Chapter 47
The chassis of the Panamera is relatively low, and when Gu Yuan half-knelt down, his height just reached Su Zheye's shoulders.
Su Zheye was stunned for a second and lowered his eyes slightly.
The two of them looked at each other quietly for a moment, then Su Zheye smiled and opened the mask with his fingertips.
The reddish and slightly swollen face on the left side came into Gu Yuan's sight.
It looked so out of place on that beautiful face.
His pupils suddenly shrank.
Since Gu Yuan saw it, Su Zheye no longer needed to hide it and took off his mask - or perhaps it could not be covered in the first place, and he was just deceiving himself.
Gu Yuan pursed his thin lips into a straight line, stared at Su Zheye's profile for a while, suddenly stood up and was about to walk into the building.
Su Zheye grabbed his wrist.
"I'll get an ice pack."
Gu Yuan lowered his voice: "I won't say anything."
Su Zheye then let go.
Soon, Gu Yuan came back.
The ice pack was too cold to touch the skin directly, so he found a towel from the trunk, wrapped the ice pack, and then carefully applied it to Su Zheye's left cheek.
"I don't need it."
"obedient."
Gu Yuan's tone was somewhat unquestionable.
Su Zheye then pressed the ice pack.
Gu Yuan entered the driver's seat and started the car.
There were even fewer cars on the road at this time, and it was in the suburbs, so it was deserted.
As night falls, the sky becomes dotted with stars.
Gu Yuan turned up the temperature, and Su Zheye did the same as usual, lowering the chair back, placing an ice pack on the side of his face, and closing his eyes.
There was no conversation along the way until we were almost entering the base, when we suddenly heard a snapping sound from the side.
Su Zheye's ice pack slipped off.
Gu Yuan turned his head to the side. The boy had his back to him and did not react at all. He must have fallen asleep.
After stopping at the gate of the base for two minutes, Gu Yuan suddenly stepped on the accelerator and the vehicle merged into the vast sea of cars again.
Su Zheye slept uneasily. In his dream he could vaguely hear noisy and chaotic sounds, including the sounds of smashing things, shouting, and heavy objects hitting limbs, all intertwined and infinitely amplified.
After waking up suddenly, Su Zheye was stunned for a moment, his brain felt dizzy and painful, and he could not tell what day it was.
As far as the eye can see, there is a prosperous scene with bright lights, making the buildings as bright as day.
Su Zheye gradually came to his senses, straightened up, and found himself in a business district next to the base.
He pressed his solar plexus and suddenly remembered that the way from the mental hospital to this business district was through the base.
...Maybe Gu Yuan wants to buy something.
Su Zheye didn't think much about it and leaned back in his chair.
The heater in the car was still on high, and the almost melted ice pack was placed on the back seat, probably to prevent the air from circulating in the car. The window on the driver's side was opened a little, and he was covered with a team jacket - but for some reason, the ID card on the back of the collar said Dye, which meant it was dyed.
My head felt dizzy and the pain on the side of my face had turned into numbness.
Su Zheye closed his eyes, but he didn't feel sleepy for a long time, so he opened them again and looked out the window with empty eyes.
About five or six minutes later, he suddenly saw Gu Yuan coming towards him.
Su Zheye was too lazy to get up, so he winked at Gu Yuan.
Unexpectedly, he came directly to the co-pilot side.
Gu Yuan opened the car door: "Zhe Ye, you're awake."
Su Zheye: “Yeah.”
Gu Yuan handed over the bag in his hand: "Would you like something sweet?"
Su Zheye was startled and looked over.
The packaging bag shows that it is a rather high-end dessert shop on the Bund. It does very good business and usually requires a long queue.
There is a cup of warm brown sugar pearl milk and a delicate and tempting strawberry mousse cake.
Su Zheye was startled again: "What is this...?"
"I heard that eating sweet things can make people feel better."
Gu Yuan leaned forward and said, "I saw you take a strawberry-flavored mousse cake at the buffet, but you left in a hurry and didn't eat it. I thought you might like this flavor."
Su Zheye was silent for a while, then took it and suddenly said, "Commander Gu, I want to smoke."
"I'll buy it for you."
Gu Yuan placed the ointment in his other hand on the back seat, wrapped a new ice pack wrapped in gauze to keep it warm and applied it to the side of Su Zheye's face, then gently closed the car door and walked back into the night.
Su Zheye subconsciously pressed the ice pack, but his eyes followed Gu Yuan's back until he could no longer see him.
He was a little dazed and stunned for a while, then he lowered his head and opened the cake box.
He scooped a spoonful and put it into his mouth.
The cream has the texture of ice cream, icy, smooth and creamy, and melts in your mouth.
It’s not particularly sweet, but as it flows down the throat into the heart, it seems to dispel a lot of the gloom in the mood.
