Chapter 112: Be jasmine, be daisy, be a nameless flower, be thousands and thousands of
That evening.
Xia Tian accompanied Xiao Ye to complete all the formalities and processes.
Because she has no other relatives in Bei'an.
So there was no one to help with Chen Lan's funeral except Ye Ningyu.
Xia Tian and Wang Meiru have been helping her contact the unit that handles her funeral.
Every night Xia Tian would stay with Ye Ningyu until very late, and come to see her very early the next day.
What surprised him was that apart from the fact that Xiao Ye cried very hard in the hospital that day.
In the next few days, he never saw Xiaoye cry again.
Ye Ningyu's eyes revealed determination and stubbornness, and even when she was wronged she just pursed her lips and tried to hold back her tears.
The more this happens, the more distressed Xia Tian feels.
He knew that Xiaoye was forced to grow up every time, and God was so unfair to this girl.
…
It was not until three days later that Chen Lan's body was sent to the crematorium.
Ye Ningyu couldn't hold back any more, and tears flowed out again like a dam breaking.
Coming out of the crematorium, Ye Ningyu held a small urn.
In the summer, I held an umbrella for her to prevent direct sunlight from shining on the urn, and I felt extremely depressed.
"Xiao Ye, you haven't had a good rest these past few days. Now that Auntie's funeral affairs have been almost dealt with, can you go back and have a good sleep?
Auntie definitely doesn't want to see you like this. Now that she's gone, you have to take good care of yourself so that auntie will feel at ease in the other world. ”
"I know."
Xiao Ye nodded and looked into the distance with a dazed look.
Summer is clearly noticeable.
Xiao Ye, who had finally become a little cheerful, changed after experiencing this incident.
He returned to his original self-abasement and fearful state.
She hid her face under her collar again and was often silent.
Several times when Xia Tian talked to Ye Ningyu, she would be distracted for unknown reasons and it would take her a long time to come back to her senses.
Chen Lan's death was a huge blow to her.
Wang Meiru looked at the pitiful Ye Ningyu with a look of pity in her eyes.
She hugged Ye Ningyu gently and said:
"Xiao Yu...your mother is gone. If you have any problems in the future, remember to come to Auntie immediately. Auntie Wang will always be your safe haven!"
"Thank you, Aunt Wang. I will pay you back the money you paid that day as soon as possible."
"Xiao Yu, don't say these things now. The first priority is for you to go home and have a good rest. Your eyes are full of bloodshot. Auntie is really worried when she sees you in this state!"
"I know, Auntie. I will live a good life in the future... Auntie, you are a good person. Without you, there are many things I can't do. Now that my mother's affairs are almost dealt with, you should go to work quickly. You have been kept for too long these two days."
Ye Ningyu spoke softly.
After saying this, he bowed deeply to Wang Meiru.
Wang Meiru looked at Ye Ningyu, who was so well-behaved and sensible, but hesitated to speak.
She did take a long leave.
The boss sent her a special text message last night.
He said that if I didn’t go to work again, I wouldn’t have to go there anymore.
Wang Meiru's family conditions are not very good, and she has an elderly mother who suffers from Alzheimer's disease to take care of. It would be very troublesome if she lost her job.
Helplessly, she looked at Xia Tian beside her:
"Xiao Xia, please accompany Xiao Yu more these days. She has no relatives. Auntie knows that you have a good relationship. I'll leave this to you."
"Don't worry, Aunt Wang. This is what I should do."
During this period, Xia Tian was busy taking care of Ye Ningyu and her mother's affairs, and Wang Meiru saw it all.
As someone who has been through this, she could see that Xia Tian was genuinely good to Ye Ningyu.
He is also a mature boy with a strong sense of boundaries. Wang Meiru believes that she will take good care of Ye Ningyu.
......
"Xia Tian, you should go back too, okay? You haven't had a good rest these past few days because of what happened between me and my mom."
After returning home, Ye Ningyu looked back at Xia Tian with red eyes and whispered softly.
Her slightly red and swollen peach blossom eyes were filled with gratitude.
"Anyway, it's summer vacation, and I don't have anything to do. I want to be with you."
But when Xiao Ye heard this, her eyes suddenly turned red, and she choked up and said, "Xia Tian, can you please go back? I, I want to be alone."
"No, I won't let you be alone."
Ye Ningyu suppressed the sadness in her heart, tears welled up in her eyes and slowly flowed down, but she quickly wiped them away with the back of her hand.
She clenched her tear-stained hands tightly, and was very stubborn. She began to push Xia Tian away:
"Xia Tian, please go away. I, I don't need you to accompany me!"
“No.”
Summer spoke in a calm tone.
Even though Ye Ningyu was pushing him, he did not move at all.
He knew that Xiao Ye was deeply doubtful of herself, and what she needed most at this moment was companionship.
"Ye Ningyu, do whatever you want. I just want to be with you."
"You don't have to pretend to be strong when you are with me. If you want, I can lend you my shoulder to lean on and my sleeves to cry on."
"I don't want you to chew on your grievances and swallow them alone, and I don't want you to deliberately drive me away and then turn around and wipe your tears alone."
Xia Tian's words hit Xiao Ye's heart so hard that she could no longer hold back.
She squatted on the ground, hugging her arms, crying like a child who was lost when night fell.
"Wow... I'm so useless. I am a useless person. Everyone is right. I am just a nerd who studies hard. I didn't even know that my mother was in the late stage of cancer..."
Xia Tian felt a pang in his heart, and squatted down beside Xiao Ye, patting her back gently:
"You are not a useless person, nor are you a nerd who only knows how to study. Perhaps your unintentional actions will become the light that saves someone or some people for a lifetime."
"It's not your fault that Auntie is sick. She just kept it a secret from you after she knew she was already terminally ill and didn't want to affect your exams."
Ye Ningyu raised her head, her face full of tears:
"The late stage of cancer is very painful. Those medicines were obviously ineffective for my mother's disease. She, she still endured the pain and wanted to see me finish the college entrance examination, but she died without seeing me get better... I, I am so sad..."
"Maybe what Auntie ended was not her life, but her pain. Now that she has entered another world, she won't feel so much pain. She chose to do this because she didn't want to see you so sad and painful."
"Also, Auntie doesn't necessarily want you to grow into a rose. She would rather see you, when you are happiest, follow your heart and become a jasmine, a daisy, an unknown little flower, or anything else."
......
Let Xiao Ye deny himself however he wants.
Xia Tian would comfort her softly, word by word.
And the comfort of summer flowed into Ye Ningyu's heart like a warm current.
She squatted on the ground and cried for a long time, then began to sob, and finally had difficulty breathing.
Xia Tian saw this.
He simply picked her up from the ground like a princess and carried her back to the bed in her room.
Xiao Ye, who hadn't had a good rest these days, lay on the bed and cried for a while, then fell asleep unknowingly.
Xia Tian sighed slightly.
When people are extremely sad, they always fall asleep while crying without realizing it.
He covered Xiao Ye with a thin quilt and then sat quietly beside the bed watching over her.
Xia Tian felt mixed emotions as he looked at the sleeping girl in front of him.
In the past few days, he has been thinking about the diary he saw before his rebirth.
The diary does not show any sadness that Xiaoye felt after losing her mother, and there is no record of this incident.
At first, Xia Tian couldn’t understand why, but now he understands.
This silly girl looks weak and timid.
But in fact, its strength is surprisingly strong.
No matter how sad she was, she would never mention anything unhappy in the diary that was full of happy things.
Even though she was so sad that she almost suffocated...
Because her sadness will only be hidden in her heart.
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