I have something to say
The two of them were silent for a long time in the bright palace at night. "You..." Jiang Jingyuan spoke slowly, his eyes filled with hesitation, "Do you need my comfort?"
"Hurry up and say 'no'!" Jiang Jingyuan said with a malicious look in his eyes.
That's really interesting.
Not to mention that she and Yan Rugui had no feelings for each other, even if they did, he had just caused her trouble, and he actually dared to ask for comfort? ! !
Yan Rugui: “…”
Yan Rugui sneered, "Haha," "Does your way of comforting someone mean you're going to piss them off to death?"
Jiang Jingyuan: "..."
Jiang Jingyuan tutted inwardly. If Yan Rugui's situation hadn't involved other people, she wouldn't have given him such a face. Since she had no grudges or conflicts with other people, she naturally wouldn't speak recklessly.
What's more, comfort is something that can numb yourself when you feel powerless and helpless.
She has never liked being a speaker or a listener, she just wants the problem to be solved.
As long as the problem can be solved, she will be happy even without comfort. If it cannot be solved, the problem will only be forgotten for a short time but will still stand before people for a long time. Anger and despair will sweep over her like waves again and again, and no amount of comfort will make her happy at all.
Jiang Jingyuan paused, frowned slightly in displeasure, glanced at him, and said:
"You have such a bad temper. I haven't even settled the score with you yet, and you're already angry?"
Yan Rugui suddenly opened his eyes wide, jumped up from the recliner, and stared at her with a distorted expression. In an instant, he sat back on the recliner with a numb face and said:
"Yes, yes, that's what His Highness Changsheng said."
——Jiang Jingyuan holds the power over his life and death, so he has no choice but to obey.
"Behave yourself." Jiang Jingyuan suddenly stared at him coldly. "Since you know it, stop messing around and don't waste your free time."
Yan Rugui looked at her, and instead of comforting her, she even threatened her.
"Don't be sad, don't think too much. You've done well. It's all in the past, just move on... Pick one and listen to it—it's normal to feel powerless and helpless after listening to it. Comfort is actually covering up powerlessness."
There is comfort only when the problem cannot be solved. If the problem cannot be solved... how can you not feel powerless, helpless, angry and desperate?
"At this time, you need to be more open-minded. When you hear the comfort, control your heart and feel happy. Control your mind and stop thinking about those things."
Jiang Jingyuan slowly stood up and said kindly, "If you want comfort, go to the street again. Remember to change places more often to avoid being caught and exposed."
Yan Rugui sneered nonchalantly, so softly that it was almost silent.
Jiang Jingyuan glanced at him and muttered, "How can you make it sound so bland and ordinary?"
Yan Rugui frowned and glared at her, "Just leave now that you're done."
Jiang Jingyuan waved his hand, and really walked out of the palace, into the night, and melted away into the distance with the wind.
Ordinary?
Yan Rugui looked at the direction where she went away, with a nonchalant smile on his face. Some people like to cry with their listeners, while others don't.
There is no need to be amazed by anger or sympathetic to sadness. It is fine if it is just ordinary. Just forget it after listening.
The facts are clearly there, and it is disgusting to pretend that you have no sympathy, sadness, and strangeness when you clearly feel weird in your heart... It would be better if it were really ordinary.
The listener may be sad, but the matter has been resolved and the listener can be calm and casual.
So... can the speaker also agree that after revenge and injustice are paid, they can be calmly and casually forgotten? If they can't forget, it's really no big deal, right?
Why does everyone have to cry and be unable to forget?
Everything in the world is pursuing upward mobility, but humans are trapped in their own sentimentality.
…………
During the day, Diqu City.
"Your Highness Jing Yuan..." Jiang Jingqian took a deep look at the girl in front of him, slowly revealed a faint smile, and said softly but seriously, "Goodbye."
Jiang Jingyuan nodded, "Goodbye."
Jiang Jingqian turned around and walked away.
Jiang Jingyuan withdrew his gaze, slowly turned sideways and walked back.
"Your Highness Jing Yuan!"
Suddenly, Jiang Jingqian called her again from a distance.
Jiang Jingyuan suddenly looked up.
Jiang Jingqian, dressed in white, stood still in the misty sky not far away, his face facing the distant sky, landscape, and mountains. He turned his head to look at her and asked slowly and softly, "Will we meet again?"
Jiang Jingyuan paused for a moment, then replied calmly but firmly, "As long as you want it, it will happen. It's inevitable."
The person you want to see will definitely meet again. This is the inevitable result that has already occurred the moment you think about it.
All things exist together, I am with myself, do not take illusions as reality.
Jiang Jingqian was obviously startled for a moment, then he smiled slowly and said to her with understanding:
"Your Highness Jing Yuan, I will quietly wait in Nanwu and Xiyu for my response to come to me."
…………
Jiang Jingyuan walked back.
Under the gradually brighter and scorching sunlight, she walked into the palace gate in a light pink and tender green dress, just as Jiang Jingzhao in red walked out.
Jiang Jingmang settled down and Jiang Jingzhao left.
The two passed each other, and Jiang Jingyuan suddenly turned back and shouted at her slowly receding figure:
"Are you coming back?"
Jiang Jingzhao didn't even turn his head when he heard this. He raised his hand and waved it at her casually, but no one knew what he meant.
Jiang Jingyuan didn't care and just continued to shout at her:
"Come back and visit when you have time."
…………
Jiang Jingyuan walked into the palace.
Jiang Jingjian buried his head in the large pile of books, scrolls and papers that were piled up in a mess, quickly searching for the remaining images, and occasionally making random "hmmmm" responses.
