Chapter 227 I fell in love with him
God is supposed to be an almighty being, sitting high in the clouds, overlooking all living beings.
The so-called "supernormal" means transcending the mundane. In terms of power and life essence alone, they have already reached the pinnacle of all supernormal beings.
Although the saying "Gods are just more powerful supernatural beings" is very popular among top supernatural beings, whether in terms of the absorption of power of faith or the true form of mythical creatures, the two sides are ultimately not the same species.
As the highest rank below the throne of God, the gap in strength between a seventh-rank saint and a true god is tens of thousands times greater than the gap between a seventh-rank saint and a mortal.
Such beings, even if they occasionally show up in normal times, are mostly divine, like a cold and ruthless will of judgment, without revealing any emotional fluctuations, which is awe-inspiring.
But now, because the main body has suffered unprecedented demonic pollution, it has to cut out part of its consciousness.
Therefore, in Beatrice's consciousness, the proportion of humanity far exceeds that of divinity.
This is why, after reading a part of Tia's memory, he showed such anger and defenselessness.
In addition, the content of the memory itself is also a big problem.
How could a high and mighty goddess, especially Beatrice, who hated men to the core and symbolized beauty and purity, have ever had such close contact with lowly men?
Even though it was not His own will or action, He almost lost His mind when He thought that the perfect container He had chosen had done such a rebellious act in private.
And the places touched by the young man became disgusting and dirty in His eyes.
This is a kind of cleanliness that comes from the soul.
Moreover, as a high and mighty god, the body he chose was stolen by a lowly "mistake". This is something that cannot be forgiven in any way.
If time was not urgent, he would even want to make the girl and the container in front of him disappear from the world forever in order to dispel the disgust in his heart.
However, the condition of the main body was very bad, and even the kingdom of God standing in the starry sky was affected unprecedentedly.
Once we miss this container, it will take an indefinite amount of time to complete our plan.
At this moment, the moonlight shadow condensed by Beatrice flickered slightly, and her blurred face faintly revealed an unprecedented gloom and murderous intent.
The malice from the gods is enough to destroy a person's mind.
Even though Tia had the fourth-level strength as a backup, she didn't even have the slightest thought of resisting in front of the Goddess of the Bright Moon.
She sensed the other party's anger from the goddess' eyes.
But even though she had already made such preparations, when she heard the other party's cold words that seemed to announce the end, a strong sense of despair and sadness still emerged imperceptibly in Tia's heart.
mistake.
Everyone called me a mistake.
Everyone wants to get rid of me as soon as possible.
Even the goddess whom he had believed in all his life looked at him with disgust.
At this moment, her heart, which was already on the verge of collapse, was completely shattered, leaving only coldness and pain in her chest.
"Last words?" Tia knelt on the ground, bowed her head deeply, "I don't have anything like that to say."
"As your believer, this whole thing is my fault anyway."
"I have committed an unforgivable sin and violated your teachings and bottom line. Therefore, no matter what the outcome is, I will accept it."
"Now I have lost everything. I no longer have the qualifications to serve and follow you. I am also ashamed to see you again. I only hope that you can have a kind and compassionate heart and forgive my sins at the last moment."
It was obvious that ever since Sister Grete confronted her, Tia knew her destined ending.
Coupled with the long torture in the painful illusion and the final dream related to Lin En, the girl, who still retained some innocence and naivety, achieved earth-shaking growth and transformation in just one night.
Or maybe this is not maturity, but just the coldness and despair left in the heart after seeing the reality clearly.
Beatrice looked expressionless as she watched the girl kneeling humbly and begging for forgiveness.
Even though these words were sincere, they did not move her at all.
After all, there is a fundamental conflict between the two, and they cannot coexist no matter what.
They were like natural enemies, but the difference between them was far greater than the difference between heaven and earth. According to Beatrice's extreme temper in the past, she should have completely wiped out Tia the moment she read her memory.
But considering that this might cause irreversible damage to the container, or even cause Him to take thousands of more years of detour after His birth, even though His heart was filled with murderous intent, He still maintained the most basic restraint.
At this point, the girl's consciousness has become extremely weak. With just a little guidance, she will completely lose control of this body.
Although his heart was filled with desires for revenge and destruction, he still had to wait until he was born.
Even if this damn "mistake" has disappeared by then, the lowly and dirty boy in the memory will still be alive.
He will let him know what a painful price he will have to pay for touching the taboos that should not be touched.
Thinking of this, the Moon Goddess's expression remained cold, but her voice became a little calmer: "In this case, I forgive your sins."
Of course this is a lie.
