Chapter 89 Does Your Husband Like Being Served?
In the dark and silent living room, Shen Wuhuai leaned against the door, his rough hands intertwined and pressed against Yu Zhao's back.
Yu Zhao has been reluctant to let him go, and Shen Wuhuai said that he would never break up with Yu Zhao and would not go anywhere without Yu Zhao's permission.
Yu Zhao's sense of dependence was fully expressed at this moment. He hesitated to speak, his voice was hoarse, and he raised his head to try to question Shen Wuhuai: "Do you know how much I hate you..."
He hated Shen Wuhuai for coming back too late.
However, he knew best that their breakup was not Shen Wuhuai's fault. He wanted to blame his boyfriend like others did. He had waited too long.
Shen Wuhuai lowered his head and stroked Yu Zhao's head. He had never seen Yu Zhao cry for him like this before, and now that she was crying, he felt so distressed. He wiped Yu Zhao's tears and said, "It's enough that you hate me, but I love you."
"Get out of here, I'm not serious," Yu Zhao whispered, "I don't hate you. Shen Wuhuai, you're so awesome..." He didn't finish his words, implying that Shen Wuhuai was so outstanding, yet he couldn't escape Lu Qi's trap.
Shen Wuhuai held the Omega's face with both hands, "I was very strong in front of you, right? I wanted to protect you so much at that time. I was like a salted fish when I was out of your sight."
The fact is that Shen Wuhuai is no match for Lu Qi, who is cunning and skillful. Lu Qi can tame Shen Wuhuai, who has been through a lot.
Shen Wuhuai had been away for three years, and in the third year he had completely lost his value.
He knew that his parents in heaven hated him to death because he had failed to preserve the company's final commercial value, and he had been tortured to the point of being inhuman, degenerating into an ordinary person who could be despised by anyone.
He repents, he is useless, he is decadent.
Lu Qi no longer regarded him as an enemy, but a subordinate.
A loyal dog.
When death was approaching, he was willing to give up everything and return to Yu Zhao.
Death was a weight that added to Shen Wuhuai's guilt. He had prayed that his parents would forgive him, and the source of his happiness was Shen Yuqi and Qin Zhi.
But happiness was getting farther and farther away from him. When he met Yu Zhao, he learned to grasp the next arrival of happiness.
Shen Wuhuai is extremely conceited and he cannot get out of the haze.
He thought about death, that he could atone for his sins.
Death is the most conservative option he has ever thought of. For three years, he has been wandering between nightmares and suicide. The nightmares are the torture and irony of Lu Qi, and suicide is the road to freedom.
What about Yu Zhao?
He seldom thought of him.
Shen Wuhuai's life as a walking corpse fell into an endless abyss. The abyss swallowed him, darkness invaded him, and pain spread and controlled his brain.
Yu Zhao is the only person Shen Wuhuai thinks of when he is not in pain. His life is very hard, and he doesn't want the only person he loves to live in his bitter memory.
As time went by faster and faster, his negative emotions were slowly washed away. After he lost his value, he actually hoped to return to Yu Zhao.
He learned from his mistakes and decided that he didn't want Yu Zhao to live in pain anymore.
They can still love each other as long as Yu Zhao is willing to accept him.
"..." Yu Zhao looked at him. Shen Wuhuai was joking seriously. Yu Zhao approached him and looked into his eyes. He couldn't help but angrily scolded him, "Stinky salted fish, I won't wait for you anymore."
After saying that, Yu Zhao stood up and sat on Shen Wuhuai's thighs, leaned over and kissed Shen Wuhuai. Shen Wuhuai responded in a low voice, saying, "I won't let you wait for me anymore, Zhao Zhao."
Shen Wuhuai picked him up gently. The moonlight lengthened their shadows, shining suddenly in the silent and dark living room.
The recognition stays at a certain moment and its value rises, becoming a souvenir that cannot be measured by money. Yu Zhao will never forget this night, and he learned to express his love.
He loves Shen Wuhuai.
He said this to Shen Wuhuai in person.
Shen Wuhuai knelt on one knee on the edge of the bed. He bent down and kissed Yu Zhao. Those Alphas who had repeatedly thought about ending their lives finally gave up all the thoughts the moment they saw their lover.
Yu Zhao pressed his cool face against Shen Wuhuai's shoulder, enjoying the moment.
He was still immersed in joy, and the next second he suddenly said: "Are you going to do it when you come back?"
Shen Wuhuai paused, he leaned his head closer to Yu Zhao's earlobe, the scent of the Omega was refreshing, he explained hesitantly, "No, no... I just want to kiss you."
Hearing this, Yu Zhao smiled, "Shen Wuhuai."
Shen Wuhuai buried his head in the crook of his neck and said sullenly, "Yeah, I'm here."
Yu Zhao didn't have anything to say, he just curled up quietly in Shen Wuhuai's arms.
Just like many years ago, in a spacious and clean rental house, with the fragrance of shower gel lingering in the air, they lay on the bed, wrapped in the autumn breeze, fell asleep until the early morning, and then walked into the campus side by side, talking and laughing, playing and quarreling.
The eighteen or nineteen-year-old boy was full of vigor and vitality. Even if he was in a swamp, Yu Zhao would always have Shen Wuhuai by his side, leading him out of the encirclement.
"Zhao Zhao, you've been drinking." Shen Wuhuai asked.
Yu Zhao: "Yes, it's necessary for socializing."
"Are you used to drinking? Take me with you, I can stop you from drinking."
Yu Zhao pondered, "I don't drink every day, just occasionally."
Shen Wuhuai looked at him, "So... how do you get along with Uncle Yu? And your brother and Director Wu?"
