Those five kids are great!!!
What she feared most in her life was children. In her limited experience with children, most of them were naughty.
For example, the six-year-old girl in my colleague's family likes to ask her to buy things for her when she comes into the office, or she will take the opportunity to hug her and pull her earrings and necklaces, saying that they are beautiful and she wants to wear them, and she has to ask her not to tell her mother.
It would have been fine if it happened once or twice, but after a few times, she finally couldn't help but tell her colleague about it. Her colleague apologized in person, saying that her child was ignorant and she shouldn't take it personally. But then she turned around and complained to her colleague that she was stingy and had no love, and was too harsh on her child.
Every time her relatives and her brother's children came to her house, it was like bandits passing through. If she hadn't put away her cosmetics, jewelry and electronic products in advance, it would have been a disaster. Thousands of dollars worth of skin care products and cosmetics would have been smeared everywhere.
Not to mention her getting angry, even if she didn't smile and say it was okay, her relatives would complain to her mother, "Lanlan is getting more and more stingy, and she's acting like a child. This girl needs to get married and have kids when she grows up, or she'll become an old antique with a perverse personality."
Even though her skin care products and cosmetics worth thousands were destroyed by her niece and nephew, her mother kept complaining about it, and finally blamed her for buying a house for herself instead of leaving the money for her brother to buy a wedding house, and then expanded the blame to the fact that she did not get married or have children.
"You don't have any children anyway, so won't this house and money belong to them in the future? What's wrong with giving it to them now? It's not a waste, either."
In short, she is afraid of marriage, having children, and being a mother. She doesn't want a child like a little devil, and she doesn't want to be a mother like her own mother.
She made up her mind to remain single for the rest of her life, neither harming others nor being harmed by others.
Now that I have worked hard for ten years and have a successful career and a fulfilling life, why do I need to find a man and have a child to lower my quality of life?
Who would have known that God couldn't bear to see her being comfortable, and actually made her become a shrew with five naughty kids and a stupid husband!
This day is unbearable!!!
She closed her eyes tightly, wondering if she could put it back on. Maybe this was just a dream?
At this time, she heard the timid cry of a child, "Mom...die...die..." A small hand was groping around her face and neck, pressing without any degree of pressure, causing her eyeballs to hurt, neck to ache, and breathing to be difficult.
Lin Lan had no choice but to open her eyes and push the dirty hand away. "What are you doing?"
After she finished speaking, she regretted it, thinking that her tone was too fierce and scared the other person.
But the child didn't care. He stared at her with his big eyes, afraid that she was really dead.
Although Lin Lan didn't like children, she admitted that the baby had a pair of extremely beautiful big eyes that sparkled in the dim light. It was a pity that the baby was too thin and no one took good care of it, so it was dirty all over.
This is the original owner’s youngest son, Wangwang, who is 4 years old this year. Because he was born prematurely, he has been impaired in appearance and has autistic tendencies. The original owner disliked him and thought he was a little blind and stupid, a burden.
Lin Lan didn't think he was stupid. How could a fool's eyes be so focused and bright?
"Mom, eat." He stretched out his little black hand, holding a piece of melted, sticky candy.
It was so dirty that Lin Lan felt a little nauseous.
But she also couldn't bear to be angry with him. After all, her time travel was a very mysterious issue and had nothing to do with him.
She closed her eyes and said, "Eat it yourself, don't touch me."
The sticky little black hand made her so nervous that she broke out in a cold sweat.
The child was very afraid of her. He huddled aside and dared not touch her again. However, his eyes were always glued to her, fearing that his mother was dead as others said.
My child...
Lin Lan sighed. Asking her to raise five children was simply an impossible task.
She closed her eyes and relived the lives of her five adopted children. Soon she broke out in a cold sweat. The original owner was really powerful. He actually raised several children to become villains in the story.
Lin Lan was silent for a long time. She felt that although she was not afraid to live as the original owner, she did not have the courage to take over these five children.
Their future is really too... Once she enters the role, she will have to take the responsibility of correcting them and guiding them onto the right path.
Oh my god, she is most afraid of children!
She is afraid even of cute little angels, let alone suddenly entering hell mode!
She must be convinced by this luck.
She was just daydreaming when she heard a creaking sound and someone ran in.
"Mom, I caught a big crucian carp, it's so big!" A chubby boy rushed in, dancing with excitement, "Mom, guess how I caught it? I was swimming and I just grabbed it with my hands, haha!"
Lin Lan forced herself to open her eyes and look at him. It was her third son. He was only wearing a pair of shorts and was tanned black. Only the whites of his eyes and teeth were shining in the dim room. It was particularly funny.
Sanwang fell in love with water ever since he learned to swim by himself when he fell into a river at the age of three. Unless the river was frozen and he couldn't go in the water, he would always sneak out to go swimming at other times.
But as the saying goes, those who know how to swim will drown, and this guy was indeed drowned.
Sigh...Lin Lan sighed.
