Shi Qianxi did yearn for the day when he would receive the same selfless and unconditional love as everyone else, but he also told himself through countless trials and tribulations that all his desires were just fantasies.
He only needs to mechanically eke out a living in the present.
He now even suspects that he is an NPC set up in this world, with a fixed life and a fixed story that cannot be changed.
Therefore, he could only be like an ant in a jar, constantly trying to please those "audiences" with his miserable state.
He once thought that his desires would never fall from the sky...
He never imagined that one day his desires would so abruptly and irrationally invade his life, so fervent and direct that he was instantly blown away.
To be honest, even if Shi Qianxi accepted care, she couldn't accept this kind of care that was too direct and too ardent.
His life experiences fostered his twisted and self-destructive personality, which is why when Shi Qianxi faced Qian Yuan, who truly loved him, she felt as if she were in a beautiful dream and couldn't believe it.
But it doesn't matter, Qianyuan knows, Qianyuan understands.
He had experienced several worlds and was lifted up by his family before he came to understand kinship. Therefore, he had infinite patience when facing Shi Qianxi, showing her that all of this was not just a mirage.
Qian Yuan was determined. Sitting next to Shi Qianxi, he exuded a bright and warm aura, and he even tried to get closer to Shi Qianxi, attempting to shine his light directly on her.
I almost dried Shi Qianxi out of the sun.
Furthermore, Qianyuan demonstrated to Shi Qianxi the principle of "feeding is a must, and we will never let him go hungry." When eating regular meals, they ordered takeout from restaurants, and in the afternoon and evening, they provided afternoon tea and a late-night snack, which were the minimum guarantees.
Qianyuan: It's so good to be rich.
Although Qian Yuan had experienced the life of a rich kid many times, he still couldn't help but mutter to himself every time he saw how much money he had thanks to his father:
"I'll fight you rich people to the death!"
Shi Qianxi, whose face was blank from being stuffed: What's wrong with him now?
However, Chiyuki does have a certain cuteness about her.
If he continues to treat her well, Shi Qianxi will lose control and actually start to believe it...
Shi Qianxi was in pain and torn apart at this moment.
He watched as Qian Yuan touched his thin clothes, then took off his coat and gave it to him. He told Qian Yuan that he had rented a place near the school where he could take hot showers, so that he wouldn't have to suffer from the cold anymore...
He looked at Qianyuan and said, "The person who truly wants to care for you isn't necessarily the one who is silent and gentle. True love should be firm and passionate. Care and love that are kept unspoken will one day be worn away by suspicion and time... Only by expressing it can we truly connect and lean on each other."
People can only stay connected through communication.
Shi Qianxi thought to herself, what merit does he possess...?
What have I done to deserve such selfless love and care?
Is this affection truly reserved for only him? Is it real? Could it be a bug in the system? Could it be just his daydream? Could Qian Yuan be deceiving him, manipulating his heart, and then tearing away the deception to reveal his broken state?
If only things could stay like this forever... If only Chiyori could always look at him with those bright, caring eyes.
I wish I could freeze this moment forever.
Anyway, he won't have a tomorrow.
Shi Qianxi's destructive thoughts were torn between his desire to continue feeling cared for and loved. He was worried about scaring Qianyuan away, but he kept thinking that he was the one who approached him, and he should know the consequences of provoking Shi Qianxi.
A thousand fates, a thousand fates, a thousand fates...
These two words have become his only light in life.
Now, Shi Qianxi no longer needs to return to that sewer-like basement, nor does he need to wear ten or so thin clothes to resist the cold. His physical injuries will be slowly healed by Qianyuan. He even thinks that he is no longer the original Shi Qianxi.
But those debt collectors would still relentlessly find him and try to squeeze more benefits out of him.
Although Shi Qianxi knew how to fight, he couldn't beat a group of people and could only let them abuse him. He curled up on the ground, instinctively covering his head and arching his back to protect his head and abdomen.
Poor shrimp, fallen into the dust.
Someone grabbed his hair, pulling his gaze away from the ground:
"Aren't you being pursued by a young master lately? He's practically throwing himself at you every day. You must be rich by now. How much have you swindled out of? Ten thousand? A million? Your dad's debts and interest should be paid off by now, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't be living such a carefree life..."
"If you don't pay it back, we'll have to go to your young master. Everyone knows he's obsessed with you. He'll pay back a few million in gambling debts without batting an eye."
Shi Qianxi was pinned to the ground, with no chance to retaliate.
He could only glare at the other person with bloodshot eyes, wishing he could peel off their skin with his gaze.
"Getting impatient? Young man, it's only right to pay back debts. If you can't pay it back, someone else will help you."
As they were talking, Qianyuan heard her classmate telling on her and ran over.
Upon hearing Qian Yuan's footsteps, Shi Qianxi immediately turned around, glared at him, and snapped:
"Don't come any closer!"
The little guy ignored everyone and rushed into the encirclement, using his body to shield Shi Qianxi. He seemed to want to protect her, but in their eyes, he was simply a naive and innocent lamb willingly jumping into a wolf's den.
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