Sheng Yingying held her head with both hands and was also in great pain.
If these changes were gradual, like boiling a frog in warm water, perhaps we would accept them in a state of numbness.
But these changes happened too urgently and too suddenly. Almost overnight, everything changed.
Sheng Yingying couldn't help sobbing softly, "Sister-in-law, I'm so scared. I'm so scared that after giving birth to the child, I won't be able to become a normal person. What should I do? Chen Lie will definitely dislike me then. After all, even I dislike myself..."
She is sad and heartbroken.
Zhou Sese held Sheng Yingying's hand and gently kneaded it in the palm of her hand. "So that's why you ran away from home?"
Sheng Yingying looked at Zhou Sese blankly. "I didn't. I didn't want to run away, nor did I want to run away from home. I just... I just wanted to go out for a walk alone, but as I walked, I walked too far and came to a small alley that I had never seen before. I got lost."
Zhou Sese nodded, her face full of gentle and soft expressions, and she persuaded him, "Then what?"
Sheng Yingying recalled the scene of that day, "Then, I sat by the roadside to see if anyone passed by. I thought they asked for directions for a long time before a girl came over. I asked her if she knew where this was, and the girl took me to her home.
It was almost dark when the little girl's parents returned home. Brother Zhao and his wife asked me where I lived and said they wanted to send me back. I said my home was in Chenjia Village. Brother Zhao said he had heard of Chenjia Village but had never been there, but I could ask about it on the way.
I didn't want to cause them trouble, so I said my brother lived in the military compound. I thought they must know where it was. Sure enough, Brother Zhao said he knew, and Sister-in-law Zhao cooked me a bowl of noodles with two poached eggs.
After I finished eating noodles, Brother Zhao wanted to take me here, but it was too cold and the roads outside were all icy. Brother Zhao, a man, slipped and fell. The couple said they didn't dare to take me away, so they let me sleep with his daughter at their house for the night. This morning, the sun came out and the ice on the road melted a little, so Brother Zhao finally took me here.
Zhou Sese touched Sheng Yingying's hair distressedly, "Yingying, you have pregnancy anxiety disorder. Many women will have such symptoms when they are pregnant. When we women are pregnant, our endocrine system may be out of balance, including the urinary system and digestive system, which will be offset as the baby grows."
This doesn't seem intuitive.
Zhou Sese asked Sheng Yingying to take out paper and pen from the cabinet next to her, and Zhou Sese simply drew it on the paper.
First, he changed the internal organs of a normal woman, and then drew the internal organs of a woman who was ten months pregnant. "You see, it's normal like this. After pregnancy, our internal organs are all squeezed and moved upwards by the first palace... or what you call the dollhouse, which will cause various problems in the body.
The most common cause is excessive secretion of estrogen in our body. Too much estrogen will stimulate women to lose control of their temper, irritate the stomach, causing nausea and vomiting, and stimulate the follicles and chest, causing enlargement and pain in the breasts. These are all very common phenomena.
As for the memory loss and rapid hair loss you mentioned, they are also closely related to pregnancy. After the baby is born, you can take good care of yourself and rest well for half a year. Your body will recover to the state it was before pregnancy, and your memory will naturally recover as well.
Sheng Yingying was still worried. "I'm also afraid of giving birth to the child. I won't be able to take good care of him. What if I don't have milk? What if the baby is not healthy? What if I'm afraid of the pain and don't want to give birth to him?"
Zhou Sese understood.
It is indeed the essential symptom of depression during pregnancy, excessive worry, excessive thinking, and excessive reflection.
If you think too much, it’s hard not to be depressed.
Zhou Sese said slowly, "Yingying, getting pregnant is also a matter of chance. There is a story that says that every baby is the reincarnation of a little angel from heaven. When the father and mother on earth want to have a baby, the little angel from heaven will come out and choose their own parents.
Since the little angel has chosen you to be his mother, it means that the little angel likes you and that in his eyes, you would be a qualified and good mother. This is due to the fate between you as mother and daughter, or mother and son. With this fate, you are destined to be very happy. "
Sheng Yingying raised her head with tears in her eyes, her eyes red and pitiful, "Will it really be happy?"
Zhou Sese gently wiped the tears from her face with her fingertips, "When did your sister-in-law lie to you? You see, I was pregnant with twins. When I was six months old, my belly was as big as yours now. A few days before the baby was born, I couldn't even turn over. I needed help when I lay down, let alone lift it up.
I was also very anxious during that time because having two children would present far more challenges than just one. I was worried that if I took too long, the second child might be deprived of oxygen before the first was born. I was also worried that I wouldn't be able to deliver the baby. I didn't know how well a cesarean section would work, and what if my wound got infected after the cesarean section?
Sheng Yingying looked at her sister-in-law in disbelief. She seemed to have not expected that her sister-in-law, who seemed to have everything under control, would actually think about these things.
Seeing this, Zhou Sese curled her lips lightly and said while the iron was hot, "I was entangled with these problems until the day of delivery, but when I was lying on the operating table, about to give birth to two little lives, I only made one request to myself, that is, I am alive and the baby is alive.
Everything else is no longer important, including how I will give birth, whether the baby is ugly or handsome, healthy or slightly disabled, whether I can breastfeed after taking medicine after infection. None of this matters. I just want them to come into this world safely and be my children."
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