Chapter 628 She is the source of Mu Sheng’s pain
After walking out of the ward, An Nuan did not go towards where Xie Mingtao parked his car, but wanted to walk on the road alone.
"Mr. Xie, I want to take a walk alone and get some fresh air. Please go back first."
Xie Mingtao knew that Tian Tian’s pregnancy was a wake-up call for An Nuan.
"You don't want to cancel the engagement party, do you?"
Xie Mingtao was extremely uneasy. "No, An Nuan, Tian Tian's situation is different from yours and A Sheng's. Yes, Tian Tian has unrequited love, but you don't. A Sheng..."
"Suddenly, I wondered if forcing him to stand up like this was actually hurtful? Mr. Xie, you know, I thought he wouldn't get stuck in a rut and could resist with me, but I seem to have overlooked his true inner thoughts."
"He wanted to push me away, but I didn't. My refusal was just that I thought he couldn't face the public opinion, but from his perspective, he was thinking about the future."
"Mr. Xie, if Mu Sheng hadn't woken up and Tian Tian had asked me if it was worth it, I could still have answered her, yes. But now, I'm confused. He just wants us to have a better life, but I'm going to take the lead and not let him retreat or be timid."
"How could he not retreat and be timid? He can't stand up anymore and needs help every day. In my opinion, I really don't think this is a big problem, because we work together, but can we exclude these things? He doesn't want to, so what's the difference between me forcing him?"
An Nuan recalled what Ji Linchen said the night he killed her.
He said, "An Nuan, I hate being monitored the most, you know? The reason I can't love you is because you're my other 'mother.' I don't want to be sponsored, I don't want to go abroad to study, but neither you nor my mother listens to my inner thoughts."
"Yes, because of you, I have achieved what I have today, but I sacrificed my freedom. Do you know why I went overseas and only came back once every few years? I didn't even want to reply to your messages. Even if we set up a group, I wouldn't even accompany you for something as trivial as shopping."
"Because I feel suffocated when I'm with you! Whenever I do something, you'll say, 'You did this and that for me?' Yes, my mother did instill in you a slave mentality, but don't you have any problems at all?"
"I am indeed hateful and a scumbag, but you know, I am happiest when I kill you. I am just like breaking free from your control and constraints. Even without a good degree, I can still become the richest man. Why do you have to interfere in my life?"
"An Nuan, this is why I hate you. Even if you've been so good to me and suffered so much for me, in my opinion, don't you deserve it? You're happy with it, so who can you blame?"
An Nuan wondered, is her attitude towards Mu Sheng now the same as she was towards Ji Linchen in the past?
Even if Mu Sheng is not Ji Linchen, what if he continues like this and becomes another Ji Linchen?
An Nuan didn't want to dislike him.
He has given so much for her. If he doesn't want to get engaged to her and just wants to push her away, An Nuan thought that's fine.
He wants her to be well, and she wants him to be well too.
He must have thought that she was only twenty years old and her life had just begun. Even if she had to start over, her world should not stop here.
An Nuan wondered if she had made the wrong decision.
She did think of Mu Sheng and the real reason why he pushed her away, but she forgot that he suffered from this every day and became unlike himself.
He was so proud and so dazzling, but now he was being controlled and pushed around because of her, as if everything revolved around her.
Otherwise, he wouldn't be so suffocated as to give her an engagement agreement tonight.
Mu Sheng should be feeling worse than her.
He pushed her away, pushed away the woman whom he was willing to love deeply in both lives.
How could he not feel pain?
But she couldn't understand and even forced him to do as she said.
She was the one who had a quarrel with Mu Sheng.
Relying on the fact that he couldn't do anything to her, relying on him, even if she were to be reborn, she would still be the one to unscrupulously rub salt into his wounds.
She is the source of Mu Sheng's pain.
She should be more tolerant of him, support him and understand him more, instead of thinking that he pretended to have amnesia and pushed her away because he was afraid that he would be criticized and pointed at by others.
An Nuan was wrong.
In fact, she didn't love him as deeply as Mu Sheng loved her.
She is just superficial and thinks that love means being together is enough.
But the resonance of souls is the true love.
Mu Sheng has always been protecting her.
Even if he couldn't stand up, he would do his best to prevent her from hearing any words of disapproval. From the beginning to the end, his love for her had never changed.
Sadly, it was only after Tian Tian's pregnancy that she finally figured it out.
He is not being too picky.
He is protecting her.
Even though she thought he was timid and stubborn, his original intention never changed.
Xie Mingtao raised his head and yelled, "What should we do now? We really have to cancel the engagement party."
Sure enough, there's a reason they're single.
Having been brothers with Mu Sheng for over a decade, I never imagined that Mu Sheng's real pain wasn't his inability to stand up, but the criticism An Nuan would face. Of course, I did think about it, but I just didn't think it was a big deal.
If you love each other, then be together. If you don’t love each other, then forget it.
But they are obviously in love.
An Nuan stared intently at the roadside dock, "I don't know either. The engagement party is the day after tomorrow."
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