Extra 13 The World in Your Eyes
It was almost dawn in the morning, and the dim room was lit up with a gray light. The sleeping girl on the bed woke up with resentment, and slowly opened a pair of dark and lifeless eyes, which were listless and full of gloomy death.
It's like this again...
For several months, no matter what time she went to bed at night, whether she was tired or not, or whether she had anything to do the next day, she woke up on time every morning. It was not because she woke up from habit of being sleepy, but because she woke up slowly without any sleepiness and could not fall back to sleep.
I’m getting old. The teenager sighed.
She swallowed it hastily, and hadn't tasted the flavor of her beautiful dream yet.
Jiang Yunshu stood up with resentment.
As soon as noon.
Jiang Yunshu held the doll in his arms, and with strong willpower, he opened his dull eyes, looked at the person in front of him, and listened to the "buzz, buzz, buzz" sound of the person in front of him talking.
How strange. Her mind was blank as she thought slowly, why didn't she understand?
Finally, the person in front paused and settled on one sentence: "Xiao Shu, you might as well go and take a look."
Jiang Yunshu suddenly came to his senses.
An indescribable panic suddenly rose in her heart. She was startled and quickly turned her attention away. She paused, pursed her lips and spoke.
Since she had already decided not to get involved in these things, there was no need to think or ask any more questions.
"I don't think it's necessary." Jiang Yunshu said.
I think, no need... Is this, wanting to go but not wanting to go, not wanting to go but hesitant? Jiang Yuetan was stunned, then said: "Just go and take a look, don't put too much pressure on yourself."
Pressure. Jiang Yunshu's mind suddenly became clear, and a complex feeling welled up in his heart.
Yes, is she afraid... Jiang Yunshu was shocked. Why is she more afraid of seeing these things than before?
She had seen it, and she knew that she was still far from being truly firm, so she had been trying her best to avoid seeing these things. She had been hiding until she thought she would no longer be affected by these things, but suddenly in a moment!
A glance out of the corner of my eye, an unintentional listen, and my heart instantly tightened!
Startled, I urged myself to run away quickly, filled with panic, running far away, never to see him again, and then I calmed down and thought I would not be affected anymore... But I would still be affected next time.
This is escape and repression, and there is still fear.
She shouldn't be cowardly and run away, she should face it head on without any ripples in her heart.
She stands in the turbulent waves of the world. She can be pushed here and there by the wind and water, but her heart is fearless, guiltless, firm and unwavering.
Jiang Yunshu took a deep breath silently, raised his head and said:
"good."
The room was bright and clear, relying only on the daylight without turning on the lights.
After a quiet exchange, the person on the other side nodded in understanding and turned to look at her. Jiang Yunshu looked at her calmly, his mind empty and not resisting.
The person opposite looked at her, tilted his head slightly as if listening to something, then looked back at her and slowly said, "Speak..."
Jiang Yunshu listened calmly.
The next moment, Jiang Yunshu saw the person in front of him staring at him inexplicably silent for a moment, and suddenly said:
"I'm going to put you in a lunatic asylum!"
The calmness on Jiang Yunshu's face broke: "???"
Jiang Yuetan was stunned: "???"
ah?
"That's not what I said," the man in front said calmly. "I don't think you have anything to worry about. The sentient beings think you're a good person, so they'll just practice with you for a while. It won't affect you in any way. They think you're too fierce, so they just happened to be passing by, and you pounced on them." After a pause, he added, "They're quite scared of you."
impossible! !
Jiang Yunshu’s first reaction was that it was impossible, absolutely impossible. She was very timid and scared!
Being fearless does not necessarily mean being free from shock.
What’s more, she was afraid and shocked!!!
This person must have made a mistake, Jiang Yunshu was convinced.
…
…
She is not Jiang Yunshu.
She doesn't know who she is, and she doesn't know who she is not.
She is not she, not he, not it, nothing, and everything.
She doesn't even know "I don't know".
Bright, fiery white light poured down from the sky, and gray-white stone bricks were piled up to form tall and low buildings. The buildings were closely connected, high and low, squeezing out a street overlooking the street.
Large clumps of dark green old vines climb freely on the buildings, some dense and some sparse, some gathered and some scattered, simple and primitive, full of the wildness of the wilderness and a vague sense of rigid rules.
The sky was dazzlingly white, enveloping everything in a radiant and holy light. At a glance, my heart suddenly felt open, bright, and relaxed, without a trace of gloom or filth.
The scene silently retreated, light and shadow intertwined, strange and bizarre. In the dead silence, in a gray stone brick building, in an elevator going down, people appeared.
People, people...
This person is me!
I stood next to a large number of elevator buttons, my whole body tense, my right hand suspended, and the tip of my index finger was just a millimeter away from the door closing button.
