See this passage on the note.
Su Ming narrowed his eyes slightly and guessed it immediately...
This is the suicide note Huang Yan left for her parents.
or......
It cannot be described as a suicide note. It is more like a voice of extreme disappointment. The dried tear marks on it further illustrate the pain in Huang Yan's heart.
Put this piece of paper aside for now.
Su Ming picked up the rolled-up waste papers and found that compared to the one left on the table, the contents on these papers looked more like a suicide note.
in......
It writes about Huang Yan's regret and pain, and her vision of becoming a blue whale.
as well as.
One thing that has been mentioned many times...
Even during the time of the car accident, Huang Yan's parents only came to the hospital once, and the rest of the time they asked a nanny to take care of her.
even.
Even when I was discharged from the hospital.
Neither of them came to the hospital to visit again, as they were both busy with their so-called work.
Then.
On one of the crumpled pieces of paper, Su Ming keenly saw a special sentence.
[How I wish I could go back to ten years ago. ]
[Although our family had no money at that time, you were by my side and that was the happiest time of my life. ]
[if you can......]
Please let me die during this time instead of limping like I am now with everyone pointing fingers at me on the road. ]
[Oh, it’s time to go. This world is not worth lingering in. ]
......
See this passage.
Su Ming narrowed his eyes slightly and began to analyze carefully.
During this period of time.
Huang Yan should have also been brainwashed by the Blue Whale consciousness, but there was not much content about the Blue Whale in the abandoned suicide notes left behind.
It undoubtedly explains it.
Compared with Zhang Wan, Huang Yan was not deeply controlled by consciousness.
This is most likely because...
Compared to Zhang Wan, whose grandmother had just passed away and who was abandoned by her parents, Huang Yan did not suffer many tragedies, nor were they particularly fatal.
It’s actually been almost a year since the car accident that caused me to become lame.
No matter how much resentment and pain there is, the emotions should have been digested.
Plus.
I have a cheerful personality, so I am not deeply controlled by my consciousness.
The reason why I chose to commit suicide.
A very important reason is... revenge on parents!
I want to prove it with my own life...
In the hearts of their parents, is it more important to themselves or to make money? ! !
Under this premise.
Su Ming was able to accurately judge...
These suicide notes on the desk were definitely written by Huang Yan before she fell from the building. They definitely would not have been written after she returned home from the fall.
because.
Analyze from a normal person's perspective.
If Huang Yan saw her friend Zhang Wan falling from the building with her own eyes, and it was she who cut her radial artery.
That in a short time.
The content of the suicide note was definitely not like this!
The dead Zhang Wan.
It will definitely occupy an extremely important position in those suicide notes! ! !
so.
There is a high probability that Huang Yan did not return home after falling from the building, but went to some other place ready to commit suicide at any time! ! !
But now whether or not I go home is not the point.
The most important thing is...
Where is Huang Yan most likely to be now! ! !
......
Think of this.
Su Ming opened the many crumpled suicide notes.
After watching it again.
Then he narrowed his eyes slightly, imagined himself as Huang Yan, and whispered to himself.
"I'm Huang Yan."
"Today I made an appointment with my best friend Zhang Wan to commit suicide. I hope that in my next life I can become a blue whale and swim freely in the boundless ocean."
"Twelve o'clock at night."
"I secretly returned to the familiar Shude Middle School through the alley, and my best friend Zhang Wan was already waiting for me there."
"Just like when we were in school."
"We walked side by side, talking about recent events and gossip."
"But I can clearly feel that..."
"Xiao Wan is not in a good mood. What happened to her during this period is really too heavy."
"But she will be free soon."
"We went to the rooftop of the abandoned teaching building and laid out tablecloths and various drinks and snacks. It was quiet enough here and we wouldn't be disturbed."
"During this final period of time."
"Xiao Wan was more cheerful than ever before, as if all the gloom had been swept away. We talked about our current situation, our idols, our secret crushes in youth, and the future that would never arrive."
"I always thought..."
"We could have kept chatting like this until dawn, for a long, long time, but the sound of Xiaowan falling heavily to the ground brought me back to reality."
now.
After finishing the call, Xu Changsheng also noticed Su Ming talking to himself.
It was a bit strange at first.
But after listening for a while, an expression of astonishment suddenly appeared on his face, and he subconsciously took a breath of cold air! ! !
because.
As an old detective, Xu Changsheng has already seen...
Su Ming is putting himself in the shoes of the suspect, conducting a criminal psychological profile, trying to reconstruct everything that happened last night! ! !
Use this method to find out where Huang Yan might be hiding now!
Psychological profiling is not as simple as it seems.
Simply putting oneself in the shoes of the suspect is something that most criminal police officers cannot do! ! !
because.
The long experience of arresting criminals has fixed the thinking of many criminal police officers, and they are simply unable to consider issues from the suspect’s perspective! ! !
but.
For Su Ming, who has committed crimes a hundred thousand times.
The easiest thing is undoubtedly to think about the problem from the perspective of a criminal! ! !
When Xu Changsheng was amazed.
Su Ming's quietly mumbling voice slowly began to rise again.
"She...left first."
"I will never have such a good friend again, but I can't cry or be sad, I still have to deal with the aftermath."
"I have to be strong!!!"
"I picked up the broom and swept away the footprints first. I couldn't let the police find me too quickly based on these footprints because I still had things to do."
"When I got to the first floor, I saw Xiaowan."
"She looked like she was in a lot of pain, and her eyes seemed to be begging me to give her a ride. I picked up the fruit knife I had prepared..."
"I feel indescribably sad when I leave Shude Middle School."
"In my life."
"My most important friend is gone, so where should I go?"
"Are you going home like this and ending your life?"
"wrong!"
"Even if I have to leave, I will die during the happiest time I've ever had..."
"So."
“Where was my happiest time?”
"Since I value this time so much, I will definitely collect all the related photos, texts and items, because they are my memories."
"As long as I find those things, I can find where I am now..."
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