The room was dead silent again. They could hear each other's heartbeat and breathing, which were 100% repetitive. Yu Zhao said, "Shen Wuhuai, did you know their identities a long time ago?"
"A little earlier than you." Shen Wuhuai confessed truthfully, "At that time I thought about telling you, hoping that you would be happy to accept the fact, but we didn't have many opportunities to meet each other afterwards."
"..." Yu Zhao rested her head on his arm, "They are very good to me, especially Director Wu. Even though I am her father's child, she has never blamed me for my existence."
Shen Wuhuai smiled, "Right, I liked her quite a lot when I was studying, even though she was always against me. She dragged me to the office and told me not to date you. She warned me that I could only date you if I could get into a junior college. Unfortunately, we still ended up together."
The senior year of high school was a tense and joyful time, except for the setbacks, the good things were always with them.
"Zhao Zhao," Shen Wuhuai touched his nose, "You must have done very well in the college entrance examination."
"Not bad." Yu Zhaoyu said with deep emotion. He admitted that he was depressed for a while after losing Shen Wuhuai, especially after the competition, he was determined to return to normal life.
In fact, it is not that simple.
He fell into a vortex of endless sadness and always performed poorly in the various mock tests before the college entrance examination. Yu Zhao, who was so indifferent, often failed because of love.
"How did you get out?" Shen Wuhuai kissed his forehead, as if he was deeply in love with him: "My dear, I'm sorry."
"Tangtang told me to treat you as dead."
"..." Shen Wuhuai's mouth twitched, "Looks like someone needs to be punished."
"He is a child and doesn't care about what he says." Yu Zhao said, "I am just trying to comfort you, I won't really kill you." He paused, he held the butterfly pendant on his chest, "I want you to change this thing into a ring one day."
Shen Wuhuai pursed his lips and smiled, "Now you marry me, I will pay the bribe, right?"
Yu Zhao: "I don't know. If we follow the agreement made three years ago, I can marry you if I have a car and a house."
Shen Wuhuai said nothing. He tucked in the quilt. The night wind was unusually cool.
"Now it's my turn to ask you." Yu Zhaoyi said sternly.
"Just ask." Shen Wuhuai said.
"How are you doing?"
Shen Wuhuai: "It's pretty good. I won't starve to death, and I won't die either. I'm quite free. I just don't have any contact with the outside world."
"Did you participate in the competition?"
"I went there. Lu Qi compromised and let me go. I couldn't enter the examination room without my admission ticket." Shen Wuhuai said, "But later the examiner agreed to let me in. The test results were announced the following year. I didn't pay attention to it."
Yu Zhao also didn't pay attention to it. He knew that with his level, he couldn't rely on competition for admission. Later, he studied hard and won the college entrance examination with one victory, and was admitted to S University as the top scorer in science in A City.
"Yu Hao checked Lu Qigan's private affairs through the dark web. You mentioned to me before that he treated you badly. Is it this time..." Yu Zhao could actually guess.
Shen Wuhuai patted his head and said, "What are you thinking? Even if they want to abuse me, they have to use me completely before abusing me. I have no commercial value anymore, so they kicked me out."
Shen Wuhuai coaxed the Omega gently, "Do you feel sorry for me?"
"Nonsense." Yu Zhao said in a voice as quiet as a mosquito. "Even if I feel sorry for you, I don't want you to feel bad."
"Okay Zhao Zhao, I'm fine." Shen Wuhuai laughed happily, "Don't think too much, I know you love me, and I love you too."
"That's too corny." Yu Zhao slowly turned around.
Shen Wuhuai saw that the person beside him was still the same as before, so he whispered in Yu Zhao's ear, "Zhao Zhao, now that I'm here again, I'm really worried that you might have forgotten me a long time ago. They say that if lovers don't see each other or contact each other, they basically agree to break up."
Ultimately, Yu Zhao was unwilling to let go of this relationship. He was willing to spend three years waiting and was unwilling to spend energy getting to know the next Alpha who was as meticulous as Shen Wuhuai.
"Didn't you say everything I wanted to say?" Yu Zhao said.
"What? The I love you?"
"Um."
"That's why I mustered up the courage to call you," Shen Wuhuai recounted what had happened to him, speaking every word to Yu Zhao as if he were reciting a text.
"When I arrived at S University, I heard everyone discussing a junior who rejected a classmate. I listened carefully and realized it was you," said Shen Wuhuai.
Yu Zhao frowned, something was a little off... He was shocked, "You... you knew?"
Shen Wuhuai raised the corner of his mouth, "How can I declare my sovereignty if my engaged boyfriend doesn't show up?"
"How could you go secretly..." Yu Zhao's words had just fallen.
Shen Wuhuai touched his hot face and said with great relief: "Zhao Zhao, I think your words gave me courage."
At least Shen Wuhuai could understand Yu Zhao's thoughts, and they could still continue to love each other.
Yu Zhao said in a low voice, "Really? I said that because I wanted to reject him."
"I want to marry you, too." Shen Wuhuai poked his forehead with his index finger.
"oh."
"Don't be so cold, husband."
“……”Yu Zhao ignored him.
Shen Wuhuai held the Omega's waist from behind, and said in a deep and magnetic voice, "Honey, I regret it. I want to do it."
"Get lost, uh - I need to take a shower first, Shen Wuhuai..."
…
It was already midnight, and after three or four years of dating, it was still the first time for Yu Zhao to come back.
Shen Wuhuai felt distressed and happy. He coaxed the Omega gently, "The water is so thick, husband, you still like to be served..."
"Shen Wuhuai, get out!"
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