Felix nodded repeatedly. Indeed, whether to save Ash was one thing, and what kind of relationship to establish with him afterwards was another. He could even find the scumbag Ash and whip his corpse, but the prerequisite was to find him first.

However, Shivlin's impeccable suggestion did not receive any response. Vichy stretched lazily, Weisser folded her hands in front of her chest and thought, Diya lowered her head, and Sonia pursed her lips and looked tangled.

"You guys..." Freya looked around, her heart sinking into an icy cave, as if she was getting to know them all over again: "You're not even willing to save people?"

"How should I put it?" Vichy hesitated: "Correcting the world line means a lot to us..."

“We’re afraid to revisit our memories.”

Sonia said calmly: "Although you said, Shivlin, after we rescued him, we can deny our previous relationship if we don't like it, but you have such an idea because you don't understand us."

Shivlin was startled.

"I would never allow a lover to be indecisive. The witch and the silver lantern are a little more relaxed, but if possible, who would be willing to share a lover? As for Vichy, she has been a heartless and lonely wolf for thousands of years. It is impossible for someone like her to like someone else." Sonia glanced at Vichy and continued, "Although it is possible that Ash mistook Vichy's false feelings for true feelings, in my opinion, Vichy should really like him."

Vichy seemed not to hear Sonia's words. She went to the refrigerator, took out a bottle of beer and drank it. Felix was a little puzzled: "Sonia, you said before that Vichy would not like others, why do you think Vichy really likes Ash?"

"Because we liked him before." Sonia said, "According to how much we value Ash, we can't allow a ghost prophet with ulterior motives to get involved in this messy relationship unless Vichy proves to us that she loves the same man as much as we do."

"So, can you understand what "Ash Hiss" is?" She looked at the copy of the diary in her hand with an extremely complicated expression: "Not only me, the witch, the silver lantern, but even the cruel and unruly ghost prophet have all fallen for him without exception, and even willing to wrong ourselves. Our principles and bottom lines have all been broken by him... Even after we were promoted to demigods, we still couldn't get rid of the whirlpool of emotions... If you say now that he is actually an evil god, I won't be surprised at all."

"Whether he has contaminated us through miracles or impressed us with his personal charm, it proves that we are already in his hands. We know ourselves very well, so we understand that there is no such possibility as "leaving him after regaining our memories". We don't even need to regain our memories. We may fall again just by meeting him again."

Weisser concluded: “We’ll always like him no matter how many times we repeat it.”

Diya shuddered: "Why does it sound like a curse?"

"I'll be frank," Sonia took a deep breath. "After I finished reading this diary and compared it with my memory, my first reaction was to be thankful... Thankful that he disappeared so completely, leaving no trace in my world. It's really great. If I had to miss him like a resentful woman, he might as well have just killed me."

"Without him, we would never have the strength we have now. I know we can never repay him. I would not be stingy even if I gave him my life, but 'self' is the only price I am unwilling to pay."

"If I save him, I will probably no longer be myself," Sonia said. "Either you are cruel to him, or you are cruel to me."

"I think what Freya said just now is right." Diya said softly: "Ash must be a perfect lover, but it is precisely because of perfection that we are afraid. If he was not so perfect, if we did not like him so much, if we were not so happy with him... maybe we would not be so afraid to meet him again."

"We even wore wedding dresses for him three days ago." Weisser said with a smile, "We must have had a lot of fun following him around in the past six months. But compared to the uncontrollable joy, I still want to take the initiative."

"Now is our only window to get rid of him. It's as if fate has taken pity on our depravity and given us a chance to wake up." Vichy said, "It is precisely because all traces of him have been erased that our rationality can return to the high ground and discover how absurd we were in the past... Jumping into the fire pit once is enough. How can we make the same mistake again?"

Freya hugged Shifrin tightly and murmured, "This is too cruel for him..."

"Page 187." Sonia held up the copy of the diary. "In the Faraway Space, he confessed to me and the witch for the first time that he liked us. Then I expressed my intention to break up, but in the end I still maintained a romantic relationship with him... Even from the diary he wrote, I can feel how conflicted I was at that time... I believe I have thought about leaving him countless times, but in the end I failed."

"I believe you must have thought about giving up, but this time, we really got what we wanted. Maybe I am happy when I am with him, but a world without him..." She tilted her head and said softly: "Isn't it good?"

Weisser said, "Even if we want to save him, he didn't leave any information. We don't know what he is doing, where he is, or even whether he is alive or dead. How can we save him?"

"From the diary, we can tell that he didn't want us to get involved in this matter, and he concealed key information such as amnesia. Maybe he was making up an excuse, but it was indeed him who didn't trust us and pushed us away first... Even if he did it 'for our own good', we are not his pets, and he has no right to make decisions for us."

Diya breathed a sigh of relief: "Yes, since he doesn't trust us, there is no need for us to force it!"

"In other words, we have reached a consensus?" Wei Xi smiled and said, "It seems that you finally understand that life will be much easier with just a little cruelty."

Felix looked at them and suddenly remembered her selfies with ratings, and an inexplicable sadness welled up in her heart. She was not sad for Ash. Ash's confession was right. Just by reading his diary, Felix despised his hair and his soul, and secretly agreed not to save him. She didn't want to know why she sent him a selfie... She just realized that Sonia and the other four would probably never go back to the past.

Having learned to be cruel and selfish, Sonia and the others seem to be no different from other magicians.

It turns out that they are not the ones who are truly unique.

"Then I'm leaving." Wei Xi said, "I don't want to provoke you for the time being. What are your plans?"

"I'm going back to Senluo." Weisser said, "Senluo will be my kingdom of lights sooner or later."

"It's time for me to fulfill my responsibilities as the Queen of Gospel." Diya sighed, "An Nan has complained many times."

"I'm going back to Fanxing to be with my family." Sonia looked at Deda Rose and Felix: "Let's say goodbye here."

"Goodbye, then."

"Come and play with me when you have time."

"Goodbye."

"snort."

After the four of them decided on their itinerary, they said goodbye and left without hesitation. When only Shivlin and the other three were left in the room, Freya still couldn't come back to her senses for a long time.

The Veela looked down at the copy of the journal in her hand and murmured, "Is this the end?"

"It's over." Shivlin said, "Not everyone is as love-brained as you."