Next to him, the "mountain building" was suspended.
Jiang Jingyuan didn't disturb him and walked quietly to a chair beside him and sat down.
Slowly, Jiang Jingjian slowed down his movements and slowly raised his head to look at her, "Jiang Jingyuan...?"
"I have something to tell you." Jiang Jingyuan said.
Jiang Jingjian was stunned for a moment, then said with a mixture of amusement and helplessness, "You have something else to tell me?" He asked, "What is it?"
Jiang Jingyuan paused, leaned back in his chair, shifted his gaze from him to the front, and said slowly, "I'm leaving."
Jiang Jingjian completely let go of the scattered pages of the book, which rustled onto Lin Luan's desk. He asked in a daze, "W-what do you mean? Leave... go out... then go out. Didn't you always do this before? Why did you suddenly come to me..."
Beside him, the floating "mountain building" froze noticeably, and landed silently and even cautiously on a corner of the table.
"I don't know how long it will take." Jiang Jingyuan interrupted him, "It could be very short, or it could be very long. And..."
"Where are you going?!" Jiang Jingjian asked suddenly.
Jiang Jingyuan pursed his lips slightly, not knowing how to answer. He could only say, "Let's not talk about this for now. Let's first..."
"I have to know where you went, right?!" Jiang Jingjian suddenly interrupted her again loudly, his eyes full of resentment, dissatisfaction and anger, with a faint mist on his face.
Jiang Jingyuan glanced at him and sighed softly in his heart, thinking that this is what you want to ask. He coughed twice and said calmly and solemnly:
"I'm going to retreat to the mountains."
Jiang Jingjian: “???”
The mist on Jiang Jingjian's eyes suddenly dissipated, and his face was confused and shocked for a while. He hesitated to ask something, but when he opened his mouth, he found that he didn't know how to ask at all.
After a long while, he looked doubtful about his life and asked slowly, "What do you mean...?"
That is, what's the point of seclusion in the mountains... Jiang Jingyuan said calmly, "I'm just going to stay in the mountains for a while. I don't know how long I will be out."
Jiang Jingjian was stunned. "Isn't it the same in Diqu City? You can also go into seclusion in Diqu City..."
Of course, many saints advocated practicing in the secular world, but it was difficult for her to practice directly in the secular world. Jiang Jingyuan lowered his eyes, was silent for a moment, looked up at him, and asked with some surprise:
"Is there anything strange about this? Aren't people in the world today all cultivating and cultivating immortality? Going into seclusion in the mountains is also common."
Jiang Jingjian frowned, but didn't want to be distracted by her words. He said, "Don't talk about others. What others do doesn't mean you have to do the same. I just want to ask you, why don't you stay in seclusion in Diqu City?"
He paused, his brows relaxed, and he gently advised, "What's the difference between the mountains and Diqu City? If you want to retreat, just tell me, and no one will disturb you. In Diqu City, there are people to take care of you if you need anything. Do you think running away to the mountains will be much easier?"
He glanced at Jiang Jingyuan and said bluntly, "As for you, if you fail to become an immortal, you will suffer a lot."
Jiang Jingyuan: "..."
Jiang Jingjian, how could you talk like that?
Jiang Jingyuan sighed deeply in his heart. What's the difference between Diqu City and the deep mountains and old forests? Noisy voices.
Jiang Jingjian only said "don't disturb", but in reality...
She was in seclusion and inactive, and he couldn't see her, so he would get anxious and panicked, and would have to drag her out to eat and walk around, telling her, "You should go out and play more" and "Life is so muddle-headed, don't think about those things."
And if she moves around during her retreat, he would further ask her to move around in a way that he could understand.
If she were to go into seclusion in Diqu City, she would not be able to cultivate to become an immortal, but would end up feeling depressed and frustrated.
So, if she wants to go into seclusion, she has to go to a place where even if Jiang Jingjian gets anxious and panicked, it won't affect her.
"Then come back when I've suffered enough and can't stand it anymore!"
Jiang Jingyuan frowned impatiently and spoke suddenly.
The moment the words came out of his mouth, Jiang Jingyuan's heart trembled. He looked at Jiang Jingjian in panic and opened his mouth, "I didn't..."
Jiang Jingjian's pupils trembled and he pursed his lips tightly. Suddenly, he saw her turn to look at him and their eyes met. In an instant, he suddenly lowered his head and didn't look at her.
"It's over..."
These two words emerged in Jiang Jingyuan's mind.
Jiang Jingjian was almost crushed by the series of events that had happened before and the signs of her becoming an immortal. She had finally managed to calm him down, but now he was in trouble again.
"Jiang Jingjian..."
Jiang Jingyuan slowly stood up and moved over as smoothly as if drifting on water. Suddenly, he caught a glimpse of "Shan Lou" watching silently at the corner of the table. He immediately said in displeasure, "What are you looking at? Do you think you can join in this excitement?!"
Jiang Jingyuan suddenly raised his hand and slapped it, saying "You go first", then looked at Jiang Jingjian again.
Jiang Weiji in "Mountain House": "???"
Jiang Weiji swallowed his anger and silently disappeared from the spot with the "Mountain Building".
"Jiang Jingjian, please listen to me first." Jiang Jingyuan took a deep breath silently and said to the people at the table in a gentle voice, "I can go early and come back early, otherwise I will go late and come back late too, right?"
Jiang Jingjian suddenly said, "You just said you didn't know how long it would take."
Jiang Jingyuan: "???"
Jiang Jingyuan: "!!!"
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