So when Gu Yuan came back after buying cigarettes and lighters, he saw through the car window that Su Zheye was holding the cake, with his eyelids slightly lowered, eating it seriously in small bites.
More like a little fox.
...However, I failed to protect him and he got hurt.
His heart suddenly ached, and Gu Yuan couldn't help but quicken his pace.
It's all my fault.
We must never let this happen again.
"Zhe Ye."
Gu Yuan opened the passenger door and handed him the cigarette and lighter.
"Thanks."
Su Zheye took it and placed it on his lap.
Gu Yuan half-knelt beside him, still in the same posture, took the ice pack from the middle of the cab and applied it to the side of Su Zheye's face.
"I don't need it, you drive."
Su Zheye licked the cream on his lips, and his voice was a little unclear.
"It's okay, wait until you finish eating."
Su Zheye didn't say anything and continued to eat the cake in small bites.
After he finished eating, Gu Yuan naturally took the empty box and fork and threw them into the trash can nearby.
After getting in the car, Gu Yuan turned his head and asked, "Is there anything else you want to eat?"
Su Zheye was still in a daze: "I want to drink."
Gu Yuan was silent for a moment: "Zhe Ye, drinking alcohol can cause blood vessels to rupture and soft tissue edema. Be patient, I will go drink with you in two days, okay?"
"All right."
Su Zheye agreed readily, but there was no spirit in his eyes, like an exquisite and beautiful but unpopular marionette.
Gu Yuan added: "If you want to smoke, go ahead. I can smell the smoke."
Su Zheye responded.
After the car drove some distance, he rolled down the window.
However, when he was about to take the cigarette box, he saw the milk tea at hand out of the corner of his eye.
Su Zheye stared at the milk tea for a while, and somehow, he suddenly didn't want to smoke anymore.
He closed the car window again, took the straw, inserted it into the milk tea, and took a sip.
Gu Yuan probably shook it too much, and the mixture of black sugar syrup and milk was just right, with just the right amount of freshness and sweetness.
Flowing straight into the heart.
Su Zheye suddenly discovered that this thing was more useful than smoking.
So when they were almost at the base, he drank most of the brown sugar milk, and his mood also recovered a lot.
Gu Yuan parked the car and turned around: "Zhe Ye, do you want to go back to your room and rest? I'll ask for leave for you."
At the end, he added: "It will be the same when we review it together tomorrow."
"Need not."
Su Zheye smiled and said, "I don't care. I have to explain it anyway, so I won't waste today's time."
Gu Yuan looked at him and said, "Sometimes we don't review the game on match nights. Don't force yourself."
"What's the matter?"
Su Zheye's tone returned to his usual lazy tone: "It's not a big deal. It's not worth wasting a whole night on it."
His expression was indeed normal, but there was still a hint of fatigue in his eyes.
Gu Yuan was silent for a moment, then pursed his lips and said, "Okay."
He held the ice pack and ointment, Su Zheye held the half cup of milk tea, and they went upstairs together.
First they went back to their room to change into home clothes, and then they came to the training room.
The moment the door was opened, Huang Heran and Sui Ran, who heard the sound and looked over, were both stunned.
"Your team uniform."
Gu Yuan hung Sui Ran's coat on the hanger next to him and said to him, "I accidentally took the wrong one last night."
"Thanks."
Sui Ran answered subconsciously, but he was still a little confused: "Brother Su, what's wrong..."
Huang Heran suddenly came back to his senses and rushed over: "Fuck, what happened to Zhe Ye?"
"fine."
Su Zheye smiled and said, "I was slapped by my mother."
Sui Ran's eyes widened, becoming even more stunned by the amount of information.
"Ah? You...she..."
Huang Heran was also dumbfounded, worry written all over his face. He wanted to say something but didn't know what to say.
If he was beaten outside, he would rush over and fight him, but after all, this was someone else's family matter...
Huang Heran could only look at Gu Yuan, his eyes full of blame.
"sorry."
Gu Yuan said: "It's my fault."
"It has nothing to do with Chief Gu."
Su Zheye smiled and said, "No outsiders will be allowed in for the visit. He was not there at the time."
"Fuck Jiang Yiwen, you dog! You hit me on the head again--"
Lu Yang was wearing headphones and concentrating on the team fight, so he didn't hear any noise from this side. When he turned around to scold Jiang Yiwen, he saw Su Zheye and Gu Yuan.
"Captain Su, you guys are back."
Lu Yang took the time to turn around and say hello, then turned back.
However, the next second, he turned around again.
“What the hell!!”
The tone of this curse word was obviously higher than before. When a team fight ended and Lu Yang returned to the city, he took off his headphones and ran over: "Brother Su, my brother, what the hell is wrong with you?"
