Chapter 225 The Night of God's Descent

It hurts so much, it hurts so much, I want to die

When her consciousness was in chaos, Tia, who was suspended in the gap between the divine moon, thought so.

At this moment, she could no longer tell whether what she saw was reality or illusion. Only endless pain swept over her. She was like a small boat in a storm, which could be capsized by the huge waves at any time.

This is not a contest of supernatural powers, but a confrontation of wills.

For the vast majority of people who lack perseverance and determination, after experiencing such a degree of punishment, their consciousness will be easily shattered into pieces like glass under high pressure.

In particular, the painful illusion also strengthened the five senses of the prisoner and infinitely slowed down the flow of time in the gap between the gods and the moon.

This makes the sinners in it feel extremely desperate.

Perhaps only one second has passed in reality, but to the people in the illusion, it is as if they have experienced a week of torture or even longer.

It is hard to imagine how Tia, who had stayed in there for a whole day, managed to maintain the last bit of sanity and not collapse.

Or maybe, she has already been on the verge of collapse, and what remains is just a broken will that maintains a glimmer of false hope.

As long as he could endure this kind of pain, he would probably be able to retain a bit of sanity after the goddess descended.

After that, considering how much the church values ​​this body, perhaps he could achieve his goal simply by threatening them with their lives.

In this way, Lynn, who is still being hunted, and Louise, who was sent to the Inquisition for revealing information to him, will be saved.

It doesn't matter what I become.

As long as he can survive.

At this point, after knowing her own life experience and origins, Tia seemed to have figured everything out.

After all, her existence did not seem to be blessed by this world. All the people and things related to this body were in a state of disharmony with her.

On the surface, he gave her the honorable title and status of the Saint of Silence, but in private he hated her to the core.

Almost everyone wanted her to disappear immediately, but there was no way to do that, so this dark truth could only be kept sealed until now.

It’s really funny when you think about it.

I actually grew up in such a twisted and morbid environment for so many years.

A group of people who hate her to the core respectfully call her "Her Excellency the Saint" every day, but through repeated hints, they try to erase her awareness of her identity "Tia Euhstie".

Perhaps this is why Tia in the past seemed as empty and indifferent as a doll.

Few people call her by her real name.

Except for the "Viya" from Lin En.

Although it turned out to be nothing but a false lie.

But when Tia heard the other party call her like this for the first time, she felt a little excited in her heart.

Even though this was not her real name, it was the first time that this girl with a tragic fate heard someone call her by her name out of kindness, regardless of her identity as the Saint of Silence.

Perhaps, the reason why a series of forbidden things happened afterwards, like opening Pandora's box, was because such a simple name touched her heart.

And now, it seems that it is time to pay back for these taboos.

Tia didn't want to die, she even wanted to live more than ever before.

Unfortunately, such a request has become a luxury.

In this case, it is better to seek a glimmer of hope for the people you care about in the last moments of your life when faced with inevitable death.

But it's still painful.

It would be nice if I could feel a little more relaxed before I die.

Although she knew that the best way to alleviate her pain was to give up resistance and let this force erase her consciousness, the girl showed unprecedented stubbornness because of her inner determination.

However, unexpectedly, the moment this thought came into her mind, the endless pain that had just been tormenting Tia suddenly eased.

It was as if something heard her call.

Or maybe, there is actually a deeper malice hidden in this from the Church of Silence.

As a silent silver light slowly enveloped her body, Tia's eyes suddenly blurred, and then she found herself in a very familiar scene.

Here, Tia's beautiful eyes widened slightly, and her emerald green pupils trembled slightly.

Looking at the fourth-floor balcony in front of her where the cool breeze was blowing, her memory was suddenly pulled back to more than ten days ago.

It was the second night after I first met Lynn.

Since their first meeting, he left a very deep impression on her. Coupled with her desire to remember the lost memories of the past twelve years, Tia disguised herself and came to the dinner organized by Hillina.

