◎ "I don't want to be with you even if I die."◎
The pain came like a tide. For a moment, An Jiu was in so much pain that she could hardly speak. Her whole body was shaking, and her hands and feet were cramping. The pain was comparable to that of slow slicing, and she wished she could die.
It hurts so much.
It hurts so much.
Why does it hurt so much?
She could even hear her teeth clenching uncontrollably, making a clattering sound, and her mouth was filled with a strong smell of blood.
In the severe pain, consciousness seemed to become blurred, leaving only a glimmer of clarity.
She could feel a pair of cold, temperatureless hands trembling as they held her face. That feeling made her think of the winter day when heavy snow fell on her face, gently covering it.
My vision was a little blurry, as if covered by a veil, and everything I saw became hazy and unclear.
Including the man's frightened, bloodshot face.
It was like falling into deep water. Her vision was shaking and the sounds from the outside world were slowly coming in. That mournful cry was like a stretched line, reminding her of the slow-playing cassette disc, ringing strangely in her ears.
"No--!"
The body fell uncontrollably into a cold embrace.
It was so cold, not only myself but the other person was also extremely cold. Two people snuggling together were unable to keep each other warm.
An Jiu's eyes went dark, his will sank, and he almost fell asleep.
However, remembering that there were still some things he hadn't said and some tasks he hadn't completed, he struggled to pry open his heavy eyelids, opened his mouth with difficulty and force, and used all his strength to utter broken syllables.
"Pei, Pei Ji..."
As soon as she called out his name, the blood gushing out of her mouth choked her and made her cough continuously, making it difficult for her to breathe.
"Don't talk, please, don't talk." A low and hoarse voice penetrated into the eardrum.
A big hand held my wrist, and then my body was tapped several times quickly, and the warm liquid flowing out of my mouth gradually stopped.
Then, she was laid down flat on her back, and golden needles quickly flew down and pierced into the acupuncture points all over her body.
The severe pain began to subside, consciousness gradually returned, and the blurred vision began to become clear. An Jiu saw a face full of anxiety, pain, and fear.
She was obviously in a lot of pain, but he seemed to be in more pain than her.
The man's dark eyes turned bloodshot, his jawline was taut, his hand was inserting the needle at the fastest speed in his life, and big beads of sweat rolled down his forehead.
I’m afraid that if I’m a step slower, it will be irreversible.
At this time, Anjiu was able to breathe again, and the pain in his body was gradually bearable, although he would still spasm uncontrollably from time to time.
She thought of Pei Ji's appearance every time the poison took effect. She should be as miserable as him now, right?
Watching the man lower his head and insert the needle quickly, An Jiu exhaled heavily and said slowly: "You know you can't save me."
How could he save her if he couldn't even save himself?
The man raised his head when he heard the voice, his red eyes fell on her face, staring at her intently, with a layer of tears in his eyes.
His thin lips turned pale, and he opened his mouth, but for a moment he was unable to utter a word. He swallowed and then asked in a hoarse voice, "Why?"
After asking one question, he asked again: "Why?"
Then the third time: "Why do you do this?"
His voice was hoarse.
With Pei Ji's medical skills, he could tell what she had done just by feeling her pulse. Moreover, he could also feel the changes in himself. The ease and comfort of being cured of all serious illnesses and feeling like a dead tree coming back to life were things he had never experienced before. If he had been more careful, he would not have taken it as the joy of having his wish fulfilled.
But there are no ifs.
Everything has happened.
An Jiu lay there, her body felt so heavy that she wanted to close her eyes and have a good sleep.
But she knew it wasn't time to go to bed yet.
She tried hard to raise her lips and reveal a smile, but because she had no strength, her voice was very soft, as if it would be blown away by the wind.
"I saw many medical books in the library."
After she spoke a sentence, she had to rest for a while before she could gather up the strength to speak the next sentence.
"There is a book that records the twin Gu."
The man's eyelashes trembled, his black eyes were bloodshot, and he knelt in front of her. He could no longer make any expression. On his handsome face, there was only numb, dead despair.
"I know that only the Twin Gu can cure your poison and keep you alive."
An Jiu took a breath, and another stream of hot liquid flowed out of his mouth and slid down his chin.
A slender jade-like hand reached out and tremblingly brushed across her chin, its white and clean fingertips stained with blood.
He didn't care at all, and stubbornly lowered his eyes, wiping the blood off her face bit by bit.
"Then... you had an attack of poison and accidentally let me see the mechanism at the head of the bed... you probably don't remember it."
The hand that wiped the blood from her body trembled even more violently.
An Jiu couldn't help but smile, but he started coughing again the next second. It took him a while to stop coughing, and his face, which had just been wiped clean, became dirty again.
Drops of scalding water fell from the air, one drop at a time, hitting her face. Mixed with the vomited blood, they rolled down onto her clothes like a torrential rain.
An Jiu looked up at the man, into his dark, rain-soaked eyes, and whispered, "Pei Ji, I want you to be alive."
"I don't want you to die."
