Chapter 146: Being a Dog and Being My Brother's Dog
A flash of thunder flashed across the sky, illuminating the expressions on everyone's faces.
Zhu Yanshi took a step back, broke free from Yuan Qing's hand, and did not get too close to Fu Qi'an.
The atmosphere was too tense, and even if he was capable, it would still be difficult for him to solve these problems.
Chen Shiyi rushed over like a firecracker, stood in front of Zhu Yanshi, and looked at Fu Qian'an with narrowed eyes.
"What are you doing? Touching me!"
"Ashi didn't say he chose you, you're a little..."
Yuan Qing's expression was not good either.
Zhu Yanshi: "I want to try."
One sentence ended the game.
Song Zhiyu, who happened to get off the car, heard these words and his eyes turned dark. He looked at Fu Qian in disbelief.
"Didn't we agree on cooperation? And fair competition?"
"You're carrying me on your back while you're on the Raiders?"
Fu Qi'an didn't say anything, but just put his umbrella over Zhu Yanshi's head. After a moment, he gently pulled Zhu Yanshi's hand.
"He chose me. I hope you can learn some sense of propriety in the future."
"He agreed to be your boyfriend?"
Yuan Qing hit the nail on the head.
Fu Qi'an's face didn't look very good, and he glanced at Yuan Qing coldly.
Noticing the change in the other person's expression, Chen Shi understood immediately and began to sneer.
"But try it, do you really think you are the principal wife?"
"Stop arguing, stop arguing!"
Zhu Yanshi spoke, interrupting the increasingly tense atmosphere.
"Before, I didn't really believe in love. I didn't think someone would be so determined to choose me all the time, because of some... reasons."
“Now, I can feel the sense of being firmly chosen, so I want to give it a try.”
Song Zhiyu: "Why him? I'm willing to be a test subject too."
Zhu Yanshi didn't dare to face the other person's eyes. He really couldn't say anything too cruel.
I couldn't even face Yuan Qing and Chen Shiyi's eyes.
At this moment, Fu Qian'an didn't say much, but at the moment when the thunder rolled down again, he grabbed Zhu Yanshi's hand, and when no one could react, he led everyone to break through the circle of strong emotional shackles.
The wind in my face blew away all sense of morality.
Zhu Yanshi's mind was no longer confused, and he was taken to a relatively quiet place.
Fine raindrops fell densely, soaking all the buildings and vegetation outside.
A rich aroma of earth floated in the air, but in this dark and narrow corridor, all that could be heard was the two people's long, intertwined breathing.
Fu Qi'an kept his back to Zhu Yan, as if he was trying to calm himself down. After a long time, he turned his head, his eyes slightly red.
"It's hard for you to choose."
"I can see that."
He said these words while enduring the pain. Deep down, he wanted it more than anyone else. He was the only choice, but the reality was there.
Only then could he clearly see the struggle, guilt, reluctance and sadness in the boy's eyes.
He knew that he had to be selfish, even more selfish, in terms of feelings, but he still couldn't bear it. He couldn't bear to see a sunflower that could obviously bring warmth to everyone gradually wither because of the so-called constraints of emotion.
The beautiful blooming sunflower should have the favor of countless rays of light.
He deserves it.
Zhu Yanshi was a little flustered and his mind was confused. The feudal ideas that were deeply ingrained in his bones made him feel that he was immoral.
"I...I don't get enough love..."
"You've all been so kind to me, and you all chose me so firmly, but I don't want to wrong any of you..."
The moment the voice fell, Zhu Yanshi's jaw was pinched. He had almost no time to react before the other person's soft lips touched his lips.
At first it was a gentle fit, followed by tossing and turning, sucking and trying to please.
Tears of struggle fell down her cheeks, embellishing the kiss and making it a little bitter.
Zhu Yanshi's eyes were also red, and he wanted to cry. Deep down, he felt guilty about these feelings.
He didn't resist, throwing all consciousness behind him and falling into this lingering kiss.
The wind blew through the empty corridor, and they tasted the bitter kiss with tears in the dim space.
This is an extreme escalation of feelings, and also a compromise on Fu Qian'an's part.
I love you, so I hope you get a lot of love.
I love you, so I don't want you to make any painful choice.
I love you, so I want you to have all the control in your hands.
I love you, therefore, I love you.
The tips of their tongues entangled, their lips pressed tightly together, and their two violently beating hearts beat in rhythm like crazy.
The wind blowing in from the window hit the walls everywhere. Although it was very cold, their bodies were burning hot and the temperature around them was rising rapidly.
Fu Qi'an held the boy's head with both hands and sucked on his lips.
He had thought about kissing many times, but he never thought it would be like this, after witnessing the other person's struggle.
He always thought that he was an extremely strong person and never thought that there would be a day when he would compromise because of love.
This kiss was too unforgettable, too impressive, mixed with the bitterness of tears, emotions that had been suppressed for a long time and pushed to the peak in an instant.
