"So, do you want a child or not?"
Ji Muhan suddenly stopped. The usually strong and aloof man became somewhat vulnerable at this moment, holding Mo Xiaoqing's right hand tightly with both hands. The strength was so great that he could have crippled her right hand in a minute.
"no."
She was skeptical. "Really?"
Ji Muhan nodded with a helpless smile, her eyes filled with doting affection.
"real."
“Momo, you know I used to have autism, and even now, it’s still hard to completely get rid of it.”
A flicker of heartache crossed Mo Xiaoqing's eyes as she silently asked, "So?"
He sighed helplessly, pressed his temples, and a hint of weariness appeared at the corner of his eye. "I really don't know what to do..."
He longed for a child together, but at the same time, when the moment actually arrived, he felt utterly lost and helpless, unsure of what to do. The future seemed bleak, and he was lost in a fog of confusion…
He kept wavering between wanting to and not wanting to.
The only thing he was certain of was that he wanted Mo Xiaoqing to be by his side forever, and that was all.
Nothing else matters!
Ji Muhan's eyes finally calmed down, and her fingers gently and tenderly brushed aside her messy hair.
His gaze was deep and unfathomable, his tone tinged with a faint sadness, "Momo, my childhood wasn't happy; in fact, much of it was a gray area. I don't know how I can raise a child well, and..."
When Mo Xiaoqing saw his gaze turn to her face, hesitant to speak, his eyes filled with struggle and heartache, she felt a warm current slowly flowing through her heart.
"At the same time, I'm worried that I'll follow in my aunt's footsteps, that I'll get... postpartum depression?!"
After everything that had happened, Mo Xiaoqing could roughly guess what he was worried about at this moment.
Ji Muhan unconsciously tightened his grip on her right hand.
"Ouch, it hurts." Mo Xiaoqing's voice was soft and sweet, her brows furrowed slightly, and she looked at him with some helplessness.
"Hanhan, you're hurting my hand."
Ji Muhan released her hand with an embarrassed expression, "I'm sorry."
Mo Xiaoqing was both annoyed and amused, although she knew that only when one's heart is set on something can one cause such turmoil.
But in the end, I couldn't help but have a bad thought and wanted to scare him a little.
"Your sudden strange attitude just now was because you knew I came to the hospital, and because I don't want to have the baby and want to abort it, right?"
Ji Muhan stiffened for a moment, which was unusual for her.
When Li Chuan called to tell him about this, he was indeed very angry, but what angered him the most was that he had waited for Mo Xiaoqing all afternoon, but she hadn't revealed a single word to him, not even a text message...
That's why the series of events just now happened.
"You didn't mention a word to me when you went back. I waited all afternoon, and you didn't call me once, so..."
Mo Xiaoqing felt helpless, and at one moment she felt both angry and amused.
This small misunderstanding almost led to a real argument.
She didn't even want to trace the source of all this, fearing that someone had seen her picking up reports at the hospital and then told Ji Muhan...
Then, this led to a series of absurd and ridiculous events...
But in fact, his thumb was constantly rubbing the back of his right hand, after living with him for a period of time…
Mo Xiaoqing noticed that Ji Muhan would do this whenever she had something on her mind that required deep thought or couldn't make a decision: her fingers would constantly rub something between her fingers...
On the surface, he appeared remarkably calm, but inside, a storm was brewing!
However, his experiences over the years have made him accustomed to not showing his emotions on his face.
Mo Xiaoqing thought about it for a while, but in the end she couldn't overcome her curiosity and asked the question that was on her mind.
"Besides, you still think that way. I don't want you to experience the pain of pregnancy and childbirth so early!"
Ji Muhan pleaded for mercy, a rare moment of helplessness on her face.
Without hesitation, Mo Xiaoqing replied, "Okay, then you can help me give birth?"
"..."
In short, regardless of how they ultimately resolve these matters, Ji Muhan is indeed going to be a father.
After this ordeal, Mo Xiaoqing was indeed exhausted. When the results came out, it was confirmed that she was indeed two months pregnant, without a doubt.
Ji Muhan was stunned, her face filled with disbelief, joy, and a barely perceptible worry...
He couldn't understand how she got pregnant. They usually took precautions, and there were many condoms in the cabinet next to their pillow!
It seems the only time I let loose was in the bathroom. That was the only time we ran out of condoms, so...we just...did it...
"Momo, how does the baby feel inside your belly right now?"
Mo Xiaoqing, "..."
Why does Ji Muhan's style suddenly seem so quirky, bizarre, and even a little bit adorably silly...?
"Well, I need to go home and really enjoy myself, and I'm hungry."
I couldn't be bothered to argue with him, so I went home.
As a newly appointed father, it's understandable that Mo Xiaoqing would ask such a silly...cute question.
Ji Muhan seemed to suddenly realize something and followed after him with a shy smile and big strides.
Even when he was a teenager and was directly admitted to the military academy, he had never shown such joy as he does now. At this moment, his face was beaming with pride, which he could not hide at all.
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