Jiang Yiwen also looked over after hearing Lu Yang's words, was stunned, stood up and walked over.
Su Zheye repeated: "I was beaten by my mother, it's no big deal."
He said: "You guys continue to play ranked."
"That won't work."
Lu Yang's eyes were filled with anxiety: "Have you been to the hospital? Do you need any medicine? Does it hurt? It hurts just looking at you... No, Captain, why didn't you bring Brother Su back intact?"
Listen to what this is saying.
Su Zheye couldn't help but laughed.
Who would have thought that Gu Yuan would respond seriously again: "I'm sorry, it's my fault."
"What?"
Su Zheye glanced at him and said, "It has nothing to do with you."
Now the whole team knew the situation at Su Zheye's home, and Su Zheye had also dealt with everyone's concern and greetings.
Not long after, Yan Shusheng came to the training room and reviewed today's game.
Before twelve o'clock, Huang Heran urged Su Zheye to go back to bed.
He was indeed a little tired, both physically and mentally, so Su Zheye did not refuse and exited the client.
Gu Yuan also turned off the computer and went upstairs with him.
I remember that in his previous life, someone asked Su Zhe in a fan Q&A session how he would relieve fatigue after a night of competition or training, and his answer was to take a bath and clear his mind for a while.
So as soon as he entered the room, Gu Yuan asked, "Zhe Ye, do you want to take a bath?"
Su Zheye was stunned for a second, then smiled: "Okay."
Gu Yuan walked into the bathroom and ran the water for him.
As usual, Su Zheye leaned back in the bathtub, relaxed, while Gu Yuan half-knelt outside, washing his body gently and carefully.
But the two of them didn't do it today, so Su Zheye refused, but to no avail.
"Zhe Ye."
Gu Yuan said, "Should I apply the medicine to you now, or after we go to bed?"
Su Zheye opened his eyes: "What medicine?"
"It reduces swelling."
Su Zheye originally wanted to say no, but after thinking about it, he realized that the next competition would be in three days, and it would be troublesome if he couldn't get rid of it.
He straightened up: "Okay."
Gu Yuan said: "Let me wipe it, it's not convenient for you."
Su Zheye watched his movements for a moment, then leaned back on the edge of the bathtub and closed his eyes.
I felt a cool touch on the side of my face, and I could feel that Gu Yuan was very careful as he spread the ointment evenly bit by bit.
Then he put away the cotton swab and used the palm of his right hand to massage gently and slowly to promote the absorption of the ointment.
"Tell me if it hurts."
It did hurt a little, after all, many capillaries under the skin were broken, but it was nothing for Su Zheye.
He even wanted Gu Yuan to hit him harder to cause more pain.
When there is no review, all my thoughts are on the game. When my brain is free, all the memories just now come back to my mind.
With confusion, fatigue, and pain from body to heart.
"Commander Gu."
Su Zheye still had his eyes closed, but suddenly said, "Don't be too nice to me."
Gu Yuan's men paused.
"I'm scared."
I'm scared.
Su Zheye thought so in his heart, but he didn't know how to say it out loud.
——Su Zheye couldn’t remember clearly about Xie Chengxue in the past. It was probably before he was eleven or twelve years old. She was very good to him.
I will cook delicious meals for him, stay up late with him to do his homework, take him to the amusement park on weekends, hold him in my arms with a smile, tell him stories before he goes to bed, say good night, baby gently, and meet all his reasonable requests.
In fact, from the fact that she married the wealthy man who had been pursuing Su Zheye in order to cure his illness, it can be seen that Su Zheye means a lot in her heart.
However, it was precisely because of this that she gave all her life and love to Su Zheye since he was born, which led to drastic changes in her family. After she suffered inhuman treatment, she blamed everything on Su Zheye due to hallucinations and amplified negative emotions caused by her illness.
If she had always been so bad to Su Zheye, Su Zheye would not have any feelings for her.
It was just after they had a beautiful and warm mother-son relationship that she suddenly changed her attitude towards Su Zheye, making Su Zheye think it was his fault.
If she had not been born with a weak and sickly body, Xie Chengxue would not have remarried, and she would not have met that man who looked like a decent man but fell into the abyss of gambling, committed suicide, and left the mess to his wife and children, ruining the rest of Xie Chengxue's life.
This also planted a seed in Su Zheye's heart.
If even the love between a mother and her child is so fragile, what about other feelings, let alone a mirage of love.
——All the kindness shown to him by others has been secretly marked with a price, and he needs to repay it with everything he has for the rest of his life.
Even if this is Gu Yuan's personality, his kindness to her has exceeded what she can bear, and Su Zheye cannot afford it.
I don’t want to make the same mistake again.
Gu Yuan was completely stunned.
