Chapter 141: Enlightenment
The night's carnival lasted until the early hours of the morning. Everyone had a farewell dinner and ate a big cake specially prepared by the program team.
That night, the staff of the program team packed up their things, and those who needed to go back drove back overnight.
This seemingly informal amateur troupe, after the fireworks ended, everyone dispersed.
Zhu Yanshi was temporarily tricked away by Director Li.
The other party drove back and took him there as well.
Even under the pretext of: I promised to take you back, so I have to show you to my wife...
Actually, it was too tiring for one person to drive, so they hired a free laborer...
Zhu Yanshi greeted the others, and Director Li kept talking for as long as the two of them drove.
He has so many topics to talk about...
From the basic skills and knowledge of the program director to which child in their community always ranks last every year.
My thoughts are very scattered. I can be talking about a certain topic in one second and switch to any unrelated topic in the next second.
As a young man of the new era, Zhu Yanshi almost couldn't keep up with this person's train of thought.
Several times, when I couldn't get a word in, the other party would hold his chest and feel heartbroken.
"You need to practice your reaction ability!"
Zhu Yanshi: "..."
I never imagined that he was chatting about abstract things with an old man who was nearly fifty years old.
The two of them had a pleasant drive back. They talked about everything and didn't feel like they were in a hurry. They stopped and walked along the way, and they managed to get to know each other quite well.
Driving all the way home, Director Li brought up the bags of local specialties he'd bought along the way, mixed in with the presents Zhu Yanshi had brought back for his sister-in-law...
The old man has endless energy.
I thought this meeting was just a simple acquaintance and a meal, and then everyone would go home and find their own mothers.
As a result, Zhu Yanshi was invited to stay overnight.
He originally wanted to leave after dinner, but Director Li insisted on pulling him aside to share some miscellaneous videos he had shot.
My sister-in-law went out and brought some other things when she came back. She took the things into the study and came out after a while, waving to Zhu Yanshi.
"Ashi... come here for a moment."
Zhu Yanshi stood up and moved over, and was led into the study by the woman.
"Sister-in-law...is there anything wrong?"
The woman sat down on the chair and patted the empty seat next to her.
"Please sit down first."
"I'm a psychologist. Li Hongyu often mentions you to me on the phone. He's learned a thing or two from me and can see that you're under a lot of psychological pressure, so he wants me to help you. Do you mind?"
The woman's voice was very gentle. When she spoke, it was like a soft feather brushing against one's heart, without making people feel offended.
Zhu Yanshi was silent for a moment, then he gave a wry smile, probably guessing what Director Li meant.
The other person saw the reason why he was unwilling to accept the relationship, so he was trying to help him in his own way.
Zhu Yanshi had thought about seeking help from a psychologist before, but nowadays, most young people have certain psychological disorders, and it takes three or four months in advance to make an appointment with a psychologist in the city.
Zhu Yanshi was always busy, so this matter had to be postponed again and again.
The room was very quiet. The volume of the TV in the living room was deliberately turned down, and the only sound in my ears was the intertwined breathing of the two people.
Zhu Yanshi nodded: "Of course, I need guidance."
The woman smiled and handed Zhu Yanshi a form: "Please fill this out first."
The curtains were not opened very wide, revealing only a narrow gap. Faintly bright light came in from the window, illuminating a small area.
It was rare for Zhu Yanshi to calm down and examine his own psychological condition. He wrote very seriously. He did not have much psychological defense against psychologists, and he was crying for help in his heart.
He needs to get treatment.
After filling out the form, the woman asked Zhu Yanshi to draw an image of the man in the tree house. The distribution of the form and the image roughly determined Zhu Yanshi's state of mind and the final shadow.
Psychological counseling is a long process, but sometimes it happens in a flash. After the two people finished chatting and came out of the room, the sky outside the window was already dark.
Director Li insisted on keeping the person at his home, and Zhu Yanshi had no way to refuse and had to stay.
That night, he lay in a strange room and a strange bed, but he tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.
My mind is full of scenes from the psychological counseling I received during the day.
In the end, the seed planted in his heart by the woman's gentle yet powerful words began to glow and heat up.
"When you were a child, you were afraid of being abandoned and losing love because you didn't have any ability to resist such an outcome. But now you have grown up, you don't have to worry about not being able to bear the consequences of losing love, because you are strong enough. Good things will come to you, and those who choose to leave are not good enough..."
Zhu Yanshi was pondering this sentence carefully. He thought about it for a long time, so long that he even fell asleep in bed.
I fell into a dream, and it was pitch black all around, with countless pairs of open hands beside me.
I felt like I was being forcibly controlled somewhere, unable to move. My hands and feet seemed to be bound by something invisible, and there was a wet and sticky feeling on the surface of my skin.
(Allow me to nurse my baby for a bit…hahahaha)
A hand reached out from the darkness, and its slightly cold fingertips touched the back of his hand, slowly moving up along the back of his hand, crawling over his warm skin, causing a shudder.
