Yan Huailiu is a person with social anxiety and is extremely resistant to communicating too much with others.
The ultimate internal friction, whenever you communicate with others, you will inevitably start to reflect on yourself.
Even the slightest major change in life can cause him to become so nervous that he loses control, and his physical reaction can be so severe that he has to send himself to the hospital.
Kind-hearted but full of flaws.
But the most important thing is that he is extremely afraid of causing trouble to others.
Causing trouble to others is more painful than letting them die.
He is a person who would rather suffer injustice himself than injustice others, and he has suffered a lot.
But Yan Huailiu couldn't change.
He ran away out of instinct at that time, but now that he had gone crazy, his guilt towards Gu Xingyun came flooding back like a tide.
How could he only care about himself!
It is obvious that Gu Xingyun is the victim!
His arm is injured and he was bullied by me, he must be very helpless now!
"I'm such a piece of shit!"
Yan Huailiu suddenly slapped himself, and when he left, he pushed Gu Xingyun to the ground!
What’s the difference between this and a scumbag who doesn’t recognize people when he pulls up his pants!
The guilt overwhelmed all other problems.
Even though Yan Huailiu's mind desperately clamored for him to escape from this world, there was still a small voice deep in his consciousness saying, "You have to apologize to Gu Xingyun. You have to compensate him well."
Yan Huailiu suppressed his shame and climbed up, and his facial muscles finally stopped trembling.
He took off his mask, looked at his abnormally red face in the mirror, and slapped his face twice: "Calm down! Don't cause trouble to others, don't!"
He put on his clothes and took a look at the sky outside.
I tried to walk out several times, but gave up because of fear.
Finally, I simply moved a stool to the door and sat there staring outside, preparing to go out.
The barrier has not been retracted, so people outside cannot see him even if they come.
Yan Huailiu sat there from day to night, not knowing whether he was more expectant or afraid, but no one came here.
The other side.
Ling Xinghua finally finished a day's work and dragged his tired body back to his residence.
Before she even entered the room, Yu Ziheng grabbed her thigh and dragged her into the room.
He sighed tiredly, "I don't have the energy to play with you."
Yu Ziheng stretched out his hand: "Shh... Senior Brother, I'm not looking for you to play, come here."
He took Ling Xinghua's hand and walked around to the window. He carefully opened it a crack and lowered his voice: "Look, Third Brother has been staying there the whole time today. His expression is particularly scary. He's either eating strange things or hugging a tree and vomiting. Do you think he's crazy?"
Ling Xinghua just glanced at the rising smoke and said nonchalantly, "He's just testing the medicine, don't disturb him."
Chang Sui would study the properties of medicines every few days, putting both good and bad ones in his mouth to taste, and he was no longer surprised by it.
"But, but..." Yu Ziheng wanted to say something.
Ling Xinghua rubbed his brows: "I'm very tired and need to rest."
"Wait, Brother, there's more."
Yu Ziheng, unwilling to give up, pulled him to the window on the other side and still opened it a crack: "Big Brother has been sitting in the yard all day, just staring blankly in this position."
Ling Xinghua said helplessly: "He must be practicing, so you stayed in the room all day studying the two of them?"
"Ah? Yes, they are very weird!" Yu Ziheng had been holding it in for a whole day and finally found someone to talk to.
Ling Xinghua could barely open his eyes, and he didn't have the energy to go back to his room to rest. He threw himself directly onto Yu Ziheng's bed: "Well, it's very strange, it's all very strange. I'll take a nap."
Yu Ziheng seemed to have received some confirmation and quickly continued: "You find it strange too, right? When Third Brother came back this morning, his expression was like... well, I can't describe it. When he was eating those things, he said something like his tongue was not working properly and needed to be stimulated. And what about Senior Brother! There was blood on his sleeve when he came back..."
Ling Xinghua's breathing became steady, and light snoring soon began to sound.
Yu Ziheng swallowed back what he was about to say, and was so angry that he rushed over and bit Ling Xinghua's sleeve: "Brother! Why are you like this! You fell asleep before I even finished talking!"
Ling Xinghua didn't move. Yu Ziheng muttered a few words, then lay down beside him, hugging his arm and fell asleep.
This strange scene continued for several days. At mealtime, Ling Xinghua returned to his residence to change clothes. He saw Gu Xingyun sitting in the courtyard, thinking about something. Curiously, he approached and asked, "Big Brother, aren't you bringing food to Master today?"
Gu Xingyun turned his head to look at him: "Master didn't ask me to deliver food."
Ling Xinghua choked.
Does this need to be said?
Since he came to Yuxu Sect until now, hasn’t the eldest senior brother sent him there every day?
"Then...then were they delivered by Jingming these days?" Ling Xinghua asked curiously.
Not far away came the sound of bottles and cans falling to the ground, as well as Chang Sui's cursing.
Ling Xinghua: ...
Gu Xingyun's eyes flickered, and after a moment he turned to look ahead, his tone somewhat resentful: "Master... maybe he doesn't want to see me anymore. I've packed my things and am just waiting for him to expel me from the sect."
"What?!" Ling Xinghua's jaw dropped. "No, Senior Brother, why? What happened? Why would Master suddenly expel you from the sect?"
Gu Xingyun lowered his head and scratched his sleeve: "I did something wrong."
"What's the matter?" Ling Xinghua just asked, and the scene of seeing Yan Huailiu that morning flashed through his mind.
A strange feeling flashed through his mind, and he shook his head, quickly clearing away the emotion.
"Big Brother, no, Master has always valued you. Don't worry, I'll go ask for you."
Ling Xinghua patted his chest and promised: "I will never let you leave."
"Forget it." Gu Xingyun said softly, "I can't take care of you anymore. Be smart in front of Master and don't make any mistakes."
This immediately filled Ling Xinghua's sense of responsibility. He turned around and said, "Big Brother, don't worry. I'll go find Master and ask him about this!"
After walking two steps, he happened to run into Yu Ziheng. The little guy hugged his legs and insisted on moving with him.
Gu Xingyun looked at the two people's backs as they walked away, the corners of his lips curled up, and he murmured softly: "Master, if you have the ability, you can continue to hide..."
He just didn't believe that Yan Huailiu would ignore him for the rest of his life.
Although hunting requires patience, the feeling of waiting is too torturous.
After just a few days of acting, he was almost reaching his limit.
"Junior brother, this time it all depends on you."
Ling Xinghua felt that Yu Ziheng's short legs were a hindrance, so he simply picked him up and hurried towards Yan Huailiu's residence. He only said, "Master may expel Senior Brother from the sect," and Yu Ziheng immediately perked up.
He still remembered the scene when his senior brother took him to see the cranes. He heard that his senior brother was injured in order to find him. This kindness must be repaid!
"Master—disciple comes to pay respects to Master—"
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