Ji Zhinan felt a pang of pain when she heard this. She forced a smile and shook her head: "You are in such good health, how can you feel that you are dead?"
The old man obviously hadn't recovered yet, and replied blankly: "Nannan will never forgive me, she will never forgive me..."
“…” Ji Zhinan only felt more sour.
She said that the old man had always been in good health, so how could he suddenly become so seriously ill?
There is a big psychological problem.
Physical illnesses can be treated with medication, but psychological illnesses cannot.
It’s like the classic example that almost everyone knows: a normal person and a cancer patient went to the hospital to get their own medical examination reports, but due to the nurse’s negligence, the two people got the reports mixed up.
The cancer patient saw that he was in good health and had a good attitude. He faced life happily every day. After a few years, the cancer cells in his body gradually disappeared.
Another normal person received a report that he was in the late stage of cancer. When he saw that he would not live long, his mentality collapsed. He cried every day and was depressed. Unexpectedly, he really passed away half a year later.
So this proves that if a person does not have a good mental state, he is most likely to get into trouble.
If the old man continues to be so decadent, something bad will definitely happen.
Ji Zhinan forced a smile and said, "Grandpa, I don't hate you, really."
"..." Upon hearing this, the old man was stunned and stared blankly at Ji Zhinan's face. His cloudy eyes became a little clearer.
She held the old man's hand tightly, lowered her eyes and said, "You're right. I've never experienced that, so I can't understand you. I never understood why you would rather see me rejected by others than tell me the truth and let me find my biological parents. Even now, I may not understand everything."
“…”
"But I understand another thing. You love me very much. You have been pampering me and indulging me for so many years."
She raised the corners of her lips and smiled very gently.
"Actually, I lay there alone yesterday, thinking for a long time. I recalled everything from my childhood to my adult life that I could still remember. What surprised me was... in my memory, you've never scolded me, not even a harsh word, not even once..."
What does this mean? I'm afraid there isn't a single family where parents or grandparents never get angry and say harsh words to their children.
Ji Zhixia is the old man's biological granddaughter, but she is often scolded and criticized by him.
However, this fake granddaughter of hers enjoyed treatment that Ji Zhixia had never enjoyed in all these years.
No wonder Ji Zhixia kept complaining that the old man was partial.
When you think about it this way, it's quite biased.
“…” Mr. Ji’s pupils suddenly shrank, and the next second his eyes were misty.
Ji Zhinan continued to talk to herself, her lips curled with self-mockery: "Actually, I really want to have a family. Ji Zhixia has many problems, but her parents really love her. Mu Minmin only knows how to cause trouble for the family all day long, and Mu Daxiang is still behind to clean up the mess for her..."
"I just can't figure it out. Am I really that bad? Why is it that no one wants me..."
A tear rolled down the old man's eye, and his movements became slow and stiff.
"No..."
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