Zhu Yanshi felt that the breath in his chest was completely deprived by the other party. When he was almost out of breath, the other party let go of him, and the slightly cool fingertips wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"If it's not the only one, then it's not."
"I love you, and you love me, and that's something that can't be changed."
"At least from my perspective, we are each other's only ones."
Zhu Yanshi: "Just give up on me. This is not fair to you."
The boy even gave up on himself, lowering his eyes and tears falling down his face.
"But I just love you."
Fu Qi'an hugged Zhu Yanshi tightly in his arms, and gently kissed his cheeks, the tip of his nose, and the tears in the corners of his eyes.
Zhu Yanshi is very empathetic because he was always abandoned as a child and was always in a situation of worrying about gains and losses, so he is more able to empathize with others and think from other people's perspectives.
In this situation, people often neglect themselves and consider Fu Qian'an.
That's why he said those words asking the other party to give up on him.
It’s not that I feel I’m unworthy, it’s just that I feel it’s unfair to Fu Qi’an.
"alright."
The emotions on Fu Qian'an's face, which had collapsed like a snowy mountain, returned to calm, and he grabbed Zhu Yanshi's hand.
"I'll take you to the classroom..."
"Come see me this afternoon?"
He looked at the boy's red eyes with a gentle smile on his face.
Zhu Yanshi nodded and looked away from the other person.
The drizzle that enveloped the entire world showed no sign of stopping. The wind brought a cool breeze and blew away the melancholy that was floating in people's hearts.
When Zhu Yanshi walked into the classroom, he saw Yuan Qing and Chen Shiyi sitting at the back of the classroom. Both of them had been silent and were covered with layers of overlapping dark clouds.
There was even lightning and thunder.
As expected, the one who is not loved is the third party...
Zhu Yanshi walked to the back and stopped beside their table. When Chen Shiyi looked up, his eyes, which were filled with cold wind and rain, were suddenly covered by a layer of fog.
There was a strange expression on Chen Shiyi's face. He looked at Zhu Yanshi for a long time before slowly standing up and hugging Zhu Yanshi's shoulders.
"You...really don't want me anymore?"
The sound fell and struck the heart, like a stone falling into a lake, creating ripples.
Zhu Yanshi pursed his lips, reached out to gently soothe the boy's back, and sighed.
"Let me go first..."
Chen Shiyi hugged her too tightly, as if he was afraid that if he left even a little space for her, she would disappear.
Although he seems careless, he actually knows Zhu Yanshi's character well.
He is soft-hearted and doesn't respond to harshness. This trick will definitely make him soften his heart.
"I was afraid you'd run away."
Chen Shiyi's voice was muffled.
Zhu Yanshi felt a little embarrassed. He could clearly feel countless eyes in the classroom falling on him, with gossip or other ill intentions.
"I won't run away...class is about to start."
The young man persuaded him in a low voice, and Chen Shiyi finally reluctantly let go of his arms around Zhu Yan.
There were not many people sitting in the back row, most of them were concentrated in the front row. There were fewer people in this class, so the area where they were sitting was relatively spacious.
It forms a dividing line with the dense crowd in the front row.
Yuan Qing didn't say a word. He just lowered his head silently, staring at the book in front of him, without even looking up at Zhu Yanshi.
Only after the other person sat down next to him did he calmly turn his head.
"Why choose him?"
"He obviously doesn't understand you, and I'm obviously the one who's been with you the longest..."
The raindrops outside the window were getting bigger and bigger, even constantly hitting the glass windows, leaving deep marks.
Zhu Yanshi didn't know how to answer. The moment he and Yuan Qing looked at each other, he could see the love surging in the other's eyes.
He had been avoiding it before, but now he made a choice and had to face it.
Zhu Yanshi felt that he was such a scumbag.
In just one day, he could make so many men cry for him.
Yuan Qing had been holding back her feelings of grievance until this moment, when her red eyes could no longer be contained and her tears fell on the back of Zhu Yanshi's hand.
"Why can't you choose me?"
He finally asked what was in his heart.
"I want to give you the opportunity to choose, so I can only comfort myself countless times when you choose someone else, saying that there will be another chance later..."
"Ashi...why can't you ever see me?"
Yuan Qing's shoulders were shaking violently. He grabbed Zhu Yanshi's hand and tried every means to keep him.
He had no other options. He had tried everything he could, but still wasn't chosen.
He really is just like his father said, a complete loser.
All the dark emotions rebounded in an instant, almost swallowing him up, and Yuan Qing fell into endless self-denial.
Until his wet eyelashes were gently touched by the boy's warm and trembling fingers.
Zhu Yanshi's voice was both cruel and brought infinite hope to people.
"I can't make a choice, and you can't be the only one. Are you willing to do this?"
As if grabbing a life-saving straw, Yuan Qing raised her eyes, blinked, and tears fell again.
"I do."
It's better than being abandoned.
He was willing to be Zhu Yanshi's dog.
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