"Comrade Zheng Jing, it's you." Yan Jingwan took the initiative to extend her hand towards Zheng Jing.
Zheng Yujing looked calm as usual. She extended her hand and shook it back: "Sister-in-law, you're welcome."
"Comrade Zheng, you're here." Zeng Ping also stretched out her hand to shake hands with Zheng Jing.
Zheng Yujing nodded slightly: "Comrade Zeng, you are here."
After saying hello, Yan Jingwan smiled and said, "Yun Qiao, it's not easy for your friend to come here, you two can chat first. Zeng Ping and I won't disturb you. We'll be leaving first."
"Yes." Yun Qiao nodded.
"Take care."
Yun Qiao was not able to get up, so Zheng Yujing helped her to see them to the door. After Yan Jingwan and Zeng Ping left, she closed the door.
She went back and sat down beside Yun Qiao's bed.
Yun Qiao glanced at her nervously and said softly, "Jing, are you still okay?"
Zheng Yujing smiled at her and said, "It's okay, I'm fine."
Yun Qiao pursed his dry lips and bowed his head to apologize to her: "I'm sorry, Jing, I didn't tell you before that my brother got married some time ago. I was quite hesitant and didn't know how to tell you..."
"I know, you're afraid I'll be sad!" Zheng Jing smiled, not caring at all. "It doesn't matter, actually. My feelings come and go quickly. It's been a year, I've let it go long ago."
"Besides, I might have fallen in love with your person now."
"Huh? Is that true?" Yun Qiao didn't quite believe it. "You're not saying this on purpose because you don't want me to feel guilty, are you?"
"No, it's true." Zheng Jing smiled.
Yun Qiao carefully observed the expression on Zheng Jing's face, trying to find any signs that she was lying.
Zheng Jing covered her face and said, "Hey, don't look at me like that. I really didn't lie."
Yun Qiao asked her, "So, what does it mean to possibly like someone? If you like someone, you like them; if you don't like someone, you don't like them. Why do you even use the word 'possibly'?"
"Because I haven't figured out how I feel about him yet." Zheng Jingjing said distressedly.
Zheng Yujing's feelings have always been strong. She would just say she liked someone. Yun Qiao had never seen her so conflicted.
I'm a little curious about who the person she is talking about is.
"Who is this person? Do I know him?" Yun Qiao asked.
Zheng Jing nodded: "Yes, you have seen him."
"From our company?" Yun Qiao guessed.
Zheng Jing shook her head: "No."
"From the field office?" Yun Qiao guessed again.
“Not really.”
Zheng Yujing didn't keep the secret any longer and revealed the answer right away.
"Ji 㱒, do you still remember?"
Yun Qiao nodded. "I remember. The actor who filmed a movie with you last year, he looked... he looked quite handsome."
Zheng Jing replied: "Yes, that's him."
Yun Qiao was surprised: "But didn't he leave after filming the movie? Did you guys get in touch later?"
Zheng Yujing hummed and said, "Ji Li's family is also from Beijing. His house is very close to my grandmother's, only two alleys away. I went home to visit my relatives during the Chinese New Year and ran into him by chance."
Zheng Yujing told Yun Qiao that her husband had invited her to the film studio to watch a movie the following season.
Yun Qiao said, "So you started communicating from then on?"
Zheng Jing nodded: "Yes."
"The communication is very frequent?"
"It's okay, about one letter every two weeks."
A letter every two weeks is considered very frequent communication in this era.
Yun Qiao said, "So you two are pen pals now."
Zheng Yujing: "About the same."
Yun Qiao asked her, "Do you think Ji Yi likes you?"
"I think he likes it." Zheng Jing was not too sure.
"Should?" Yun Qiao looked at her and asked, "Hasn't Ji Yi clearly expressed his feelings to you?"
Zheng Yujing shook her head and was silent for a few seconds before adding, "I can sense his affection for me between the lines of his writing. He's a great poet, and his poetry really moved me."
Yun Qiao grasped the key point: "This person can write love poems, but he never expresses his feelings clearly."
Zheng Jing blushed and whispered, "Maybe he's worried because we've only been communicating for a short time and the distance is too far."
"Maybe." Yun Qiao did not comment.
"㫧静, he has concerns in his heart, do you have the same?"
"Of course not." Zheng Jing scratched her hair in distress and said, "That's why I'm so conflicted. I don't know whether I should like him or not."
"He's in Beijing, and I'm far away in the Great Northern Wilderness. I'm still an educated youth sent to the countryside. Given the current policies, my hope of returning to the city is a distant prospect. Our relationship is doomed to fail."
"Another point is that when I first met him in Beijing, I didn't really have any feelings for him. Even when we were filming a movie together last year, I only considered him a colleague and didn't have any feelings of attraction at all."
"But after more than half a year of correspondence, I have a special feeling about him."
"Every time I received a letter from him, I was so excited. Every time it was almost two weeks, I would be looking forward to it a day or two beforehand. Then, if it didn't arrive within two weeks, or even a day or two later, I would be very disappointed."
"I'm not sure if this is love? Or am I just used to the feeling of communicating with him on time?"
"It's always very annoying and distressing."
Zheng Jing sighed, blinked her misty eyes, looked at Yun Qiao, and asked her: "Yun Qiao, do you think that the feeling I have for him is love?"
"Ah? You're asking me?" Yun Qiao was speechless. After a long pause, he said, "You're the person involved. You're the one who knows how you feel about him. How should I know? I'm not a worm in your stomach."
Don't talk nonsense about matters of the heart.
"Then what should I do?" Zheng Jing held her chin with both hands, looking a little depressed.
"Should I continue communicating with him? If I do, I'll definitely be trapped."
She herself knows what kind of person she is.
A pure love brain.
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