"Since you're here, why don't you come in and chat?" Gao Qian said with a smile, "We have nothing to do at work, and we're worried about not being able to find anyone to talk to."
Cui Xuezhi followed Gao Qian into the bathroom.
In the pharmacy, Yun Qiao heard voices outside, put down the history book in his hand, and walked out of the pharmacy.
Seeing her, Cui Xuezhi hesitated to speak: "Yun Qiao..."
Yun Qiao smiled at her and said, "Did you go over and see? How is your grandma doing in school?"
Cui Xuezhi said, "I saw it. I lay outside the courtyard wall and watched for over an hour. 㫦㫦 didn't say much. It was always your Yanyan who led her around and introduced other children to play with her."
"At the beginning, she didn't know anyone. But slowly, she'll get familiar with other kids and everything will be fine." Yun Qiao comforted her.
Cui Xuezhi nodded, a worried look still on her face: "I'm just worried... after a long time, she will still not fit in."
"No, you have to believe in the child's ability to adapt." Yun Qiao said, "Children learn things fastest when they are surrounded by people."
Cui Xuezhi hummed in disbelief, "I hope so."
Yun Qiao glanced at her expression and said, "Actually, what you should be most worried about right now is not me, but your own body."
"Huh?" Cui Xuezhi was confused.
Yun Qiao said, "How long has it been since you looked in the mirror? Don't you notice that you look terrible?"
Cui Xuezhi was stunned for a moment, then subconsciously raised her hand to touch her face, then smiled bitterly: "It's true that I haven't looked in the mirror properly for a while."
She looked at Yun Qiao and asked, "Does my current complexion really look bad?"
Yun Qiao said, "It's not very good anyway."
Cui Xuezhi looked at Gao Qian again.
Gao Qian also said: "You look very tired now."
"Really?" Cui Xuezhi forced a smile, but it looked uglier than crying.
"Don't laugh if you don't want to." Gao Qian sighed softly, and with a distressed look on her face, she pulled Cui Xuezhi to a chair nearby and sat down. She said, "You just have too many things on your mind. We women can't hold our breath. If we do, we'll easily get sick."
When Cui Xuezhi heard this, her nose felt sore and her eyes turned red instantly.
She lowered her head silently and whispered, "She's in this state now, and her father doesn't care. If I, as her mother, don't take care of her, what will happen to her in her life?"
㫦㫦 is different from Yuanyuan.
Although Yuanyuan is a little clumsy, she has a loving adoptive mother, brother, sister-in-law, sister and brother-in-law who accept her. Even if her adoptive mother passes away one day, her brother, sister-in-law, sister and brother-in-law will still be willing to take care of her.
What does 㫦㫦 have?
Her father ignored her. Although he didn't say it or show it on his face, Cui Xuezhi knew that Dong Dingbang had actually started planning to divorce her in the future.
The grandmother who lived far away in western Shaanxi had no feelings for her granddaughter, and in recent years she had been urging Dong Dingbang to divorce her and remarry so that the new wife could give her a grandson.
In the past few years, my uncle Dong Mancang and my aunt Wang Xiaocao have not sent even a piece of cloth to grandma during the holidays. They are no better than strangers.
Her family is not a support either.
Although her mother Xiang Ling said that she loved her the most, she was actually thinking about her three brothers.
There was no one behind her, and she really had no one to rely on except her.
When Cui Xuezhi thought of this, tears welled up in her eyes.
"I know it's not easy for you, but don't you think about what will happen to your daughter if your health collapses? Does her father look like someone who can take care of things?" Gao Qian patted her hands, sighing in her heart.
When Cui Xuezhi and Dong Dingbang had just gotten married, Dong Dingbang was so obedient to Cui Xuezhi that everyone who saw him would praise him as a good man.
On the contrary, Cui Xuezhi had a bad reputation at that time. Everyone who saw her said that she was ungrateful for what she had.
Who would have thought that after the birth of the child, their behavior would change drastically.
The good man is away from home day after day, and the young lady who has never done housework has to bow her head and start making soup every day for the sake of her children.
Ultimately, it was because Cui Xuezhi had her uterus removed when she gave birth and could not give birth again.
These grown men are obsessed with continuing the family line. If their wives can't give birth to sons, it's like cutting off their roots. It would be strange if they could accept it.
Gao Qian advised her, "So, you have to take care of yourself first. Look at how thin you are now."
Yun Qiao picked up the thermos, poured a glass of water for Cui Xuezhi, and handed it to her: "Have a drink."
"Thank you." Cui Xuezhi took the cup of water, lowered her head, and tears fell.
She raised her hand to wipe her tears and whispered, "I also want to live an easy life, but my daughter is different from other children. So sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night, thinking about her future, and I can't fall asleep again."
“It’s too difficult, too difficult.”
Verbal comfort is always pale. Yun Qiao patted her shoulder and sighed silently.
Cui Xuezhi cried and said, "I really regret it now. Why was I so young and impulsive back then? If I had been more patient then things wouldn't have happened to me, and my baby wouldn't have been born prematurely and ended up like this."
"In the end, just to prove my worth to Dong Dingbang's mother, I ended up hurting myself and my child for life."
Yun Qiao and Gao Qian both know the truth.
Gao Qian couldn't help but say, "That thing back then... Well, it was probably Dong Dingbang's mother who went too far. She can set rules for her daughter-in-law at any time, but she had to torment you when you were pregnant..."
In this matter, both of them actually did something wrong, but now that things have come to this, it's too late to say anything.
"Yeah...it's just my bad luck." Cui Xuezhi smiled bitterly, turned to look at Yun Qiao, and said, "Yun Qiao, I always owe you an apology. When I think about what happened in the past, I feel extremely ashamed."
"I used to be young and impulsive, with a bad temper, and I made many mistakes. Later, after I became a mother, I slowly began to repent, but I couldn't bring myself to apologize to you. Now that we've come to this point today, I'll formally apologize to you."
"I'm sorry, you and Captain He both suffered a lot because of me."
Yun Qiao waved his hand. "The past is in the past, let's not talk about it anymore. It's not too late for you to understand things now. Live a good life. There are still many days to come. The child may suddenly come to his senses one day."
Cui Xuezhi's eyes were red as she looked at her gratefully: "Thank you, Yun Qiao. You have always been a good person. It's just that I always wanted to compare myself with you and refused to acknowledge your strengths."
"I'm narrow-minded."
“It took a lot of effort to understand this.”
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