his hand.
"Jiang Chi." Sheng Jianan grabbed his hand and called out again hurriedly.
However, there is always such a huge gap in physical strength between them. If Jiang Chi really wants to do something, Sheng Jianan is completely unable to resist.
Sheng Jianan's breathing became a little rapid as they pushed and rejected each other, and blood-red color spread to the tips of her small, white ears.
"Jiang Chi, don't." He lowered his voice, his voice was a little urgent, and he was panting slightly because of the struggle when he spoke, "That's not what I meant."
"Why not? Didn't I do well enough last time?" Jiang Chi asked, "What did I do wrong? Tell me and I'll improve."
Sheng Jianan tried to push him away with both hands, but Jiang Chi was really crazy now and he couldn't stop him at all.
Sheng Jianan was already feeling a little weak due to the cold, and after struggling for a couple of times, he started sweating and instantly lost all his strength.
Seeing that he couldn't stop it, he simply didn't bother to struggle anymore. It wasn't the first time anyway. Sheng Jianan tilted his head slightly, swallowed, and buried his slightly hot face in the snow-white pillow.
Seeing that he had given up resistance, Jiang Chi left kisses on his neck with satisfaction, and said in a coaxing voice: "Don't worry, I will satisfy you."
“…” Sheng Jianan opened his lips slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he just exhaled slowly.
In fact, his body did not reject Jiang Chi's closeness. Just like he said just now, everyone has desires. Jiang Chi is the person he likes, so it is inevitable that he wants to have close contact with Jiang Chi.
It's just that apart from the last time he was drugged, their relationship over the past decade or so was too pure, so pure that even though they were so close, they had never talked about this topic during their ignorant and energetic youth.
In fact, when he was a little older and ignorant, Jiang Chi seemed to have been curious about this kind of thing, and would take a cold shower every morning when he was full of energy.
It’s just that curiosity was severely hit in its infancy and was strangled directly. After that, Jiang Chi began to strongly reject homosexuality and the desires brought about by his body's instincts. It was as if it was some shameful and dirty thing that disgusted him.
In fact, it wasn't just Jiang Chi. After what happened with Shao Bin, Sheng Jianan would instinctively feel nauseous whenever he recalled those explicit and dirty words.
Perhaps it was because they had few friends since childhood and never watched romance movies. When other classmates were already aware of premature love, they had almost no exposure to this aspect, so both of them matured very late. It can be said that they were still two kids who only knew how to "play in the mud" even in high school.
However, just when these two clean pieces of white paper were about to be painted with their brilliant colors, they were suddenly splashed with a handful of dark ink, and in an instant they lost all their color and luster.
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Snowflakes were falling outside the window. Looking out from the room, the whole night seemed to be lit up by the snow, like the toy glass house I saw when I was a child, dreamy and romantic.
Jiang Chi's body temperature was a little hot, burning Sheng Jianan's back and producing a thin layer of sweat on his cool body.
Because of a cold, Sheng Jianan's hair was slightly wet and his head was a little dizzy. Under his gently trembling eyelashes were a pair of moist eyes.
He opened his lips slightly, took two deep breaths, slowly closed his eyes, and let the dizziness brought by the cold pass.
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Late at night, it was quiet all around. Sheng Jianan was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, resting. Jiang Chi turned him over and held him in his arms.
"Are you okay?" Jiang Chi wiped the thin layer of sweat from his forehead and temples and kissed his forehead.
"...Yeah." Sheng Jianan responded weakly, his voice a little hoarse. He had no strength left in his body and was held in Jiang Chi's arms like a soft kitten.
They were all sweating a little, but Sheng Jianan didn't mind. He lazily hugged Jiang Chi with one hand and buried his head in his warm chest.
I have to say that Jiang Chi worked really hard. Considering his lack of experience, he felt pretty good. Coupled with the dizziness and alternating hot and cold brought by the cold, the feeling was particularly different. Sheng Jianan was too lazy to say a word at the moment.
Just want a comfortable night's sleep.
However, in Jiang Chi's eyes, he looked particularly well-behaved. It's like a kitten that is throwing a tantrum and insists on going out to play. Once you bring it home and take good care of it, it will be willing to lie lazily on you for a while.
Does this prove that Sheng Jianan is very satisfied with his performance? If he can solve Sheng Jianan's needs, then does Sheng Jianan have no reason to fall in love? They can still be together forever.
Thinking of this, Jiang Chi hugged the person in his arms a little tighter. Sheng Jianan had fallen asleep, and his shallow breath sprayed on his chest, which was a little itchy.
Jiang Chi rested his chin lightly on the top of Sheng Jianan's head and rubbed the ends of his soft hair twice. He decided to learn more skills to make Sheng Jianan happy tomorrow.
Completely replace the most dangerous position of girlfriend.
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