Chapter 352
Although Chu Xiu's abilities were not bad, Qi Heng knew why he preferred Chu Xiu - it was because Chu Xiu was the best looking among the Zerg candidates.
When everyone's abilities are similar, it is not a problem to choose according to your own preferences.
Even when he was outside the game, he had the same idea as the Overlord.
The numerical capabilities are similar, so of course I choose the best looking one.
After all, the General Consul often sees them, and choosing a good-looking one will make you feel better when listening to the report.
Well, they are all pixelated figures, but he just thinks the one with silver-white hair looks better.
At that time, I didn't think there was anything wrong. I just thought that the silver-haired guy was beautiful. Now I think that there may be a dominant subconscious that is interfering with me.
Even though the memories are not connected, they are still his after all, so it is not surprising that he would behave subconsciously in some matters.
Chu Xiu's expression was moved. He looked at him with a touching face and blurted out "Your Majesty".
Qi Heng felt a little guilty when he was looked at.
In the master's memory, Chu Xiu had always been a mature and steady young man. It was rare for him to show his emotions like now. He would only show some emotion when he was severely bullied.
——Stop thinking.
If I think about it again, I should avoid posting inappropriate content.
Facing Chu Xiu, who trusted him so much, how could he possibly make such an embarrassing request? Qi Heng was torn between two ideas.
He had been thinking about this for a month and finally made a decision today.
The almost unchanged degree of integration compared to a month ago also forced him to make a decision quickly, otherwise any further delay would only ruin "his" own business.
Qi Heng knew this very well, so after making the decision, all that was left was to speak.
Chu Xiu would not refuse.
As long as you speak up, you will succeed.
Qi Heng's thoughts were in a mess. He had a good idea, but when it came time to speak, he couldn't say it.
While he was silent, Chu Xiu was in a good mood.
You know, Chu Xiu has been in a bad mood for the past month, mainly because of the photos he posted a month ago.
Those photos of female insects.
The wings of female insects are different, and they are also asked whether they look good or not.
Chu Xiu didn't quite understand what he meant by posting this, but since it involved him, he couldn't help but think about it.
The only person in this world who can affect his thoughts and make him irrational is His Majesty.
But I didn't dare to ask, for fear of hearing an answer I didn't want to hear.
So I weighed it and just gave a normal answer, and a month passed like this.
During this month, he and His Majesty had little communication. Although he didn't know what His Majesty was busy with, he thought it was always related to the matters of male or female insects.
This was not the first time Chu Xiu had known about His Majesty's sense of responsibility.
Thinking of the care His Majesty had put into his treatment, Chu Xiu felt a little sad, as if the treatment that belonged to him alone was being shared with other Zergs.
It seems that I am no longer the most special one.
It wasn’t originally.
If I didn't know His Majesty's identity, I would think he would be no different from other Zerg.
Chu Xiu couldn't help but think so.
Until today.
After not contacting each other for a month, Chu Xiu was actually not sure whether he would get a reply to his inquiry. After all, His Majesty was sometimes too busy to take care of other things.
But he still asked tentatively.
It doesn’t matter if I get rejected, but if His Majesty agrees, then I will make a profit.
With this mentality, Chu Xiu waited for His Majesty's reply.
Not only did he agree to go home today, he also agreed to my request to pick her up. In addition, he even took my taste into consideration when asking Ghost to buy ingredients.
When Chu Xiu thought of this, he couldn't help but feel happy.
Your Majesty can always easily stir up his emotions, making him fall into anxiety and fear, but can also pull him out of loss with just one word.
Chu Xiu thought, even if His Majesty liked other female insects, it didn’t matter. After all, he was the only one closest to His Majesty.
And he was confident that no matter what he competed in, he would not lose to other female insects.
Your Majesty is special to himself.
Chu Xiu thought that even Lan Yi and Yan Ning, who had met the female insect of His Majesty earlier than him, had not yet gotten close to His Majesty's heart.
Even though we are familiar with each other, we still maintain a sense of distance and stay not far away.
Since this is the case, then can I ask for more? At least I am very close to His Majesty, right?
Even in the past, when he was closer to His Majesty, he had never felt so cared for as he does now.
He thought that even if he was rejected, with His Majesty's gentle character, he would just return to his original position.
It can't be worse than it is now.
Chu Xiu made up his mind that he could not let the opportunity slip away, and he must seize it so that he would not regret it.
At the same time, Qi Heng also decided to cut the Gordian knot and rush forward.
"His Majesty……"
"Chu Xiu, I..."
They looked at each other, spoke at the same time, and then stopped talking tacitly.
In the end, Qi Heng reacted faster. He said, "You speak first."
