Mo Niannian was heartbroken. It was all her fault; she was such a bad mother.
"Mommy, blow on it, blow on it and it'll be fine. Don't cry, don't cry, the pain will fly away." Mo Niannian gently rubbed her hands, held her on the bed, and asked Xian Mingyu to go out and get the first-aid kit.
After coaxing the little one for a while, before Mo Niannian could even help her get dressed, the little one cried herself to sleep.
Mo Niannian only started applying the medicine after she fell asleep, otherwise the little one would definitely move around and not cooperate if she was awake.
After tucking her in with the blanket, Mo Niannian and Xian Mingyu left her room together.
Mo Niannian stood at the door of Xiao Youyou's room, looking at Xuan Mingyu in front of her, and sighed, "You've seen it all, haven't you? Over the years, it's just Youyou and me relying on each other. Apart from Axi occasionally coming to see us, Youyou is the apple of my eye, she's my everything. I may... still not be able to be with you for the time being, because I can't give you all my love. I'm a mother, I can't be so selfish and only think about my own happiness."
"I understand, I can understand you."
Xuan Mingyu pulled Mo Niannian back to her room.
Talking in the hallway too loudly will wake up the little one who has finally fallen asleep.
"So..." Mo Niannian didn't know how to start the conversation.
Actually, she didn't want to reject him. She couldn't deny her own feelings; she did have feelings for him. But... for Youyou's sake, she really couldn't divide her love so quickly.
Xian Mingyu nodded. He understood what she was saying, but he still had something on his mind to say to her: "I know that you have sacrificed a lot for Youyou over the years. If I had found you sooner, you and Youyou wouldn't have suffered so much together. Youyou will grow up sooner or later. Her world can't only have her mother forever. She also needs her father's love."
“I know it might be a bit abrupt for me to say this, I’m not her biological father, but I genuinely love Youyou and want to be good to her. I’ve never been a father before and I don’t know how to take care of a child, but I will try my best to learn. I want to share the burden with you, to take care of Youyou together, and to have a home together with you and Youyou.”
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