Unfinished words at the end
A side story is just a side story. I still want to talk about it several days after I finished writing it.
Write, read, and read again, feeling thoughtful, understanding, and having different feelings.
I hope this story can bring comfort to people, and I also hope that people will never need this comfort again.
At this moment, there are still shortcomings, still exploring, still wanting to improve, still having new feelings, still having new insights, still not finished...
But they are all too fragmented, and I don’t know where to start if I want to add some extra chapters.
But they were all too blurry, and I couldn't write a single word with pen and paper.
Perhaps, this is the time to put an end to this novel, this bizarre fictional story.
I’m so reluctant to let go. I’m anxious to post one chapter after another, yet sad to want to slow down – I want to move on to the new, yet I’m clinging to the old.
There is no way, it is time to let go, the replacement of the old with the new is inevitable.
Thanks for writing this journey.
Meeting is fate.
There's no need to repeat a lot of things. Finally...
I wish you peace and joy.
I wish you can accept the ups and downs of your emotions and thoughts calmly, and don’t be afraid.
Be nicer to yourself, love yourself a little more, and care for yourself.
Kindness and innocence are beautiful.
See you again if we are lucky.
…………
What a coincidence.
As I was writing late at night, a sentence about the story emerged that night.
It’s a pity that I understood it completely at that time, and I remembered a lot on the morning of October 8, but I no longer have such a deep understanding and experience.
I don’t understand.
I can understand it, but it's only a very superficial and one-sided understanding. I haven't really understood it (for several days I've been thinking about adding to the story and leaving it here, but I wrote and deleted it, and then gave up).
——To be honest, I would feel regretful and lost, but soon I would be reminded again. It is normal to repeat this over and over again!
Even those who have said so before will feel conflicted at this moment.
So, no matter when or where you see these words...
It doesn’t matter. Repeated failures don’t mean you are regressing or stopping. Just relax and be at ease, because you are constantly improving and growing.
It’s okay to go back and forth, it’s okay to feel entangled and uneasy, I hope you can relax.
…
After all, it’s time to end this article.
Looking back, when I wrote down the titles of the three volumes and the words in each paragraph, I never imagined this understanding. There were so many misunderstandings, but just as I was nearing the end, and they continue to this day, I had a sudden realization, a deep recognition.
It turns out that this is what they originally meant.
(At the beginning, at the beginning where there is no beginning at all, when no one knows or understands, the entire story is already hinted at.)
It turns out that the true answer had already been written down unintentionally and through misunderstanding.
(I wrote this paragraph in the past without any particular thought in mind. Just now, the words and images suddenly flashed through my mind.
"People walking by, riding horses, and lifting the curtains in carriages, seeing this scene, looked away with doubt in their hearts, then focused their gazes on where they were going." Chapter 299.)
Looking back, even the ending of the story is a little different from how I think and understand it now. Some of the details and words are not quite right. This is what growth is all about.
This story is growing...
I still feel emotional when I think about it.
I didn't expect that it would present such a long, lonely, but little by little growing stronger story, a holistic story of all living things in the world.
Thank you. I love this story so much. I'm so sad to part with Jiang Yunshu and Jiang Jingyuan. I'm so grateful to them and to this story journey. It's them and this story that are moving forward. Thank you so much.
It’s all said.
I didn’t understand it before, but later I felt that “I” and “you” are very powerful and penetrating words.
I present this story.
You, it’s you, no matter when and where you are, when you see these words, I give this to you.
I hope you can hear, I hope you can remember——
You have your luck.
I can't repeat too much here. Suffice it to say, ups and downs are okay. I hope you can recall these words for comfort when you're anxious, angry, sad, or lost. Don't be afraid.
May hope and happiness be with you.
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