Volume 1 Chapter 77 I find that I really can’t bear to leave you now
"Illegitimate fan?" Du Ruo asked doubtfully.
"Well," Xu Jingmo explained, "private fans usually refer to a group of people who get close to celebrities through extreme means such as peeping, stalking, and secretly taking photos. They have obvious personality flaws. Li Mancen is a typical example."
"But she was originally targeting celebrities, and I don't know why she suddenly developed an almost obsessive interest in me."
"At first she simply pursued me and confessed her love to me, but I clearly rejected her."
"After that, she began to frequently show up at my school, bringing me water and food. She seemed to know everything about me, including where I was partying. I thought it was because we had many common friends, so it was not surprising that she could get to know me. Later, I began to deliberately avoid her and ignore her, and she rarely appeared in front of me anymore."
"On my 18th birthday, my grandfather held a grand coming-of-age ceremony for me. He hosted celebrities from all walks of life in North City at the old house. Li Mancen, as the granddaughter of the Li family, was naturally among the guests."
"There were many guests at the banquet that day, and it ended very late. Both us and the servants at home were very tired. I went back to my room to rest as usual."
"As soon as I opened the bedroom door, I saw her wearing my clothes and lying on my bed..."
Xu Jingmo didn't want to recall that eye-catching scene, which was like a shadow for him.
"I got furious on the spot and grabbed her and threw her onto the street."
"Our old house is in a villa on a hillside. It was late at night, and there was no village or shop nearby. I threw her away decisively without listening to any of her explanations. She didn't even have time to pick up her phone. It was winter, during the Spring Festival, and she was standing on the street wearing only my T-shirt. I didn't let the security guard open the door for her and ignored her."
"Afterwards, I returned to the room and found that all my clothes had been turned over. I didn't like the room at all and it felt dirty everywhere, so I called the servants and had them throw away everything in the room."
"I made so much noise that my grandfather and his family woke up. When they woke up, they knew what I had done and immediately sent someone to check outside. They found that Li Mancen had already passed out from the cold."
"She was later sent to the hospital, where she was found to have frozen urine and blood. The Li family came to pick her up. They all knew how much my grandfather doted on me, and since the two families were about to get married, they let the matter go and no one would hold anyone responsible."
"After that, the next time I saw her was when I ran into you in the mall."
"I don't know what got into her tonight to send such a hateful text message."
After hearing the whole story, Du Ruo was in disbelief. She had never met such a person before.
She analyzed, "It's probably because you've made your relationship public. That's how it's played out on TV. Once the male lead and the female lead are together, there's always someone who's going to oppose it, who's going to snatch it away. Artistic creation comes from life."
"I really don't understand, are all the men in the world dead? Why do you have to fight for someone who doesn't love you? Even if you don't want to be with me, you won't be with her either."
Xu Jingmo responded: "Be jealous. If you can't get it, others can't get it either."
After all, he had once imagined what he would do if Du Ruo fell in love with someone else.
It's hard to choose between stealing people and blessing them.
Du Ruo said seriously, "This is not good."
Xu Jingmo couldn't help but rub her head and said, "People like you definitely won't be jealous."
Du Ruo: "Who said that? I'm jealous."
Xu Jingmo raised his eyebrows in surprise, "Are you jealous? What are you jealous of? Tell me."
Du Ruo: "A lot. Everyone has seven emotions and six desires, and I am no exception. I envy Du Yao for being an ordinary person without worries, without the pressure I have. I envy my predecessors for being famous in history, while I am known as a genius but have not achieved any substantial achievements. I envy those who have been following the subject experiments for several months, while some people can complete them in just a week. I envy those classmates who grew up with you, who have I have had so many happy times with you that I never had... too many, but I just think about it in my heart. Jealousy is just a negative emotion that can't solve any problems. I still have to walk my own path. As long as I become stronger and stronger, there will be fewer and fewer people who envy me, and more and more people who envy me. But those are their negative emotions, not my business. I just need to move forward without looking back."
Xu Jingmo was stunned and stared at her, unable to come back to his senses for a long time.
How does the saying go? I'm not afraid of geniuses being more talented than you, I'm afraid of geniuses working harder than you, leaving you no chance to find excuses for your failure.
He seemed to be thinking deeply about something, and then he said slowly: "Well, just keep moving forward without looking back, I will always support you."
It doesn't matter if I can't keep up with you, but I will try my best to get closer and closer to you, so close that when you look back, the first person you see will be me.
Du Ruo reached out and hugged him, snuggling in his arms, and whispered: "Xu Jingmo, don't be afraid, I will return to China after graduation. I find that I really can't bear to leave you now."
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