Chapter 192 One of the Murderers
Gu He's face was pale, his hands were shaking, and he looked like he was about to collapse.
Yun Ran didn't give him any room to relax and continued, "So at that time, you were upset and irritable, not knowing whether to be angry or sad."
"After a long time without finding anything more, you grew annoyed and lost your patience. Also, since I'm dead, you have nowhere to vent your resentment, so you can only direct it towards the culprit."
"So, under such torment, you chose to believe the information they confessed to you and characterized the kidnapping as revenge."
"This way, you can follow your heart and use the most brutal means to deal with those bandits and calm the anger in your heart."
"You didn't hold back. The process was brutal. If they die, even if it's revenge for me, it will completely bury that shameful incident."
With every word Yun Ran said, Gu He's reaction became more severe. In the end, he was completely stunned.
"No, I don't think so..." He could only say this over and over again, as if he was defending himself, or as if he was convincing himself.
Yun Ran didn't argue with him. He knew what Gu He was thinking, and she didn't need him to give any answer.
"You didn't investigate thoroughly, and my death seemed like an insignificant episode."
"I know you have feelings for me, but ask yourself, is this feeling really as strong as you keep saying it is?"
Gu He slowly raised his head, his eyes full of pain.
He suddenly grabbed Yun Ran's hand, and big tears rolled down the table: "I love you, I have always loved you only."
"I admit that I didn't handle what happened back then well, but you passed away so suddenly. I lost you so unexpectedly. I have no way to vent my pain and hatred. I'm going crazy!"
"I had long lost the ability to think normally by then, and I couldn't handle things calmly anymore. Besides...those people did unforgivable things to you. Every time I looked at them, I wanted to tear them apart!"
"I couldn't bear it any longer. I couldn't let those people continue to live, so I made the decision."
"Qingqing, I can swear to you that I absolutely had no intention of rushing into this matter. It's just that at the time, I really had no other choice."
Yun Ran slowly shook off his hand: "Okay, since you said so, let's not talk about this for now."
"But after I died, you treated Qin Ruo as always, spending every day with her, and being close to her."
"I absolutely have no other intentions!" Gu He almost pointed to the heavens and swore, "I have always treated her as a brother and sister, and when I was on the verge of collapse, she was the one who stayed with me. I can't blame her for your death."
"Taking your anger out on others?" Yun Ran shook his head. "Have you never suspected that she was one of the murderers?"
"Impossible!" Gu He said firmly, "She was also kidnapped. Although she escaped unharmed in the end, it's all my fault. If I hadn't chosen her at the time, she might have been dead long ago."
Yun Ran: "You still trust her. But you are wrong. If you had chosen me at that time, she would still be unharmed."
Gu He glanced at Yun Ran and remained silent.
I wanted to explain something, but I felt I had no right to speak.
Yun Ran laughed out loud this time, "After all this, your opinion of Qin Ruo's character hasn't changed at all?"
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