Chapter 554 What's wrong with your face?
Lu Miao was speechless, and suddenly fell silent as he stroked his flat belly with his head lowered.
Whether or not to consider having children in the first place is one thing.
Whether or not the child can be kept is another matter.
She suddenly felt depressed and a feeling of self-blame surged in her heart:
"I didn't find it in time..."
When her period was delayed at first, she also had doubts about it.
But I always thought that the probability was almost negligible, and the symptoms of dizziness and palpitations were obviously stronger than other symptoms.
She felt that it was more like insufficient qi and blood, and low blood pressure, and there was no way she could be pregnant, so she didn't take it too seriously.
Now that I think about it, if I had discovered it earlier, maybe she/he would be in a healthier state now...
"If you want to stay, the hospital will definitely have a way to help you recover. We can also support one or two more mouths at home. If you don't want to..."
Lu Yuanzheng stroked his forehead and said:
"That's nothing. The essence of the seed is more important than the quantity. Your family is open-minded about this. Wait for you to take care of your body. Once your uterus feels a little better in the next two months, come to the hospital for an induced abortion."
If the fetus hasn't formed in the first three months, it's still easy to induce labor.
It won't work in the next few months.
Not only does the level of danger increase.
The mother and the child will also develop feelings for each other, so how could they bear to let go at that time?
And to be fair, Lu Yuanzheng had two bloody memories before and after.
He subconsciously resisted the idea of women giving birth.
Emotions will be affected in a passive way, and the fight with the son-in-law at that time was somewhat related to this reason.
Lu Yuanzheng was not really looking forward to the birth of this child, but his thoughts were not important.
The young couple has their own family and they can make their own decisions.
Lu Miao grasped the key point of his words:
"My current physical condition is neither suitable for a normal pregnancy nor for a rash abortion, right?"
"yes."
Lu Yuanzheng nodded.
Lu Miao lowered his head and said in a dull tone:
"I understand. I will consider it carefully and make a decision."
The rabbit soup is warm but not hot, and tastes just right.
But after Lu Miao took a few bites, he still felt a faint fishy smell.
She ate reluctantly, but her scalp started to tingle as if she was going to vomit at any second, so she quickly pushed the bowl away with red eyes.
Seeing that she had drunk most of the bowl of soup and looked really uncomfortable, Lu Yuanzheng stopped forcing her and took the bowl and said:
"Just wait a moment. I'll go downstairs and get you some water to clear your mouth."
Lu Miao felt weak and drowsy, leaning against the pillow, nodding his chin barely audibly.
Fu Jingyou sent Shi An to the door of his house, watched Shi An enter the house from the corner, then turned around and got back into the car.
When he arrived at the hospital again, Lu Miao had fallen asleep again.
The conditions in the hospital were not as good as at home. Lu Miao leaned against the pillow, and the sweat on his forehead wet his soft hair.
Fu Jingyou wiped the sweat off her face carefully, and when he sat down he remembered that he had come in such a hurry that he didn't bring a basin or a towel.
She is particular about hygiene and feels wronged if she can't take a shower when it's hot.
No matter how sweaty you are, you will definitely not feel good when you wake up.
Fu Jingyou stood up and just happened to meet Lu Yuanzheng coming back from fetching water.
"Falling asleep again?"
"Hmm...did you wake up just now?"
"Wake up and eat something."
As Lu Yuanzheng spoke, he glanced at the ground and felt relieved when he saw that he hadn't vomited.
Fu Jingyou nodded and said:
"Dad, keep an eye on it for now. I'll go back and get some things."
"Um."
Lu Yuanzheng glanced at him and said:
"Go home and have a meal, wash up, and then come back. If there's nothing special going on, there won't be a need for so many people. I'll be back later and come back tomorrow to take your place."
"good."
The father-in-law and son-in-law agreed and went about their work separately.
Fu Jingyou packed up at home and came over with toiletries and a change of clothes.
Lu Yuanzheng waited for him to go downstairs and fetch some water before leaving.
The ward was a six-person room, but Lu Miao was the only one hospitalized.
Fu Jingyou locked the door, wiped her and changed her clothes.
Maybe the movement was too big and startled her.
She narrowed her eyes slightly, and reached out her hand to touch his face:
"What's wrong with your face?"
Lu Yuanzheng was angry at the time and did not hold back when he attacked.
Fu Jingyou also did not hold back when he hit himself out of guilt and reflection.
There are now two slap marks on his face, one on the left and one on the right, quite symmetrical.
"What's wrong?"
It was pitch black outside, and the ward was lit by a dim incandescent light, so the backlight made it difficult to see anything clearly.
Fu Jingyou took her hand and kissed it on his lips, then said:
"It's nothing, you're just dazzled. I'll wipe it for you and you can go to sleep without worry."
Lu Miao was in low spirits and dazed, letting him coax her into closing her eyes.
Although she didn't look at it carefully, Lu Miao always remembered what her father said at that time.
He hit himself...
At that time, she thought it was just a joke from her father, but now it feels like the truth.
"Don't mess with yourself, you're making me anxious..."
"Okay, I won't do it. Just sleep well and I'll still be here when you wake up."
Lu Miao closed his eyes, as if in a deep sleep, and nodded in a daze.
At night, Lu Miao woke up again in a daze and saw Fu Jingyou sitting upright by the bed, looking at her.
Unable to bear to see him sitting there like a fool, she moved and clapped her hands at her sides.
Fu Jingyou understood and pushed the adjacent beds together, placing them next to her on one side.
Lu Miao felt drowsy and fell asleep again.
She suddenly felt very weak, not only because of the burden caused by the parasitic little life in her body, but also because of external factors.
When you have concerns in your heart, you will have scruples.
During pregnancy, pregnant women are affected by hormones in their bodies, and their emotions are inherently changeable.
I have been very busy for a long time recently. I was annoyed at the Chinese Press first, and now I have to deal with more troubles at Renmin University.
But it happened to be replaced with a special identity.
I am also afraid of causing unnecessary trouble to my elders.
When it comes to actions, one has to restrain one's temper and actions.
I am usually like a little ancestor at home.
As soon as I stepped into the big family of society, I encountered setbacks and had to endure hardships frequently.
She was depressed, suffocated and angry, and the main reason was this.
Maybe this is reality.
Lu Miao had thought about these questions himself before.
The fact that she suffers from humiliation also shows that her position is not high enough.
Only when you stand at a higher position, you don't have to look at other people's faces...
If she wants to secure her position now, she has to swallow her anger.
Once she's on her feet, her children will have a better starting point, more resources to access when they enter society, and will be less likely to suffer bullying.
Lu Miao fell into a deep sleep with a frown on his face, and in his dreams he was hesitating and considering whether to keep the second baby in his belly.
Fu Jingyou sat next to her, also thinking about the child.
Not only was he completely sleepless, but when Fu Jingyou became irritable, he really wanted to hit himself twice again.
The more you looked forward to the previous pregnancy, the more anxious you are at this moment.
This child must not be kept.
But the problem is that Lu Miao is in poor physical condition at this stage.
This child can neither be kept nor be gotten rid of in a short time.
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