Volume 1 Chapter 104 It's Great to Keep Loving
Du Ruo looked at the bunch of balloons in his hand that were used to coax children and chuckled, "I want to take you to the laboratory for dissection."
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Xu Jingmo never expected that such a romantic gesture would result in such a creepy response.
Du Ruo looked at him and smiled, "Let's study what kind of roundworm you are. How come you can read people's minds so well?"
Xu Jingmo raised his lips slightly, reached out and smoothed her hair that was messed up by the wind, and said softly: "Do we still need to study this? If I were a roundworm, you would be my host, and it would be easy for me to understand you."
Du Ruo asked: "When did you find it?"
Xu Jingmo told the truth, "Actually, I heard you making a phone call this morning. Although I didn't understand the content, I have a rough idea now. Are you going back?"
Du Ruo was slightly stunned. She hadn't figured out how to tell him yet. She didn't expect him to be so sensitive.
Xu Jingmo patted her head in a nonchalant manner and snorted, "Didn't you promise me that you wouldn't hide anything from me? You're not being honest, little girl."
Du Ruo choked up, feeling bitter and uncomfortable, and said softly, "I didn't want to hide it from you, but I just haven't figured out how to start the conversation."
"Well, I don't blame you." Xu Jingmo held her in his arms and half-jokingly said, "What do you think? After being with you for a long time, I have become smarter. I guessed it right away. If you want to have a dog outside without telling me, you can't hide it at all."
Du Ruo looked at him without saying a word, unable to even come up with a joke to refute him. Her nose suddenly felt sore and she pursed her lips slightly.
Xu Jingmo sighed softly, hugged her tightly in his arms, patted her head gently, and comforted her: "What's wrong? Didn't we agree long ago that you can't stay in the country forever? I've made preparations long ago. It's okay. When do you plan to go back?"
Du Ruo replied in a low voice: "At the latest, the end of the month."
"Um."
Xu Jingmo's Adam's apple rolled slightly, and he tried hard to hold back his emotions, not wanting to show any weakness. He knew that if he couldn't hold back his emotions, Du Ruo would cry.
He coaxed her softly, "Okay, before May Day. After May Day, there are still two months of summer vacation, and after summer vacation, there is National Day, and after National Day, there is winter vacation. There are plenty of days for us to meet. I will come to see you."
Du Ruo hugged him and said hoarsely, "But I'm very busy. Even if you come to see me, I may not have time to accompany you."
"It's okay. I'll go see the city and school where our Ruobao lives and walk the same path you walked. I'll be happy too. Don't be afraid. I'll go with you as soon as possible."
Du Ruo didn't know how to describe her feelings at this moment. No matter how many sweet words she said, they couldn't suppress the sadness in her heart about the impending separation.
I could only solemnly promise over and over again: "Xu Jingmo, I will come back."
"You have to wait for me."
"Okay." Xu Jingmo responded patiently over and over again. "Everyone who knows me knows that I'm yours. Where can I run away? I will definitely wait for you obediently."
On weekdays, the amusement park didn't have many people. Xu Jingmo coaxed her for a while and said softly, "Okay, when those two little brats come back, they'll think I bullied you."
"You are bullying me." Du Ruo said in a muffled voice.
"...You're starting to act unreasonably, aren't you?" Xu Jingmo asked with a smile.
Du Ruo laughed and muttered, "Who told you to steal my heart away?"
Now she is reluctant to part with him.
Xu Jingmo: "Although it's quite rustic, I'm very happy. Please talk more. I like to listen."
Du Ruo: "I didn't sleep well at all last night."
Xu Jingmo asked hurriedly: "What happened? Do you feel sick in your stomach?"
Du Ruo: "The quilt is too light, it can't suppress my longing for you."
“…”
Xu Jingmo pinched her neck helplessly, lowered his eyes and smiled, "I think you have learned the basics of love talk."
Du Ruo looked at him affectionately and said seriously, "Xu Jingmo, I love you so much."
Xu Jingmo raised his hand to cover her bright eyes, leaned over slightly, and whispered softly in her ear: "I love you too, Ruobao, don't seduce me blindly, you will want to commit a crime."
Du Ruo slapped his hand away and complained, "Just looking at you is called seduction. You don't have enough self-control."
