Chapter 73 Do you want to sleep together tonight?
Zhou Yan stared at Lin Xu, waiting for his answer.
No one can remain calm when their secret love is confessed.
If there was a heart rate monitor now, Lin Xu's heart rate would definitely be off the charts.
He didn't dare to look at Zhou Yan's sincere eyes. He raised his hand to turn his face aside and whispered, "I want it."
Zhou Yan found the shy yet bold Lin Xu so adorable that he grabbed his hand, held it, and declared boldly, "Let's go home."
Zhou Yan rowed the boat to the shore and then drove home.
The two of them had officially established a relationship, but Lin Xu still felt it was a little unreal.
Nine out of ten people who have a crush on a straight guy will fail. How could he be so lucky?
It was just like a dream, but it was such a beautiful dream.
As if sensing Lin Xu's uneasiness, Zhou Yan steered the wheel with one hand, held Lin Xu's hand with the other, and said something that almost scared Lin Xu to death.
"Want to sleep together tonight?"
Lin Xu: “??!!”
Isn't this progress a bit fast?
Although Lin Xu doesn't object to sleeping with Zhou Yan, the situation is different now. Sleeping together can no longer be just sleeping together.
He was not mentally prepared for this at all.
Although Zhou Yan said that he liked me, psychological acceptance and physical acceptance are two different things.
What if the two of them are honest with each other and Zhou Yan, the straight man, regrets it?
Zhou Yan wanted to laugh when he saw his silly look.
"Okay, just kidding."
After Zhou Yan said this, Lin Xu felt a little disappointed again.
How could this happen? You tease him with this kind of thing.
All the emotions were written clearly in his eyes. Zhou Yan looked at him and smiled even more deeply.
Before this layer of window paper was torn off, neither of them had any psychological burden and it was quite natural for them to get along with each other.
After confirming the relationship, things became awkward.
Zhou Yan is actually fine. He has figured out what he should and shouldn't think about in the past few days.
Lin Xu couldn't do that. He didn't have as many thoughts as Zhou Yan. He was even only nervous about talking to Zhou Yan and didn't think carefully about what to do in the future if Zhou Yan really liked him.
After worrying about whether Zhou Yan would like him, Lin Xu began to worry about whether Zhou Yan could really accept this relationship.
He struggled with this for a long time and came to the conclusion that he shouldn't rush into the next step until the relationship between the two of them was completely stable.
Deepening the relationship with Zhou Yan is the current focus, and other things can be put off for later.
So, when Zhou Yan asked him again with a smile at night, "Are you sure you really don't want to sleep together?", Lin Xu decisively went back to his room.
Zhou Yan touched his face which had just been kissed by Lin Xu, and suddenly realized something.
Perhaps it was because Lin Xu usually showed her cute side too much in front of him, so he subconsciously regarded Lin Xu as the inferior, but he never asked Lin Xu's opinion.
He actually didn't know what Lin Xu's nature was.
After all, Zhou Yan is not a pure gay, and there are still many things he doesn't understand about this aspect.
How are they distinguished? Can this be changed?
I need to find an opportunity to communicate with Lin Xu about this matter.
But there is no need to rush. Zhou Yan feels that as long as there is an emotional foundation, other things can be coordinated.
The two people unexpectedly reached an agreement at an inexplicable angle.
Lin Xu reported the progress with Zhou Yan to Chen Jinhe.
Chen Jinhe wasn't surprised. "Congratulations, though. Why are you texting me late at night to harass me? Shouldn't you be doing something else right now?"
Lin Xu: [I'm troubled by this question. You said, he's straight after all. If it really comes to that, what if he backs out?]
Chen Jinhe: [Brother, are you overthinking it? He didn't know you were a man before he confessed his feelings to you? Since he said it, you must be able to accept it.]
Lin Xu: [Not necessarily? If something goes wrong, wouldn't it be too embarrassing?]
Chen Jinhe: […Then just hold back and talk about Plato. If you end up talking him away, who will you cry to?]
Lin Xu: [Really?]
Chen Jinhe: [What do you think? I excitedly confessed my feelings today, and my feelings were so strong, but you rejected me over and over again. Tsk, tsk, it feels like I've been poured cold water on you.]
Lin Xu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that Chen Jinhe's analysis made sense.
Chen Jinhe: [Anyway, I have to remind you that at your age, Brother Zhou, falling in love is like setting an old house on fire. You can decide how to be reserved.]
Lin Xu: [Ahhh, this is so annoying.]
Chen Jinhe: [Ahhhhh stop torturing the dog, I want to sleep.]
Lin Xu threw his phone away, rolled around on the bed with the quilt in his arms, and lay on his back, recalling the kiss he had with Zhou Yan on the boat that night.
The heat on my face, which had finally subsided, came back up again.
He suddenly wanted to know what Zhou Yan was doing now?
Are you also tossing and turning like him?
I just rejected his invitation to sleep with him. Was that really a bit too much?
Actually, there is nothing wrong with sleeping together——
Lin Xu, who had finally strengthened his belief, was shaken again.
After all, he still cared too much about Zhou Yan's attitude.
Maybe because he was too nervous and didn't sleep well these two days, Lin Xu fell asleep while struggling.
Zhou Yan was left alone there to study common sense.
Since he couldn't learn anything serious through formal channels, Zhou Yan spent some time and effort to find some video materials to study.
But he is not a pure gay, so he doesn't feel anything when watching this kind of thing, and may even feel a little uncomfortable.
But I still watched several expansion packs with a serious learning attitude.
He had fantasized about these things before, but they were somewhat different from reality. Zhou Yan felt like the door to a new world had been opened.
The adrenaline-pumping sound in the headphones did not arouse his interest at all. Instead, he turned off the computer and thought of Lin Xu's face in front of the dark screen, which made him boil instantly.
It's also strange.
Zhou Yan licked the corner of his lips, savoring Lin Xu's kiss, his heart beating wildly.
But her boyfriend doesn't want to sleep in the same room with her.
Sighing towards the ceiling, Zhou Yan covered himself with the quilt and took a rest.
The next morning, Lin Xu was woken up by the alarm clock. He walked out of the bedroom, rubbing his messy hair, and saw Zhou Yan sitting on the sofa at a glance.
Lin Xu turned around abruptly, secretly cursing himself for being too careless.
I've gotten used to seeing him in front of Zhou Yan with disheveled hair and a dirty face every day. Now that their relationship has changed, it seems a bit inappropriate to become an old married couple just after they started dating.
"You, why did you get up so early? I, um, I'm going to change my clothes." Lin Xu was nervous and was about to go back into the house.
Having thought about him all night, and finally meeting him in the morning, Zhou Yan would never let him run away.
Zhou Yan stood up and took a few steps behind Lin Xu. Before he opened the door, he hugged him from behind.
"Why do you run away when you see me? Do you regret it? Do you not want me anymore?"
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