On the night of the banquet, in order to confront him face to face, I followed the guy to the fourth-floor balcony.

The scene that night is still vivid in her mind, and it even became one of the few memories that allowed Tia to persevere through endless pain and torture.

But why did the scene at that time reappear at this time? Tia was a little puzzled.

At this moment, she seemed to be under the influence of some mysterious and powerful rules, and temporarily forgot her current desperate situation and everything that had happened in the past few days.

Looking at the young man in front of her and the close distance between them, Tia's heartbeat unconsciously quickened.

So close.

So close that I could almost smell his scent.

The girl's face flushed slightly, and she tried to slowly lower her head to hide her guilt.

But it was not until she found that she could not turn this action into reality that she realized that she seemed unable to have any influence or interference in the scene before her.

Now she seemed to be a bystander trapped in this body, and could only watch what happened that night happen again.

Tia felt a little regretful.

She was already very regretful and thought that if she had the chance, she would definitely apologize for stabbing the guy mercilessly that night.

Just then, I heard footsteps faintly.

And Brother Xia’s tentative call: “Tia, are you there?”

In an instant, a tense and exciting feeling spread throughout her body, making Tia feel a little dizzy.

But deep down in my heart, there is some anticipation and excitement for what is about to happen.

According to the original trajectory of events, a few seconds later, in order to cover her tracks, the boy in front of her would hold her in his arms, disguising them as a young couple who came out to be intimate during the party, in order to dispel Xia's doubts.

For some reason, at this moment, Tia actually hoped that the relationship between the two would be exposed, so as to reduce the subsequent harm she would cause to Brother Xia.

I am such a sinful and wicked woman.

Tia thought silently in her consciousness.

Then he saw the young man in front of him with a gentle smile on his face. He suddenly took a step forward and held him in his arms.

The refreshing scent of the man mixed with the boy's body temperature hit the girl's face, making her heart beat fast.

She subconsciously wanted to respond to the other person's enthusiasm with the same hug.

However, Tia was just a bystander at the moment and could not have any influence on the scene before her.

The next second, she felt the scepter in her hand rising uncontrollably, and then she saw a sharp blade formed by moonlight stabbing fiercely towards the opponent's chest.

Tia's heart couldn't help but feel a pain.

At that time, she had not yet had those experiences with Lin En, and she had never thought about understanding the person in front of her. Just to prove her loyalty to Brother Xia, she hurt the other person unscrupulously.

If I had the chance again, I would never do that again.

With warm blood splattering, the moonlight blade mercilessly pierced into Lynn's chest.

In an instant, Tia felt as if her heart was broken.

It was as if he had killed the boy in front of him with his own hands.

However, the young man held her in his arms without saying a word, without any complaints or reproaches from beginning to end.

After a while, as Xia's footsteps gradually faded away, the surroundings returned to silence.

Quickly, quickly take out the moonlight liquid and feed it to him! Even though she couldn't control her past self to change the current situation, Tia still called out anxiously in her heart.

It’s a pity that “I” can’t hear the call in her heart.

The girl took a step back and broke away from the boy's arms in panic.

Up to this point, everything has not developed beyond Tia's memory.

However, the next second, something strange happened!

When she looked at the young man again, she found that his face was extremely pale, his expression was weak and painful, and the clothes on his chest were all stained red by the blood that kept flowing out.

wrong!

There is no wrong version in the 1619 book forum!

In an instant, Tia seemed to have discovered something unusual.

This level of bleeding was completely different from the last time! After all, she had only pierced a small part of the flesh at that time, which led to Lin En being arrested as the serial killer, but did not make him incapacitated.

But the young man in front of him shook a few times, and then fell to the ground with a bang in her horrified eyes!

The pool of blood spread in all directions.

At the same time, Tia, who was trapped in this body, finally noticed something was wrong.

wrong.

The location of the wound is wrong!