"No, you should speak first." Chu Xiu subconsciously refused.
"..." Qi Heng, who had finally mustered up the courage, was suddenly shattered and now wanted to back out.
"You should speak first. My business is not important."
Chu Xiu was not the type to be indecisive, so after hearing what he said, he did not back down.
"I like you and want to pursue you. Can you give me a chance?" Chu Xiu looked at him seriously and spoke every word clearly.
Qi Heng suspected that he was hard of hearing, otherwise how could he hear Chu Xiu say that he wanted to pursue him? He must be joking.
The smile on his lips froze. "I didn't hear clearly. Say it again."
"I said, I like you and want to pursue you."
Chu Xiu was a little nervous when he said it the first time, but he was just confident and serious the second time.
"I know that with my status, I am not worthy of you."
Whether in the past or now, everything he has is given by His Majesty, and he has nothing else.
But after going through so much, Chu Xiu didn't want to wait any longer. Even if he would be rejected, he wanted to try it once. At least in the future... he wouldn't have regrets when he thought about it.
"You can reject... me." Chu Xiu's voice was a little difficult.
Although he said that, he would still be sad if he was really rejected.
Being stared at by Chu Xiu's eyes, Qi Heng moved his lips but couldn't utter a word. He really felt a little regretful now.
Why did you modestly let Chu Xiu speak first? If you had known earlier, you would have spoken first! If you hadn't let Chu Xiu speak, you wouldn't have to face this difficult situation now.
How to answer this?
She said she could refuse, but her expression looked like she would burst into tears the next second if she really refused.
Was it possible to get away with this question by making jokes? But Chu Xiu was so serious, wouldn't it be a bit too much to give a perfunctory answer?
What does Chu Xiu look like in the Lord’s memory?
He was calm and composed during the audience, and handled his work meticulously and impartially, just as everyone expected of an Imperial Chancellor.
In private... Chu Xiu, who was lying quietly beside the master, could be described as obedient and gentle.
When in bed, she let him do whatever he wanted and cooperated as much as possible... When she couldn't bear it anymore, she would whimper slightly, and rub against his shoulder as if to please him or to show her attachment.
Like some kind of large cat, it retracted its sharp teeth and claws, leaving only its softest parts exposed in front of him.
He liked it most when he sat astride him, with tears in the corners of his red eyes about to fall.
There are also the sticky gasps and moans that come from when one is deeply in love and can no longer suppress the pleasure.
He has lived in this world for many years away from the master, but has never had any thoughts about a female insect.
No one would believe this if he told others, but he was indeed a clean man - before he met Chu Xiu.
How could there be such a female insect, who meets his preferences from head to toe and inside and out, and even has a perfect personality, tough on the outside but soft on the inside, but hidden under the cold and hard shell is a soft spot that will make you cry if pinched.
It was as if the long years before were just waiting for such a female insect to appear before him.
Looking back now, it feels a bit like love at first sight.
However, the Lord did not seem to have this idea at the time. He simply wanted it, wanted to get it, and then got it.
Different experiences shape different personalities. The master is Qi Heng, who has all memories, but he also has a life that Qi Heng has never had outside the game.
So even though they are essentially the same person, they react differently to many things.
The only thing they have in common is that he and the Lord both do as they please.
Regardless of their starting point, their mentality of playing the game of life is no different.
So what now?
He now has almost complete memory, and he speculates that the missing part should be related to the system.
In other words, the one who was stumped by Chu Xiu’s question was not only Qi Heng, but also the Lord.
...After thinking about it carefully, I didn't feel shocked at all. I just felt that it was as I expected. I even felt that Chu Xiu had been waiting for a long time and finally said what was in his heart.
The more I think about it, the further away I get.
Qi Heng came back to his senses and met Chu Xiu's gaze with mixed feelings.
"Feel sorry."
He opened his mouth and smiled bitterly, "I haven't thought about this."
In the past, if someone told him that one day a 'man' would confess his love to him, he would definitely refuse without a second thought.
Even if he were single, he didn't think he would be attracted to men.
But now, Chu Xiu's confession didn't seem to shock or repel him that much.
More often than not, I was just caught off guard by the sudden question.
Sure enough, even if he had completely integrated the Lord's memories, he was still not as shameless as the Lord and could not face such a situation calmly.
"Oh, no, it's okay," Chu Xiu forced a smile, "You don't need to apologize. It was just my wishful thinking."
"no."
Qi Heng had a headache. He felt that he had to make his point clear. "I just feel it's a bit sudden. Can you give me some time to think it through?"
If it were any other female insect, he would have rejected her without mercy, but when it came to Chu Xiu, he was a little hesitant.
