Chapter 49 Bibi Dong's Self-Reproach
Besides, Bibi Dong felt incredibly foolish for actually thinking that Qian Xunji would grant her and Yu Xiaogang their wish to be together. Back then, she was the Holy Maiden of the Spirit Hall, the next generation nurtured by the Spirit Hall with countless resources, yet she had become possessed and fallen in love with Yu Xiaogang.
If Bibi Dong put herself in her shoes, she would think that if her apprentice Hu Liena fell in love with a man from an opposing force, and was so deeply in love with him, she would also be furious and desperately try to separate the two. According to Father Luke, this kind of blow might very well be the reason why Qian Xunji lost his composure and all the tragedies happened back then.
Unconsciously, Bibi Dong thought about all the things she had secretly done for Yu Xiaogang over the years. Bibi Dong felt that she had been really stupid. In Yu Xiaogang's eyes, Bibi Dong's sacrifices were all taken for granted.
Unconsciously, Bibi Dong thought of her daughter, Qian Renxue. In a state of absolute rationality, Bibi Dong felt that she had really gone too far over the years. The harm should not extend to the next generation. How could she not have thought of that!
Bibi Dong also recalled the scene when Qian Renxue awakened her martial soul at the age of six. After awakening, Qian Renxue only wanted to share the news that her talent was extraordinary, but because she thought of that scumbag Qian Xunji, she slapped Qian Renxue and told her to get lost. Thinking about it again, Bibi Dong felt that she really shouldn't have done that, after all, Qian Renxue just wanted her concern. Bibi Dong unconsciously began to feel a little guilty.
Father Luke noticed that Bibi Dong's emotions were fluctuating greatly, and she almost broke through his seal. Father Luke also felt that the time was about right, so he took the initiative to help her break the seal.
After Bibi Dong's seal was broken, she regained her emotions and desires. At this moment, Bibi Dong no longer had the idea of destroying the Spirit Hall. At the same time, she also wanted to make up for the lack of love for her daughter.
After a while, Bibi Dong recovered and bowed deeply to Father Luke. Because she had entered a state of absolute rationality this time, her obsession with Yu Xiaogang had dissipated considerably. At the same time, Bibi Dong felt that her Rakshasa Heart had also taken a big step forward.
Seeing that Bibi Dong had recovered, Father Luke ignored her little scheme and spoke up, saying, "Your third obstacle is the domain you obtained in the City of Slaughter, the Domain of the God of Slaughter."
"The God of Slaughter Domain? How is that possible?" Bibi Dong thought to herself. But suddenly, she remembered what Father Luke had said before about why Qian Xunji couldn't beat Tang Ritian, and her heart sank.
"The God of Slaughter Domain is just the initial form of that god's domain, and its amplification for you is not really that great. However, that shameless person can influence your thinking through the God of Slaughter Domain. Therefore, if you want to cultivate the Rakshasa Heart, you must handle the God of Slaughter Domain well, comprehend your own killing intent, and completely transform this domain into your own domain," Father Luke explained.
"Senior, is there still any obsession that could affect the Rakshasa Heart?"
"There is indeed one more, but I feel you should have already resolved it. That is, how you should treat your daughter. You should know that the first Angel God and the first Rakshasa God were sisters. Although their divine authority was in conflict, I think the Rakshasa God did not want her successor to be in conflict with the successor of the Angel God."
After Father Luke finished speaking, Bibi Dong recalled the scene he had shown them earlier: the Rakshasa God protecting the Angel God in a dangerous situation, risking his own life. After a moment's thought, Bibi Dong felt she could do the same, even without reaching that state of absolute rationality. After all, even if she disliked Qian Renxue, she was still her daughter, and she would definitely risk her life to save her if her daughter were in danger.
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