The hand was half-teasing as it gently rubbed Zhu Yanshi's protruding Adam's apple, scratching it gently again and again with its slightly long and hard nails.
At this moment, another hand slowly moved up along the calf, like an ant crawling across the body, and touched the inside of Zhu Yanshi's thigh.
Zhu Yanshi wanted to struggle, but he couldn't open his eyes. He could only move his body around like a fish on a chopping board.
There was a ray of light in the darkness, falling from above his head and shining on his snow-white skin, with an unbearable twist, revealing a feeling of wanting to resist but also to welcome.
Several more hands touched Zhu Yanshi's skin, gently rubbing it. He could feel the stimulation of his fingertips scratching his skin. Crystal liquid moistened his slightly cool fingertips, and soft lips pressed against him.
Take away the tears that seeped out.
A strange smell echoed in the air. The boy with his eyes closed tried to tilt his neck back. His trembling lips were bitten by his snow-white teeth. His neck was pink and his Adam's apple rolled up and down.
The touch continued, spreading over every inch of his body until he screamed on the verge of collapse.
Release the anxiety that has been suppressed in your heart for a long time...
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The sunlight penetrated the glass window and fell into the house, shattering in pieces between the boy's eyebrows.
The boy's forehead was slightly sweaty and his cheeks were extremely red. Amidst the earth-shaking ringing of the alarm clock, he suddenly sat up in shock, taking a deep breath.
Zhu Yanshi could clearly feel the movement in his lower body. He sat on the bed, feeling a little dazed.
so……
What is he dreaming about???
Once my mind was liberated, I actually thought...
Zhu Yanshi covered himself completely with the quilt, leaving only his eyes exposed. Those eyes were full of shock and disbelief in himself.
he!
He he he he!!!
It’s so filthy!!
He actually wants it all!
After being disheveled for a short while in the wind, Zhu Yanshi went to the bathroom to take a shower. After having breakfast, he said goodbye to Director Li and the others and promised to visit them often next time.
Rushing to school with luggage.
School starts tomorrow, so he needs to go back to the dormitory early to tidy up.
Returning to campus again, Zhu Yanshi felt that time passed so quickly and the days of working like a cow and a horse were over in the blink of an eye.
Although I felt this way, I still made a silent vow in my heart.
I absolutely will not accept this kind of assistant job...
Not only am I exhausted, I also have to take care of the kids...
There are scattered students on the campus, many of whom are boarding students who have returned to school early. The campus is full of green vegetation, and when the wind blows, there is a youthful atmosphere unique to the campus.
Zhu Yanshi felt that the smell of cattle and horses on his body had been purified, and at this moment he returned to his student state.
He has been extremely sleep deprived during this period, so he must make up for it.
When I opened the door of the dormitory, I saw Yuan Qing sitting in the dormitory. He was talking on the phone and his tone was not very good.
"...I told you I don't need your control. You can stop paying me, but you have no right to interfere with anything I do..."
He heard the sound of the door opening and turned his head to look over. His originally cold eyes regained their warmth when he saw Zhu Yan.
He quickly hung up the phone, stood up, walked over with a smile, and naturally took the suitcase from Zhu Yanshi's hand.
"I'll help you get it... I've taken care of everything there, including wiping the table. I also bought you a new set of quilts and sheets... You weren't sleeping comfortably with your previous one..."
When it comes to his own affairs, Yuan Qing is always like this, talking a lot, even a little nagging.
Zhu Yanshi didn't say anything. He looked at the other person, curved his eyebrows and smiled gently. He reached out and grabbed Yuan Qing's wrist, and before the other person could react, he gave him a tight hug.
"Thank you…"
"You don't have to do so much for me."
"You're not someone else."
Yuan Qing also hugged Zhu Yanshi's waist.
He thought that their relationship would never go back to the same because of their pursuit some time ago, and there might not be any intimate contact between them again.
But unexpectedly, Zhu Yanshi was still willing to hug herself.
Yuan Qing is a person who shines brightly when given a little sweetness, and because of this hug, she was happy all day long.
I helped Zhu Yanshi pack the things in the suitcase, asked him to catch up on his sleep, went to the cafeteria to buy some food, and waited for him to wake up before squeezing juice and making soy milk for him.
Very busy.
The fat man and the thin man arrived later. Zhu Yanshi was still sleeping at that time. Yuan Qing reminded him to walk lightly, but he saw that the other party was busy and couldn't stop.
Turn on the air conditioner, adjust the temperature, and help pull up the mosquito net...
It's like serving the delicate Princess and the Pea...
Uh...we are all grown men, isn’t that a bit too much?
Someone didn't notice it at all, and was busy as hell, trying to take all the details into consideration and give his baby a comfortable and free sleeping environment.
The two people sitting in the corner playing games didn't dare to breathe.
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