Even though he had threatened to kill Lin En many times before, it was just talk and he never actually killed her from beginning to end.

But the situation before her was completely beyond Tia's memory.

The sharp blade formed by the moonlight seemed to have pierced into the boy's heart.

That was an absolutely fatal location, and the depth of the wound was far beyond the level of being threatening.

The boy's chest rises and falls gradually slowed down.

Until finally, it completely lost its breath of life.

He died, died on the balcony where he shouldn't have died.

I don't want this moment, the tearing pain fills my chest, and unprecedented sadness surges in my heart.

If Tia had to choose, she would rather endure the previous pain and torture than let the current situation appear so realistically in front of her.

However, what is happening at this moment will not change because of her will.

The girl killed the boy whom she cared about so much with her own hands.

Before she could recover from the overwhelming despair, the situation changed again as the scene changed.

This time, it was the interrogation room.

Different from the previous scene where the truth was revealed, this time, the boy lay dying in her arms.

According to the original memory, these injuries were caused by Xia, but in the end they were restored to their original state under the effect of the moonlight essence.

This was also the first change in Tia's heart.

"Don't worry, Tia."

“I didn’t tell him anything.”

The young man slowly raised his blood-stained hand. His bones and joints were occasionally dislocated and deformed due to the violence, and his facial features were twisted together due to the pain.

At the last moment of his life, he wanted to touch her face.

But after seeing the blood on his hands, a hint of self-mockery and sadness flashed in his eyes, and then he slowly closed his eyes, as if bidding farewell to this world.

He died in front of Tia again.

Although she didn't take the initiative this time, in the end, it was still inseparable from her.

The girl's heart, which was already on the verge of collapse, was broken once again.

She seemed to be begging for something, wanting to cover her eyes and ears so as not to look at the nightmare-like scene in front of her.

But the bloody scenes were like real punishment, destroying her heart all the time.

The next second, the scene changed again.

This time, the scene switches to the night when he was wanted and he faces the King of Evil in the old factory.

The young man showed no fear and stepped forward. Even though he was criticized by thousands of people and misunderstood by everyone, he still stood in front of her without hesitation.

The mortal body fights against the gods.

The only outcome of this action is to be as heroic as a moth flying into a flame.

Until the last second before his consciousness faded, he was still feeling guilty for his weakness and couldn't stop saying "I'm sorry I couldn't save everyone".

In the end, the young man died without an intact body and left the world with the stigma of a limb transplanter, but all the glory and credit went to the hateful nobles who manipulated everything behind the scenes and persecuted him.

In the conscious world, Tia was already pale and crying.

At this moment, even though she knew it was not real, the situation before her was so real that she could not help herself.

At the very end, the scene switches to the night when the two parted.

Tia had already fallen into a coma at that time, so she was held in his arms and unable to move. Only her consciousness was sensing everything around her.

She finally "witnessed" everything that happened that night up close.

In the end, Lin En, who took all the blame for her, failed to escape the encirclement of the extraordinary people and died on the spot.

At this point, everything ends.

Accompanied by a strong sense of illusion, the next second, Tia realized that she appeared in an extremely deep void.

At the same time, she seemed to have some understanding of what had just happened.

Strictly speaking, the scenes that made her extremely upset were not illusions, but some kind of historical turning point.

In other words, if the established past in the original memory is slightly deviated, everything will lead to the worst possible outcome.

If you think about it carefully, all the scenes just now ended with his death every time.

And every death seems to be inextricably linked to her.

Perhaps, from the beginning, I shouldn't have been entangled with him.

Perhaps Sister Grete and the others were right.

As a "mistake", she shouldn't have appeared in the world.

Amidst the intense emotional conflict and struggling consciousness, Tia's figure actually began to fade.

At the same time, accompanied by a cold and powerful wave of power, the bright white moonlight gathered into an illusory outline of a female figure, floating high above the gap in the Divine Moon.

The divine descent ceremony has begun.

(End of this chapter)