Sonia actually seriously considered whether to give up.
As a thousand-year-old magician soul demigod, Weishi is undoubtedly the world's top lobbyist. Even if you can ignore it at the time, Weishi's words are like fish bones in a rice ball, which you can't swallow or spit out. Even if you try hard not to think about it, you will still be hurt.
Because Vichy was right and they were wrong.
This kind of person is the most hateful. Even if you know that she has evil intentions, she hides her selfishness in her public interest. Not only can you not refute her, but the more you think about it, the more uncomfortable you will feel, and the more you doubt yourself.
For Ash, what he needs most is not a lover, but teammates who can fight side by side with him; for the team, female magicians who get along harmoniously are far better able to cope with the upcoming challenges than a group of scheming rivals; even for their own lives, practicing magic is far more important than developing relationships.
There were some words that Vichy didn't say, but everyone could hear the mockery she suppressed under her tongue -
What if Ash no longer likes them one day?
What if they no longer like Ash one day?
People change, feelings have a shelf life, promises are like ripe fruits, the moment they fall is sincere, but what is supposed to rot will still rot. Perhaps they can't even get to the point of torturing each other for love, the look in each other's eyes has lost the brightness of the initial love, the once shining advantages have become as insignificant as white rice grains, the once insignificant shortcomings have become as glaring as mosquito blood... In the end, looking back, all that is left is self-loathing for one's own ignorance and impulse.
Don't you think it's a bit too risky to bet your life on a promiscuous trash can?
Aren’t teammates who progress together better than lovers who are destined to deteriorate?
Either you don't listen to Vichy from the beginning, but once you listen, the pain like a fishbone will pierce your heart again and again, and the uncontrollable thoughts will spread rapidly in your mind like vines -
Is love really that indispensable to me?
Sonia didn't know about the others, but her answer must be no.
The education she received and the suffering she endured did not allow her to become a love-brained person. If she really became a man's appendage, like a vine that cannot survive without entwining a tree, and cannot survive without relying on a man, then what is the difference between her and those village girls in her hometown?
As a little girl who grew up watching the movies and TV series of Deda Rose, she dreamed of controlling her own destiny.
So Sonia has really wavered in the past few days. She will weigh the pros and cons and know what is good for herself. If she didn't like Ash from the beginning...if they were just teammates from the beginning to the end...even if Sonia would still follow Ash and betray the stars, she wouldn't have to toss and turn and feel wronged for Ash.
Sometimes Sonia felt that she was too lowly and humble. She obviously despised those stupid women who jumped into the fire pit without hesitation even though they knew it was a fire pit. She always felt that they had their own faults when they were harmed by scumbags... But when it was her turn, she desperately looked for reasons to make up for Ash, as if Ash was some kind of unparalleled treasure in the world, so she couldn't give up.
Perhaps fate gave them a window to escape. What was originally just a joke, quitting masturbation, allowed them to discover a perfect option. They didn't have to separate from Ash, but just temporarily return to being friends; they didn't have to scheme against the witches anymore, as they were a demigod team with common interests; they didn't have to become jealous and suspicious because of Ash anymore, and become unlike themselves.
Everyone can move towards a better future, and everything can move in a better direction.
Sonia simply couldn't find any reason to refuse. It was too perfect and too reasonable. Everyone, including Ash, would agree. Even she herself felt that she had been living a comfortable and happy life these past few days, without the boredom and annoyance of the previous half month.
However, however.
It was as if two flames were entangled in the quilt, and the warm breathing became the only sound in the narrow space. Sonia held Ash's hands tightly with both hands, kissed the corners of his mouth, and went down along his neck. Perhaps because of the curse of the shadow sword, Ash's soul body soon broke out in a thin layer of sweat.
Sonia didn't mind at all, licking his collarbone carefully, and deliberately rubbed his chest and abdomen with her soft body, stroking back and forth, gently squeezing. Ash felt that his heart and soul were about to melt like ice cream, and he couldn't help hugging Sonia and kissing her deeply, but his hands quietly untied and wandered around wantonly attacking the city.
Sonia bit his lips lightly and spat at his bitterness, but her hands moved down his chest, down, to the hottest part of this bastard's body.
Yes, Vichy is right.
Yes, he is indeed a fire pit.
Yes, love is indeed not indispensable to me.
Yes, maintaining team mate relationships is good for everyone.
But I just want to do something wrong.
I just want to jump into the fire pit of Ash and be melted by his warmth; I just want love, even if I will be tortured and bruised all over; I am just not satisfied with my teammates, I like him now so I just want to hug and kiss him.
I know what is good and what is bad, and I understand all the principles, but the moment I saw him, I fell completely in love with him.
A country girl is a country girl, a fool is a fool, I am an incurably silly girl, and he is my little trumpet.
After an unknown amount of time, Sonia suddenly hugged Ash tightly, her soft body tensed up in vain, and she covered her mouth tightly. After a moment, Sonia let out a lazy moan, and their hot breaths intertwined. Ash gently called her, "Sword Princess..."
"Don't blame me if I hurt you..." There was a hint of shyness in Sonia's chuckle.
After several minutes of quenching, Sonia snuggled in Ash's arms. Ash was like a furnace, his whole body was hot, and hugging him really felt like melting.
"You tricked me." Ash said suddenly.
"Um?"
"I can't turn on the lights now." Ash complained, "But I really want to see it."
"Use your imagination! You can figure it out by feeling it, right?"
"No, I mainly want to see you blushing, especially when you lower your head in embarrassment under the light. It must be very interesting."
"Bad intentions." Sonia hummed lazily, "I knew you were a bad man with bad intentions."
"You are obviously the bad woman." Ash tapped her nose and said with a smile, "We agreed to quit masturbation together, but you cheated on me."
"It's not considered cheating if they don't find out, and you and I are accomplices. If we are found out, I will put all the blame on you. It was you who forced me in and used all kinds of evil tricks to destroy my firm will." Sonia gently hit his chest: "I am just an innocent, pitiful, beautiful country girl."
"You are being unreasonable, aren't you?" Ash didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "I was the one who resisted stubbornly!"
"Yes, I am unreasonable." Sonia said fiercely: "Why, don't you like it?"
Ash bit his lower lip and rubbed Sonia's cheek against hers. "I spent the whole day struggling with my resolution, but it was as fragile as paper in front of you."
"Can you stop being so cute? I might really pester you for the rest of my life."
"I can't help it. I'm just so cute. You can only pester me for the rest of my life." Sonia said softly, "It's all your fault. It's all because of you that I'm no longer myself. You have to take responsibility for me."
Ash hummed softly, and after a while he asked again, "Are you sure you won't be discovered? You guys have finally created a good atmosphere these days, and I really don't want to become a nuisance to you guys again..."
"It feels a bit weird. Normally, your lines would be said by a third party who is trying to sow discord." Sonia asked, "Have you watched any romance dramas recently?"
“Just watched White Nights tonight.”
"No wonder... Don't worry, I can now use the Broken Lake to cut off the prophecy of the Gospel Spirit. As long as we don't make any noise or light, they won't find out." Sonia smiled softly and said, "Even if I come to see you every night, it won't affect our team training during the day."
Ash's heart beat fast, and Sonia immediately heard the zipper of her coat hissing and pulling, and the hot lava climbed up the soft mountains again. She bit her lower lip and said half teasingly and half shyly, "Are you still not full?"
Just as the temperature in the quilt rose again, a clear rainbow thread suddenly lit up in the dark tent. Under the gaze of the two, the rainbow thread formed a heart shape, and then they heard the inaudible sound of a zipper -
The tent curtain was pulled open!