He wished to tear the lowly person in front of him into pieces, but considering that the other party was using the body that he valued, this idea could not be carried out in the end.
The reason for saying this is to comfort Tia's desperate heart, allowing the drowning person to grab the last straw and face his own end in a relatively less intense manner.
Who says gods don’t lie?
After all, religion is the biggest lie in the world.
The bright moonlight flowed slowly in all directions. In the spiritual world, the girl's self-consciousness, which had already faded to the point of becoming transparent, became even weaker.
Right now, she just wanted to lie down on the ground peacefully and have a good sleep to calm her painful and broken soul.
Never wake up again.
But before that, she had one last thing to say.
"My Lady Goddess, at this point, I am no longer qualified to ask you for anything, nor am I willing to use this body to make demands on you. But there are two things I must tell you anyway."
Tia put her forehead on the cold ground and said humbly.
Her voice trembled slightly and was intermittent, as if she had summoned great courage.
Hearing this, the Bright Moon Goddess frowned slightly.
According to the information provided by the church, the girl in front of him has been receiving training from the church all along. Even her thoughts have been changed imperceptibly. She is like a puppet that will not resist, and is manipulated by Sister Grete and others.
But even though this was the first time they met, Beatrice sensed a sense of incongruity.
It was as if the girl in front of him had undergone some earth-shaking changes in just one short night between the divine moon and the sky.
The reason is simple.
He actually heard a hint of coercion in the other party's words.
In the past, it would have been impossible to rebel against the goddess they believed in and the church they relied on so deeply.
Beatrice was silent for a few seconds, then she said calmly, "No one will come to save you, and it is impossible for anyone to stand by your side. You should be very clear about this, right?"
"I see."
Of course she understands.
It couldn't be clearer.
The reason I am saying this now is not to delay time or because there is any unrealistic hope left in my heart.
After all, after the false image of gentleness created by the church was completely exposed, she no longer had any place to stay, and even the meaning of her existence itself was destroyed.
In addition, his only friend is now imprisoned in the Inquisition and faces death. Lin En is also suffering from great injustice and is being besieged and hunted.
Tia didn't expect anyone to come and rescue her, because that was a scene that only appeared in novels and operas.
She only hopes that before she dies, she can pass on her last bit of kindness to the world.
Sensing the girl's current emotions, Beatrice said calmly, "Go ahead."
"The first thing I beg you to do is to ask the church to let Louise go. Even if punishment is unavoidable, at least save her life."
Someone I don’t know.
Beatrice quickly omitted the name.
He didn't pay any attention to things that didn't interest Him.
But for now, at least I should fool her with a lie.
"I promise."
Beatrice replied.
Hearing this, Tia's body trembled slightly.
After a moment, she still maintained the posture of bowing her head and uttered another prayer.
"The second thing." Tia's voice trembled slightly, "In any case, Lynn Bartleron is innocent. This is all my fault."
"I was shameless enough to make a move on him and actively seduce him, thus committing an unforgivable sin."
"Goddess, I hope you can save his life."
Tia's fingers were tightly gripping the cold ground, and her spine seemed to be broken.
She was so humble, as if she had given up the last bit of dignity as a human being. She completely crushed her face and threw it into the dust, praying that this ugly appearance would win the Moon Goddess's leniency.
However, looking at the scene before her, the Moon Goddess was not moved at all, and even sneered silently.
Because it's really ridiculous.
The reason why He was so angry was not because of the existence of Lynn Bartleron? As for the other person whose memory had faded and blurred, and who seemed to be called Xia Asolant, for some reason, He did not hate him so much, but instead had a vague liking for him for no reason.
Therefore, all the murderous intent in the Moon Goddess's heart was directed only at Lin En.
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How could he escape such anger from a bona fide god?
"I promise."
The Moon Goddess looked at the humble girl with her forehead pressed tightly against the ground, with a mocking smile on her lips.
This is of course also a lie.
But now that things have come to this, nothing matters anymore.
“.”
After hearing the promise of the Moon Goddess, Tia did not show the excitement and fear that one might imagine.
Not only that, but there was an unprecedented silence.
However, the Moon Goddess gradually lost her last bit of patience.
Realizing that the girl in front of him seemed to have given up the last bit of control over her body, he no longer hesitated and raised his hand slightly.
As bright light bloomed from his palm, it was as if he was holding a moon.
At the same time, the white shadow formed by the power of moonlight also flickered and trembled, and the power and consciousness in the body began to flow slowly into the container in front of it in a soft and calm manner.
