Sonia is a loyal fan of Deda Rose and has been watching all kinds of movies and TV series starring Deda Rose since she was a child. When she was twelve or thirteen years old and full of ignorant yearning for love, Deda Rose was in her 18s and 19s and had starred in many love movies and TV series. The little village girl's view of love was gradually enriched and formed in those dramas.
Although Deda Rose is now a national-level female star, even her die-hard fan Sonia has to admit that the romance dramas she starred in when she was young were basically not popular.
In that era and even now, the love dramas that the stars love most are basically the types of infatuated love or polyamorous love entanglements. All the characters are entangled and hard to part with. They live and die for love, as if love is above all else. Sonia can understand this. After all, this kind of dramatic conflict is exciting and interesting.
However, Deda Rose rarely appears in this type of drama. She mostly appears in career dramas with only one female lead, detective dramas, or other dramas that do not focus on love. Although there are emotional scenes in them, they are basically relaxing transitions between tense plots, which make people smile knowingly and feel yearning.
In the few films and TV series that occasionally involve love triangles, Deda Rose rarely plays the leading female role, but is basically a supporting female role. Her roles can be either good or evil. Although she likes the male lead, she will never give up her ideals because of the male lead. In the end, she will become the opposite of the male lead, which is obviously different from other infatuated female characters, so she is often the first supporting female role to leave.
Later, when Sonia was fifteen or sixteen years old, Deda Rose also entered the peak of her career and starred in many Queen dramas - that is, the type where the heroine is the core of the whole play, and all the male characters are supporting roles - Deda Rose's calm, arrogant, indomitable and iron-blooded image in movies and dramas deeply shocked Sonia, who was still a test-taker at the time.
Because she was influenced by Deda Rose from childhood, it is natural that Sonia despises love and yearns for career when she grows up. Although Sonia's suppressed love heart is ready to move after meeting the viewer, it does not mean that Sonia has become stupid or changed her view of love. At most, she has regressed from the age of 20 to the age of 12 or 13 when she yearns for love.
When Sonia realized that the viewer had other opposite sexes in reality, her first reaction was of course anger, resentment, sadness, grievance and even murderous intent. She even wanted to use the Blood Moon to Shatter the Lake... No, she should use the Blood Flowers and Water Moon to chop the viewer into thirty-six pieces.
But after calming down, the village girl found that she could do nothing.
Nothing can be done.
Even though they meet in the virtual world every night, even though they have witnessed the golden fish, fought fiercely in the Legion of Heroes, supported each other in the amnesia cabin, and shared the future in the destiny quiz... they can share all the secrets and joys and sorrows, but they just can't touch each other's reality.
Even if Sonia really lost her temper and killed the viewer, she would only kill his soul projection. At most, she would let him recuperate for a few months, which was meaningless - let alone interfering with his life, Sonia couldn't even threaten his life.
Distance weakens the heartbeat to the point where only echo remains, and space makes feelings become a mirage floating in reality.
So even if the viewer has someone she likes in real life, what can she do?
Are you trying to win favor by acting cute like a kitten?
Are you losing your temper, showing a bad face and pressing forward?
Does teasing and seducing make him crazy?
Regardless of whether Sonia is willing or not, the point is that if she does these things, can it stop the viewer from taking actions in reality? Can it guarantee that the viewer will not be indecisive?
She can't.
Not to mention that Sonia didn't want to either.
After meeting the viewer, she never flattered anyone again, nor did she wear those masks of dressing up again. She found her true self and became a better self. She will not go back.
More importantly, she is already a two-wing magician, a sword saint seed, and there is no doubt that she will advance to the holy realm in the future, and sooner or later she will become a star noble! With such strength and prospects, she will be her own master wherever she goes. Why should she be worried and frightened because of a person? ?
Even if this strength was bestowed by the viewer, Sonia was willing to help him manage the team and try her best to complete the exploration and battle, but she would never give her whole body and soul to him!
Even though the viewer had taken the initiative to apologize and explain to her, Sonia did not change her mind. In fact, judging from the viewer's emotional structure, she felt that the viewer might not have taken the initiative, and the evidence was that he only felt guilty but had no regrets.
But if you don’t take the initiative this time, what about next time, and the next time?
She is someone who cannot solve problems, nor can she raise questions. Even if she kills many fish and dragons, it cannot give her the slightest sense of security.
In other words, the viewer has never done anything that can give people a sense of security: more and more operators, a reality that has never been connected... The viewer has never taken the initiative to express his attitude, and although he has lost his memory and been reborn, he was a strong man after all. Does he really have the softness in his heart to accommodate other people?
Maybe all this was just her wishful thinking, and now she is just accepting defeat.
Sonia has forgotten which movie or TV show this line came from, but she still remembers this line by Deda Rose: Those relationships that make you suspicious, anxious, uneasy, and even doubt whether you are good enough are burdens that you need to give up.
The village girl, who has always been decisive and proactive, had not pushed forward the emotional bond and maintained it in a hazy state before, also because she was aware of this concern. When this concern finally came true, she could withdraw cleanly and neatly without dragging it out or feeling grief.
It should be like this.
But when Sonia saw the spectator chatting and laughing with the witch during the battle, as if nothing had happened, she couldn't help but feel a surge of jealousy mixed with murderous intent in her heart - he really had never cared about me, and his apology just now was just a show, and without my obstruction, he couldn't wait to approach the witch.