This unusual hesitation meant that Chu Xiu was different from other Zerg in his heart. Perhaps he still needed some time to figure out what he really thought of Chu Xiu.
“——!”
Chu Xiu opened his eyes wide, looking somewhat incredulous.
Qi Heng saw this and thought it was a little cute.
"I know you're serious." He tried to sound more relaxed. "That's why I need to think about this. I've never considered this before."
It seems a bit ridiculous to say this. After all, he had never considered who he would start a family with before, and now his children are in elementary school.
"I've taken note of what you said."
He really needed to think carefully about his relationship with Chu Xiu. He couldn't just keep him hanging in this suspense.
That's too bad.
"But many things are not resolved now... There is one thing I haven't told you, but it is indeed an issue that I cannot avoid before I respond."
There are many things, such as why the Overlord disappeared back then, and although the Tianjia civilization is now barely on the right track, it still has a long way to go before it can achieve true stability.
And, those missing memories made him very uneasy.
Therefore, he does not want to make any decisions that will have a significant impact on the future, whether public or private, without having all the information.
"My memory is actually the same as yours, incomplete..." Qi Heng didn't know what to say.
He couldn't possibly tell anyone about the existence of the system; it was his biggest secret, as important as telling the other person that he was a time traveler.
If he were facing someone else, he wouldn't have to worry about it.
In this era, no one knows that he is the master, and no one has any connection with the past ten thousand years ago.
But he was facing Chu Xiu, a female insect from the old times who had witnessed the existence and origin of the Overlord with her own eyes.
In front of Chu Xiu, I can never confidently avoid talking about everything.
Chu Xiu saw his embarrassed and hesitant look.
Chu Xiu pursed his lips and suddenly smiled at him.
Qi Heng was startled by this smile, somewhat confused, and then he heard Chu Xiu say to him:
"I understand. You don't have to say it."
"I know there are some things you can't tell me, but that doesn't matter. You have no obligation to tell me."
"So you're not rejecting me, are you?"
What Qi Heng wanted to say was correct, but it seemed to be inconsistent with his original intention?
However, his body reacted faster than his brain, and by the time he realized something seemed wrong, he had already nodded.
"Okay, I understand."
No, I knew everything. What did Chu Xiu know? Why didn't I understand what he meant?
Qi Heng was a little confused.
“You don’t want to answer rashly now, it doesn’t matter, I can wait.”
Chu Xiu was once also troubled by incomplete memory.
Ever since he woke up in a world ten thousand years later, his memory had been somewhat confused. Although it had no bearing on his life, he still only had a vague understanding of some things in the past.
Many times, when faced with some of His Majesty's questions, he could only answer at a loss.
I can't remember.
Even if His Majesty had not asked, he would not have known that such a thing existed. With his authority, he should have known it clearly, but he could not find even a trace of information in his memory.
"Wait until everything is settled."
Qi Heng heard Chu Xiu say this.
As he spoke, those cobalt blue eyes stared at him without blinking, their gaze firm and persistent, just like the silent response he received every time he looked at them.
His heart trembled.
The same thoughts as those of the former master arose in my mind, which really... made it difficult for me to cope.
Chu Xiu's accommodating and considerate behavior made Qi Heng feel even more guilty, but also somewhat relieved.
In his heart, he liked this answer and felt somewhat relieved.
Qi Heng examined his inner self, and a thought became increasingly clear.
It's not like I don't have any feelings for Chu Xiu either.
When I realized this, I wasn't surprised at all. It seemed more like I had expected it.
Then let's wait a little longer.
Anyway... there's still time, right?
The future is still long, and no matter how unclear and difficult to distinguish the feelings are, there will always be a day when they will be unravelled and the truth will come out.
"By the way, did you have anything to say to me just now?" Chu Xiu asked him naturally.
Qi Heng's train of thought was interrupted by Chu Xiu's question, and he remembered what he was going to say today.
What was originally difficult to say, now there was no reason to hesitate. He spoke calmly and confidently, stating his request.
Not surprisingly, he heard four words.
"With pleasure."
When Chu Xiu said this, it sounded like a trivial matter, rather than something that was a little embarrassing, or perhaps not embarrassing at all.
Qi Heng thought that Chu Xiu never refused his approach.
Or should I say, he actually likes to be close to me, but such closeness is always accompanied by some restraint for fear of offending me.
Chu Xiu has never changed in this regard.
Qi Heng smiled unconsciously.
With Chu Xiu's statement just now, the relationship between the two became clearer.
He thought about it and finally decided not to deliberately control and restrain himself, but to let the relationship between him and Chu Xiu develop naturally and accept the result calmly no matter what it was.
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