At this moment, Su Zheye had completely regained his composure, no longer feeling the daze and hurt he had in the afternoon.
But when he said the three words "I'm scared" so calmly, it was like a hand appeared out of nowhere and tightly grasped Gu Yuan's heart.
It hurt so much that he couldn't breathe.
Su Zheye is not afraid of failure or injury. He doesn't even care about his body and is not even afraid of death.
But he is afraid of others' kindness to him.
Thinking about what Su Zheye had said about him and his mother, Gu Yuan seemed to have guessed something.
I guessed why Su Zheye was so afraid of this.
This made his heart ache even more.
Gu Yuan's own family is very harmonious and happy. From his parents to the older generation, they are all extremely kind to him and Gu Qing.
When Gu Yuan heard about Su Zheye's family for the first time, he felt distressed and a little bit unbelievable.
He couldn't imagine how Su Zheye grew up in such an environment. Until now... He heard him say, "Don't be nice to me. I'm scared."
The bathroom was filled with steam and was warm, yet so quiet that you could hear a pin drop.
It was as if the pause button was pressed, the two of them remained in the same position, motionless.
Gu Yuan was stunned, and Su Zheye didn't want to open his eyes.
I don’t know how much time had passed, even the water temperature had dropped a little, and Gu Yuan slowly came back to his senses.
His voice was slightly hoarse and dry: "Zhe Ye."
Su Zheye still didn't open his eyes and just said "hmm".
Then he added: "I seem to have said something I shouldn't have just said, don't take it to heart -"
"Su Zheye."
Gu Yuan interrupted him: "Have you ever thought that maybe someone is nice to you, is..."
——Do I like you?
The words were already at the tip of my throat, but I couldn't utter them.
Su Zheye opened his eyes: "What is it?"
"Are you willing?"
Gu Yuan barely stopped saying those five words and changed his words.
Su Zheye smiled and said, "What do you want from me?"
Gu Yuan pursed his lips.
He asked back: "Isn't Cheng Yansheng very good to you? What does he want from you?"
Su Zheye's tone was very calm: "He first came to chat with me because he wanted me to help him gain points."
"But now he doesn't need you to help him score, but he is still very nice to you."
"We have known each other for a long time."
Gu Yuan said, "Knowing someone for a long time doesn't mean he has to be nice to you. He is being nice to you willingly."
"Really?"
Su Zheye tilted his head and suddenly remembered that when he had just been reborn and Cheng Yansheng scolded him for not wearing a coat at his house, he also felt that the care of friends was a good feeling.
However, this thought, which had just arisen in his mind, was shattered into thin air the moment he saw Xie Chengxue.
"Yes."
Gu Yuan said: "Although our relationship is not as good as your Cheng Yansheng, at least we are friends with benefits. You helped me solve my needs, so I should be nice to you."
Didn’t he just say last time that there was no need to solve the demand?
Su Zheye turned his head and looked at Gu Yuan quietly without saying a word.
"Okay Zhe Ye."
Gu Yuan stroked his eyelids: "Besides, we are going to play together. Your good mood will naturally be beneficial to both training and the game. Don't think too much, okay?"
Su Zheye stared at Gu Yuan for a while.
His mind was a little confused. He was only clear-headed when he reviewed the situation from that evening until now. He did not think about it any further and replied, "Okay."
"I'll wipe you down."
Gu Yuan took the towel.
After putting on the satin pajamas, Su Zheye said, "I'll sleep alone today, and I won't bother you with this face."
Gu Yuan paused as he hung the towel: "Do you think I care about this?"
"Too."
Su Zheye thought it was natural and said, "It's ok to enter from behind. I promised you today to do it."
...this little fox.
Gu Yuan took a deep breath.
Can't you just think positively?
"Need not."
He turned around and said, "Zhe Ye, if you are not in a good mood, you don't have to do it."
Su Zheye raised his eyes.
Every time Gu Yuan talked about topics related to sex with a serious and cold face, it gave Su Zheye a strong sense of contrast and excitement.
The depressed and frustrated mood was instantly driven away by this lethal force, and Su Zheye raised his hands and hugged Gu Yuan's neck.
"yes."
His voice was tinged with grievance: "I'm in a bad mood and very tired, but I want to meet my needs. Can Chief Gu come and serve me today?"
Gu Yuan was stunned.
The world fell into silence again. Su Zheye could see that Gu Yuan's ink-black eyes were a little absent-minded, as if he was thinking or struggling with something.
He was silent for a long time, so long that Su Zheye felt that his request was a bit excessive and decided not to tease him anymore.
"I was just joking—"
"Zhe Ye."
Gu Yuan spoke almost at the same time as Su Zheye, his voice was as clear and calm as always: "If you want, I can give you a blowjob."
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