Diya suddenly felt a chilling murderous intent coming from the side, and when she turned around, she saw Jian Ji casually killing a ferocious jackal dragon. Jian Ji approached with a smile and asked, "What are you talking about?"
"The viewer asked me if I was tired tonight. If I was, I might as well drive to a special building farther away to take a look around, and then I won't continue to search for resource points." Diya explained quickly.
"I see." Sonia said, and joined the conversation with a smile, but her hands did not slow down at all. Even though the ferocious jackal dragons here were cunning and resourceful, she still killed them all easily.
Back in the car, Diya, who was sitting in the front seat, looked at the two people talking and laughing in the back seat, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, thinking that the spectator was worthy of being an spectator, and he actually solved the sword girl's problem so quickly, and the two of them even reconciled completely -
White Queen: "They haven't reconciled. Look at Swordswoman's sword."
Diya looked over and found that the sword of the sword princess was not on her waist, but placed on the seat between her and the spectators.
Black Butler: "Look at the viewer's posture again."
Diya looked carefully and found that the viewer was facing the Sword Girl sideways, with his left hand not raised and always protecting his body, as if preventing an attack from the side.
Red Death: "Try sticking out your tongue and making a "hahu-hahu" sound again."
Diya did as she was told, and immediately attracted strange looks from the spectators and Sword Princess: "Hey? Why are they looking at me?"
"You acted like a dog just now, of course they looked at you." The Red Dead sighed, "I didn't expect you to actually do it."
"You're like a dog!"
Diya glanced at Sword Princess and the spectator and sighed in her heart.
Alas, the relationships between these adults are so complicated.
Fortunately, they and Ash simply like each other.
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After half an hour's drive, they arrived outside a black semicircular space. It looked like a black bowl turned upside down on the ground. Even the countercurrent golden rain could not illuminate the thick darkness.
"Dark Fantasy Miracle Park?" Sonia recognized it at a glance.
There are many kinds of miracle parks in the Continent of Time, such as the foggy miracle park they had visited before. The magician must capture the magic spirits in the fog, and once the fog dissipates, all the magic spirits will disappear.
The Dark Fantasy Sound Miracle Park is also such a challenging miracle park. It is absolutely impossible to detect the darkness inside. Even miracles will be ineffective, and the voices of the magic spirits will be amplified countless times. Although the magicians cannot understand them, their ears are full of noise.
The sorcerer must capture the magic spirits while his vision and hearing are all restricted. There is also a time limit. When the time is up and the darkness dissipates, all the magic spirits will disappear.
"If the three of us act separately, we might bump into each other." Ash suggested, "Why don't we hold hands? This way we can form a siege net to capture more magic spirits and avoid collisions."
It was a very reasonable proposal, and the witch and sword lady readily agreed. Diya glanced at them and said, "Why don't I walk in the middle?"
Ash shook his head: "Witch, you are proficient in the fist and claw faction, and Sword Princess is proficient in the sword faction. You are both much more agile than me. You should walk on both sides."
The three of them walked hand in hand into the darkness. Ash suddenly remembered something and gave each of them a sword of love: "Although it may not be of much use, it can at least strengthen your hearing and reaction ability."
It's that feeling again.
Every time she was strengthened by the viewer, Sonia felt like she was being hugged by him. But unlike the shame, anger, and joy she had felt before, this time she only felt the love in her heart, mixed with grievances, receding and rising again, rising and falling over and over again, and even her eyes turned red.
Fortunately, they have entered the Dark Fantasy Sound Miracle Park. No one will see the strangeness in her expression, and no one will hear the tsunami in her heart.
There was a thick darkness in her eyes, and her ears were filled with the cheerful or chaotic noises of magic spirits. The only entity she could feel was the hand holding hers. Just when she couldn't help but feel dependent on him, the village girl immediately suppressed this cowardly thought.
She wants to rely on him when she encounters danger, and her heart becomes upset when he touches her. How can she pull herself away? Is there anything more dragging than this?
I need closure, the Claw Club thought.
If you think about it carefully, they actually didn't do anything between them, no hugs, no kisses, not to mention anything else, at most they just rested their knees on each other and held hands. Thinking of this, Sonia looked at the darkness in front of her, listened to the noise in her ears, and couldn't help but come up with a bold idea -
Just as a conclusion, or perhaps as a reward, she would kiss him secretly here, no one would notice, and if anyone asked, she would say that a magic spirit had hit him in the face.
This idea quickly took root and grew into a towering tree. Sonia felt her heart beating faster and faster. Fortunately, the soul had no body temperature, otherwise she felt her hands would be hot.
There is no better opportunity, either for moving forward or for finishing.
Sonia took a deep breath and made up her mind. She turned her head quietly and leaned over gently.
Chirp.
Sonia was stunned.
She knew that the person in front of her was also stunned.
At this moment, she seemed to really see the viewer's pursed lips from the so-called "dark eyes", and saw the determination, uneasiness... and surprise on his face.
Although she had no body temperature, the heat seemed to burn from her lips to her ears. Fortunately, there was gentle darkness, so no one could see her blushing face.
"I caught it!" The witch's voice sounded beside him: "No wonder it was so loud, it turned out to be the 'Heartbeat' magic spirit!"