The elevator slowly descended, floor by floor.
Suddenly, the elevator stopped and the door opened. There was nothing outside the door. I could vaguely see a large area of gray stone brick windows in the distance. The sky was bright, white and light, quiet, and peaceful.
There was no one outside the door and it slowly closed.
The elevator goes down.
Floor by floor, the elevator descends smoothly.
Suddenly the elevator stopped and the door opened. No one was outside, and the sun was shining brightly in the distance. The door slowly closed.
The elevator goes down.
The elevator goes down.
The elevator goes down.
As soon as the elevator stopped and the door opened, the sun was shining brightly outside the window.
A silent figure was standing close to the door, with a pale face and a pair of dark eyes staring straight in without blinking.
The moment the elevator door opened, his figure did not change at all. He was wrapped in a cold and gloomy aura and rushed straight into the elevator door!
Screams exploded in his head. The person in "One" suffered a sudden cardiac arrest. Screams continued in his head, and the sound of "bang bang bang" of fists and feet clashing in the elevator was faintly mixed in.
A huge fear enveloped them, and the people in "One" panicked and collapsed, punching and kicking. They suddenly punched forward with their right hand, and knocked the figure out with one punch!
The man frantically pressed the door close button in frustration.
Close the door, close the door, close the door!!!
The elevator door closed slowly, as usual. With a soft, muffled thud, the gap closed and the door locked shut.
The elevator goes down.
The man then stumbled back a step, then immediately became nervous and alert, staring at the elevator door in front of him.
He moved his hands and feet vigorously, his facial muscles tensed and he bared his teeth ferociously, ready to strike a posture.
The elevator slowly stopped and the door opened a little bit.
As the dark shadow appeared outside the door, the man's heart instantly tightened and screams rushed into his head. He rushed over yelling, punching and kicking, and with the last punch, he knocked the shadow away!
The man stepped back, wanting to cry but too scared to do so, and frantically pressed the door-closing button.
Close the door, close the door, close the door——
Why hasn’t it reached the bottom yet!!!
The elevator goes down.
As soon as the elevator stopped and the doors opened, the people in the elevator shouted and started to perform a series of punches and kicks with great vigor.
However, that pale face, those dark eyes, and that gloomy figure approached straight ahead without stopping for a moment!
Can't hit!
No entity!
The person numbered “one” was so frightened that he almost fainted!
He couldn't move for even half a second. He was terrified, but he roared bravely and ran around the elevator madly, his head and limbs dancing wildly, accompanied by a huge, sharp roar.
The figure who was moving straight into the elevator froze in an instant, a look of fear appeared on his pale face, and he slowly retreated out.
With a loud roar, the man suddenly rushed forward and knocked the figure away with one punch!
The person in "One" stepped back and pressed the door closing button in a panic.
I stared at the gap in front of me, which was gradually shrinking. I felt like crying, but I still stood firm.
The elevator goes down.
…
She is now Jiang Yunshu.
One of them is Jiang Yunshu.
While walking through the jungle, Jiang Yunshu suddenly stopped and looked down to see an oval white egg like a cocoon stuck on the front of his collar. Startled, he quickly raised his hand to pick it off.
The next moment, she clearly saw a slender black shadow suddenly break out of the cocoon-like white egg! !
Ha—the black snake opened its ferocious mouth, and its long fangs came straight towards her eyes!
Block it with your hand.
The black shadow bit her finger fiercely in an instant, leaving a scarlet red mark.
Sudden fright, Jiang Yunshu was unable to think at all. He subconsciously grabbed the black snake with his backhand as the snake loosened its grip. His thumb pressed against the snake's chin, his index finger pressed on the snake's head, and one hand tightly grasped the snake's neck below the head.
As the black snake struggled, her grip tightened, not daring to let go. She was so frightened that she was about to cry, and could only scream and ask the people around her, "Is it poisonous? Is it poisonous?"
The people around were crying and screaming in fear.
In her hand, the little snake that she had been amazed to think was a "baby snake" in the past had turned into a black snake that was struggling and squirming. Jiang Yunshu was completely devastated. She screamed, "Is it poisonous! Call someone! Bring me a knife!" She didn't know how to put it down, and she was terrified to catch it.
The people nearby screamed and backed away.
"Go call for help! Call for help!" Jiang Yunshu was thinking "Is it poisonous?" while feeling the thing in his hand. He was really about to cry and kept shouting.
The people next to him seemed not to hear anything, crying and screaming, but backing away and not going to call for help.
Jiang Yunshu suddenly felt angry. He was shocked, frightened, and furious. He shouted, "Get a knife! Get a kitchen knife! A knife!!"
The person next to him cried out, "I don't dare!"