Facing the onslaught of a force as powerful as the moon, Tia's final consciousness was like a candle in the breeze, shaky.
A chilling feeling spread throughout her body, as if invisible nerve networks had been implanted into her body, gradually eroding the control over her body that originally belonged to her.
The girl was no longer able to support her body and fell gently to the ground.
At this moment, she finally met the eyes of the Bright Moon Goddess whom she had always believed in.
From his gaze, Tia seemed to have sensed something.
"Sure enough. They are the same."
Her expression was empty and lonely, and she muttered to herself.
baffling.
The Moon Goddess frowned slightly, but did not stop the movements of her hands and continued to invade her body.
And Tia did not resist at all and just let her do whatever she wanted.
But the words in her mouth did not stop.
"The look in your eyes is the same as those nobles who are high and mighty and claim to be extraordinary."
Even worse than before.
They have the noble blood of their ancestors flowing in their bodies, and they claim that they are not of the same species as the lowly and poor people at the bottom of society. They oppress and abuse the people at will, treating them like pigs and dogs.
If even the nobles are like this, what about those who regard humans as gods of faith and food?
“Bold!”
The Moon Goddess felt offended and scolded.
However, Tia's face did not show any fear or remorse, but only a sad and desperate cry and smile.
In fact, Tia realized that the goddess was lying when she promised her the first thing.
As for the second thing, it is even more a fantasy.
How could such an existence be constrained by a verbal promise? "I'm sorry." Tia whispered to herself, "I'm really sorry."
"Until the end, I couldn't help you."
Her opponent was a god, and she had no ability or means to resist.
But even so, the girl's obsession with wanting the other person to survive is not false.
Therefore, "You must live on." Looking at Beatrice's fading figure, Tia shed tears silently, "This is the last thing I can do for you."
The next second, the Moon Goddess, who was occupying Tia's body, seemed to suddenly notice something unusual. Her expression changed drastically and she screamed, "What did you do to this body?!"
The white shadow formed by the bright moon's consciousness was shaking violently like a flickering candle.
He wanted to completely seize control of the container in one go, but he also seemed to have encountered something extremely disgusting and subconsciously wanted to escape from it.
At the same time, he looked angrily at Tia, who was almost completely disappearing in the spiritual world.
Hearing this, the girl gently wiped away her tears and then looked at the Bright Moon Goddess in front of her.
This was the first time in her life that she rebelled against the supreme power hanging over the sky.
"Nothing." At this moment, Tia seemed to have undergone some kind of transformation in her bones. She looked weak but stubborn. "It's just a curse."
"curse?!"
The Moon Goddess looked at her with a look of shock, anger and absurdity.
Just a humble and insignificant "mistake", even the seal used, and even the extraordinary abilities and divine factors in the body were given by Him.
As a drinker of water in the river, you also want to curse such a great and supreme source? How ridiculous!!!
Noticing the other person's gaze, Tia shook her head slightly: "It's not what you think."
"This curse has no source of power, and it cannot pose any threat to you. We can't even find the existence of the curse seal or mark."
"Because this is the curse of love."
Now that things have come to this, all the emotions and thoughts that Tia had been unwilling to face deep in her heart for various reasons suddenly flooded into her mind.
Before her death, she was finally willing to take a good look at the relationship between herself and Lin En, and finally willing to face her true thoughts.
Everything started with his lies but ended with her honesty.
"I'm in love with him."
"absurd!!!"
The Moon Goddess gritted her teeth, trying to erase this "wrong" consciousness that seemed to have transformed her body and mind.
However, the other party did not resist, but said calmly: "Even if you kill me completely, the curse will still exist."
"Or maybe... this isn't actually a curse, it's just the most basic right a 'woman' has. Even if you've given me the 'blessing' of 'rejecting all opposite sexes', I still can't go against this nature."
"I love him and hope he can live well."
"Therefore, in order to save him, I will put 'love for him' as the first factor, engraving it into the deepest part of every inch of my bones and blood until it becomes an irresistible biological instinct."
"Even if my consciousness is wiped out, even if you take control of my body, the remaining fire in this body's instincts cannot be extinguished."
"What a joke!!!" After hearing what Tia said, Beatrice realized that she was not lying, and became even more furious. "Do you think you can stop me from killing him with such a cheap trick?!"
"Maybe not. After all, you are a high god. There is nothing you can't do." Tia smiled silently, "But it doesn't matter."
"Even if I can't stop you from attacking him, if this 'curse' can make you hesitate or back down even a little bit when facing him, then all my efforts will not be in vain."
"Because I know very well."
"That guy is very powerful."
(End of this chapter)