Xu Jingmo explained, "I can't help it. I have a psychological admiration for you, and I also like you physically. I feel itchy just by looking at you. If you don't believe me, even if you play an H-movie in front of me, I won't change my mind, because I have no interest."
Du Ruo's face suddenly turned red and he looked around in panic. Fortunately, there was no one around and no one could hear his shameless words.
Xu Jingmo smiled and said, "Now that you know we're in public, are you afraid of being embarrassed?"
Du Ruo distanced herself from him as if nothing had happened, "I didn't ask you to open your vagina, you are so shallow."
Xu Jingmo said nonchalantly: "Well, I can only satisfy my craving for it. If someone wants to please me, they can just do it directly."
Du Ruo glared at him angrily. You can’t get past this, right? You’re just showing off to him.
Xu Jingmo smiled and rubbed her head, then changed the subject and said, "Don't think too much. I came back to make you happy during your vacation. Just have fun."
"Yeah." Du Ruo nodded, holding his hand tightly with her left hand, shaking a bunch of balloons with her right hand, and smiled with narrowed eyes. The result cannot be changed, so they should cherish the current time they have together and live happily day by day.
The two went to look for Du Yao and Xu Siyan.
Since Xu Jingmo bought all the balloons, on the way, a parent wanted to ask Du Ruo if she was selling the balloons, so Du Ruo gave them away for free.
Giving roses to others brings fragrance to your hands. Looking at the smiles on the faces of those children, I felt like I was also satisfied as a child.
The four of them played in the amusement park until dark before returning.
After sending the two tired kids home, Xu Jingmo and Du Ruo wandered outside for a while, reluctant to part.
Xu Jingmo said, "I changed my flight to 6:00 tomorrow morning, so I won't come to see you in the morning. I'll come back to see you in the evening. I'll be here on Saturday and Sunday, so you don't have to bother yourself. You can spend more time with your family."
She doesn't have to worry about it, but he has to worry about it during his spare time.
Du Ruo hugged him and said, "Thank you for your hard work, boyfriend."
Xu Jingmo flicked her head lightly, "Wanting to be with you is called happiness, how can it be called hardship?"
Du Ruo sighed: "Dopamine is really addictive."
Xu Jingmo smiled and said, "Then call me Little Prince of Dopamine from now on."
Du Ruo smiled and asked, "What about me?"
Xu Jingmo thought for a few seconds and replied, "The Endorphin Fairy."
Du Ruo understood instantly and hugged him tighter with heartache.
Dopamine is like an instant satisfaction. When you eat delicious food or watch funny videos, your brain will make you secrete happy dopamine. It is like a reward element, but it will disappear quickly, and it will be easy to fall into a huge sense of emptiness afterwards.
Endorphins are more like a delayed gratification, just like a marathon lover, who feels refreshed when he or she reaches the "peak". Although endorphins are stable, they are relatively long-lasting and addictive.
If we compare the two substances to emotions, dopamine is the instant heartbeat, while endorphins are the long-lasting happiness. Dopamine makes people happy now, while endorphins make people happy for a long time after experiencing pain.
Life is not just a short moment in time, they have a very long future.
There is nothing special about falling in love with someone, but it is special to keep loving him/her.
Xu Jingmo, after all, loves her much more than she does.
*
At 4:30 in the morning, Xu Jingmo walked out of the house with sleepy eyes, heavy steps and yawning.
When I opened the door, I saw a car that did not belong to me parked at the entrance of the yard.
The rear window slowly rolled down, revealing Du Ruo's beautiful and charming smile.
She leaned against the car window and waved to him, smiling:
"Good morning, boyfriend, this is for you."
Xu Jingmo tilted his head and smiled, and all the fatigue from lack of sleep disappeared instantly.
I took a few steps forward, opened the door and got in, only to find that the barrier inside the car was open, blocking my view from the front seat.
He had just sat down and the car started moving smoothly when Du Ruo suddenly turned over and sat on his legs. She gently pressed his lips with her white index finger. Her bright eyes were full of smiles and she whispered, "Kiss, boyfriend?"
Xu Jingmo didn't say much and held her waist.
He said in a hoarse voice: "Du Ruo, you will kill me sooner or later."
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