Sanwang was puzzled: "Mom, what's wrong with you? You're not happy with this big fish?"
"Sanwang!" Another boy came in from outside, closed the door, walked to the kang and whispered, "Mom, Sanwang, this silly boy, if I hadn't stopped him, he would have wanted to send the fish to the main room just now." He pushed Sanwang's head, "Stupid!"
Sanwang was not convinced and pouted, "Don't push my head!"
"Mom, are you feeling better? Let me make you some fish soup. Otherwise, grandma will definitely send the fish to my aunt and uncle. She asked my eldest brother and sister to deliver the eggs today, and even forced my sister to wash clothes for my aunt. She is so partial!"
Lin Lan glanced at him. This was Erwang, who had been very smart since he was young. He was smarter than other children, and he was sweet-mouthed and good at coaxing people. He looked more like the original owner's little cotton-padded jacket than a lady. But to put it bluntly, he was slick-tongued and had a sweet mouth but a sharp heart. Anyway, he relied on his mouth to travel the world when he grew up, and in the end, it was this mouth that ruined him.
These children are still young now, and they look innocent and naive. Even if they are crooked, they are not really bad. They will become really bad only after Han Qingsong dies.
Lin Lan thought that if she started guiding them now, she should be able to get them onto the right track and avoid those tragic endings, right?
Alas, there is still a long way to go.
At this time, the harsh voice of Old Lady Han came from the main room, and it was obvious that the loud voice was deliberately scolding her.
Lin Lan frowned. Although the original owner had done many things wrong, this old lady was too biased and too mean to the original owner.
She stopped the idea of asking Erwang to send the fish to the main room. After all, she was a concubine and she and the old lady were not on good terms. If she suddenly showed courtesy and respect for the elderly, it would scare them.
She said, "Erwang, take your brothers outside to grill some fish."
It was common for children to find a fire under a bridge or in a corner to roast fish and sweet potatoes. The original owner had often stolen things and taken the children out to eat.
"Mom, okay, I'll bring it back for you when it's cooked." Erwang said as he called Sanwang to run out, ignoring Xiaowang who was huddled in the corner of the kang.
Poor kid, everyone ignored him.
Lin Lan also knew that Erwang was just saying nice things and that he would not take the fish back. It would most likely go into his own stomach. It would be good enough if Sanwang could have a couple of bites.
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A military base in Province D, a regiment headquarters.
Captain Chen looked at Han Qingsong in front of him. Ten years had passed in the blink of an eye. The young recruit had become a company commander. More than ten years of military career had made his handsome face no longer childish, but his posture was still upright and strong, and his aura was steady and condensed.
Although this person is not good at speaking, he is outstanding in business, loyal and sharp, and has a bright future.
Now he wants to change his career? Has he been kicked in the head by a donkey? Although the current situation is serious, Han Qingsong can be safe with his achievements after many life-and-death struggles.
"Han Qingsong, you have been promoted to a regular employee. Next year, our division will set up an elite brigade, and the command has decided to appoint you as the special training team leader. Are you going to quit now? You must think it through!"
There are so many people eyeing this position, and many are trying their best to get it.
Han Qingsong pursed his lips, as if he wanted to say something but stopped. He clenched his fists, remained silent for a moment, and then nodded.
Very few ordinary rural conscripts could survive to his level of military service, and no one was willing to retire as long as there was a glimmer of hope. Not only did his comrades-in-arms not understand, but even his old company commander was puzzled and immediately came to question him.
But he didn't want to explain too much.
Although he stood out among the conscripts in these years, it was also a price paid in blood, especially after being fatally wounded twice, he was lucky to be alive. With his current physical condition, going to the special training brigade would affect his training.
The most important thing is: since he has made the choice between family and career...he doesn't want to regret it.
Having been away from home for more than a decade, and each visit to his family was only a few days long, he had no time and energy to fulfill his duties as a husband and father. Therefore, he was largely responsible for the current chaos at home.
The woman was trying to commit suicide and even threatened to jump into the river with her child. Although he knew she was threatening him again, he was tired.
Don't want to bother anymore.
He had repeatedly assured her that he would apply for family support to accompany the army next year so that she and the children could come with him.
She had clearly agreed, but now she changed her mind. And once she starts making trouble, it will be a series of troubles, jumping into the river, hanging herself, drinking pesticides, and she will not stop until the whole place is turned upside down.
After careful consideration, he decided to go home and live with his wife and children.
Captain Chen knew that Han Qingsong was a taciturn person who could not speak, and that he had offended many people because of this. Moreover, once he made up his mind, no one could change his mind, and it would be useless for anyone to persuade him.
He said, "I will grant you a half-month family leave. Go home and take care of the housework."
Han Qingsong returned to the dormitory, but received another telegram from home, which was different from the previous ones that asked him to return home as soon as possible, commit suicide, or not return home at all.
This letter, however, asked him to return home and divorce his wife as soon as possible!