Jiang Yunshu was almost vomiting blood in anger, and shouted angrily: "Get the kitchen knife! I'll chop it up!!"
"I dare not!" The man cried, shook his head and stepped back.
Jiang Yunshu was afraid, anxious and angry. All his years of good self-cultivation almost broke at this moment and he cursed. For a moment he didn't know what to curse. He just held his breath and was so angry that it seemed like he would faint in the next second.
I'm not afraid anymore. I'm really about to cry!
She shouted bravely: "Get a knife! Call someone over!"
“Give me the knife!!!”
The snake in her hand was struggling vigorously, and Jiang Yunshu grabbed it with her other hand. While holding the snake's head with both hands, she saw the snake's body dancing wildly in the air out of the corner of her eye, and her face was distorted with hideousness.
Either have someone pack a snake and take it with her, or get a knife and have her chop off the snake's head first! Otherwise, what if the snake runs away or bites her again when she's not paying attention?!
“Get the kitchen knife!!!”
Jiang Yunshu screamed.
…………
In the dim room, Jiang Yunshu's entire consciousness was concentrated in his heart and throat, and his heart was tight and painful.
She was in so much pain that she collapsed, sometimes her whole body stiffened and she cried, and sometimes she twisted and rolled around crying like crazy.
In the darkness mostly obscured by the curtains, Jiang Yunshu rolled over and over crying, bouncing high on the soft bedding, and suddenly fell to the ground, where he lay stiffly crying.
After a while, Jiang Yunshu cried and got up. He reached out to grab the edge of the bed, struggled to climb up on all fours, and his whole body bounced up and down on the bed...
She jumped up and down in the dim light.
…………
Jiang Yunshu woke up.
Woke up at the age of fifteen.
It turns out, it turns out...it turns out that all this was just a dream!!
Jiang Yunshu's heart was filled with complexities that were difficult to describe.
When she woke up, it was dark outside the window. When she woke up, people were silent for a moment and said, "Six o'clock in the evening."
Jiang Yunshu hugged the quilt blankly, unable to accept it.
She didn't notice or move at all the whole day.
Jiang Yunshu stayed in bed for a while, got up, washed, and stood by the window in a white dress, quietly looking at the night scene outside the window with sad eyes.
Her beautiful day was gone just like that...
Jiang Yunshu ate sadly.
After washing up after dinner, she walked into the study with her doll in her arms, closed the door, and locked herself in the room among the piles of books to read.
If you have lost all hope and despair, then why not spend some more time to explore everything?
She also read books day and night among piles of books.
I don’t know what I’m looking for, I don’t know what I want to see, I don’t even know the questions... I just read books to comfort myself.
She didn't know what questions she had, or what kind of books she should read. She just read whatever she wanted to read, from here to there, and then from there to there.
Suddenly, chance and coincidence came. One fate led to another, and countless fates led to the present...
The answer fell.
As she walked along this path, she felt that she was becoming more and more unfamiliar, even surprising herself. Looking back, a complete line of cause and effect emerged.
At this moment, everything in the past, present and future seemed not to be what she had thought before.
If you reach the extreme of “old”, you will definitely reach “new”.
In bright lights.
Jiang Yunshu and her doll were curled up on the sofa, her eyes fixed on the book in front of her. She used her free hand to pick up the water, brought it to her mouth, took a sip, and then put it back.
People and experiences often show extreme similarities without knowing or realizing it.
But if you say that she was consciously replicating it, she didn't know. She only knew that long-term and stable practice was enough.
Because people are very powerful.
To overcome despair without being numb to true despair is unlikely to happen in one or two months, or even one or two years.
What is needed? It's all about innate and acquired karma—the so-called influences of past lives, childhood, and then five to ten years after growing up. Most people only have a decade or two of gradual progress.
What did people experience in the following years?
Certainly not years of absolute despair.
The ups and downs are natural, and he has been suppressed for many years. Every time he is about to fall to the line of despair, he relies on his strong willpower to grit his teeth and bounce up a distance... again and again, again and again.
Hope is like fire, and the spark of fire will instantly turn into a sea of fire with the wind.
Until a certain moment, the breath in my heart completely dissipated, and I could no longer bear it! People have truly fallen to the lowest point... and then passed through the lowest point!
From the beginning to the end, hope never dies.
There is no need to be afraid of the disappearance of temporary hope.
Let hope disappear for a short time, and go through the fire, in order to forge a stronger hope and be reborn.
Humanity is the place of man, and man inherently possesses immense power.
People are very powerful.
Jiang Yunshu closed the book, turned around to check the time, slowly got up, put down the book and went back to his room to rest.
It's strange, why is she sleepy again?
The night is hazy.
Early the next morning.
The river clouds are sparse, rising
I feel good.
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