Her voice became increasingly careless, and her vision became blurred for some reason. Warm water flowed down from the corners of her eyes and slid into her temples.
"I know you don't want to die..."
Before he could finish his words, he felt a sharp pain in his stomach, which made the rest of his words choke in his throat.
The man, who had remained silent from beginning to end, finally uttered a hoarse voice at this moment.
"I want to live because I have you in my life."
“There are still things in this world that I miss.”
"If you're not here, why should I live alone?"
He seemed to have suddenly made a decision, and his expression became extremely calm.
Pei Ji reached out and gently picked up An Jiu, tidied up her scattered hair and messy clothes, then held her tightly in his arms, and the two of them lay together on the big red wedding bed.
During the whole process, An Jiu was unable to resist or stop it.
She guessed what he was going to do.
"Jiu'er, even if I can only be your wife for one day, it is God's blessing on me, and I am already satisfied."
He hugged her tenderly and whispered softly in her ear: "Don't be afraid, I will go with you. On the road to the underworld, we are also husband and wife. Let's go through this journey together, okay?"
An Jiu thought, should that be enough?
Sure enough, the next second, a stereotyped electronic sound came from my mind.
[Congratulations host, you have successfully captured the target Pei Ji, and his favorability towards you has increased by +1, currently 100. ]
Please make the following selection within five minutes:
1. Return to the original world.
2. Stay in the present world. 】
【Countdown five minutes, please pay attention to the time. 】
Only five minutes.
An Jiu turned her head and looked at the man beside her. He was gazing at her deeply. His eyes were deep and silent, like the bottom of the sea thousands of miles away, so deep and dark, filled with heavy emotions.
Just one look at it makes one breathless.
It turns out that a 100 favorability rating really means living and dying together.
An Jiu closed his eyes and asked the system in his mind: "After I complete my mission, if my favorability declines, I can still go home, right?"
[Of course, the mission is completed, and the opponent is no longer a target for capture. ]
After a pause, the system asked curiously: [Host, what do you want to do? ]
An Jiu didn't reply, time was running out.
She opened her eyes again and looked at Pei Ji. He was still looking at her, not blinking, never looking away for a moment, as if he could put her into his eyes and never separate from them from now on.
I don’t know if it was a last burst of energy, but An Jiu felt that his body suddenly had strength.
She curled the corners of her mouth and called his name softly under the man's deep and affectionate gaze.
"Pei Ji... do you think what I just said is true?"
The man's calm brows gradually began to show ripples.
An Jiu smiled softly, but the look in her eyes when she looked at him gradually became cold, without a trace of emotion, and finally turned into disgust.
All these changes happened right under Pei Ji's eyes, and he didn't miss a single thing.
"It's all lies to you."
The girl was lying in the bright red quilt, her face as pale as paper, looking pale. But she had a happy, irrepressible smile on her face. Her beautiful peach blossom eyes curved into a crescent moon, and she was clearly about to die, but there was no fear in her expression.
"I already knew you were Fei Yi, and you were also Xian Wu Ming. I knew it from the beginning."
There was still a hint of pain in the corners of her eyes and eyebrows, which was the effect of the poison, but her black eyes were as bright as stars, filled with a sly and complacent smile.
"You approached me, used me, wanted to use me to detoxify you, and humiliated and deceived me many times. I know everything you did. How dare you expect someone to love you when you are so evil?"
Under An Jiu's gaze, the man's expression became stiffer and stiffer.
"I never loved you, and I never loved you. Everything I have done was a lie to you. I am not the real Anjiu. I am a lonely soul from another world. I came here to punish you. Now, you have fallen in love with me, and you will lose your love in the future. I have completed my mission and will return to my world and never come back again."
The girl lay there, but her eyes seemed to be looking down upon him.
That arrogant, disgusted look, as if he was some kind of dirty thing that was disdained, and she was finally going to get rid of him completely.
Are they all fake?
She doesn't love him, never loved him?
His heart suddenly felt extremely painful, and Pei Ji couldn't help but bend down and hunch his back.
There was a rumbling sound in his head and the world seemed to be falling apart overnight. These were not enough to describe how he felt at that moment.
"You've done such bad things, you've killed so many people, how dare you ask others to love you? People like you will go to hell after you die. I don't even want to die with you, do you understand?"
The girl's voice continued to be heard. She seemed to want to express all the dissatisfaction hidden in her heart. She didn't need his response, but just kept counting the evidence of his crimes.
Every word, every sentence, was like a sharp knife cutting into his heart, a torture to him.
Why does it hurt so much?
The pain was a thousand times more than when the poison took effect. It hurt so much that he could hardly suppress the roar in his throat and almost suspected that the heart in his chest would break.
Stop it, stop it.
He wanted her to shut up, to stop, but he couldn't even move, couldn't even open his lips.
The whole person seemed to sink into the endless bottom of the water, and the suffocation enveloped him, making him unable to move, speak, or make the slightest reaction.
I could only watch her smile, her complacency, her contempt and disdain.
Heart broken into ashes.
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