Chapter 73 The choice cannot be without you



Jiang Suinsui was completely confused. She didn't even react for a moment: "You're not going...what do you mean?"

Song Weizheng asked back: "Do you really want to take the college entrance examination?"

"Of course!" Jiang Suisui nodded. "Who wouldn't want to? Isn't studying and going to college the most reliable way to change your destiny?"

"Change your destiny..." Song Weizheng repeated these words, and suddenly smiled bitterly, "I originally thought... my current life is pretty good."

"My previous plan was to work harder, make more money, take good care of Mom's health, support Xiaoxue's education, and bring you home to marry. We can live a simple and stable life, and that would be a good life."

Song Weizheng lowered his head and chuckled: "Do you think that my idea is not ambitious?"

Jiang Suishun quickly shook her head: "Of course not! It's just..."

But she always thought that the male protagonist of the novel! The future big shot! Must be a fighter, the kind of person who works hard to move forward! Unexpectedly, Song Weizheng also has the idea of ​​a stable home with a wife and children.

Jiang Suinshun wondered for a moment, could it be that her arrival had changed his mind?

Jiang Suinsui took a deep breath, calmed herself down and stopped herself from being overly sentimental.

Jiang Suisui explained, "I just think that you have been working hard for this family, wanting to make it better, and wanting Aunt Lan and Xiaoxue to live a better life. But you can also think more about yourself. If you can go to college, it will be a great help to your future life."

Song Weizheng: "I know you are doing this for my own good, including encouraging me to study. If it weren't for you, I might not have thought that there is another path in life to choose."

Jiang Suishun rubbed her cheeks, feeling a little embarrassed. She thought, your life should have been more brilliant...

Jiang Sui Sui: "So...what do you think now?"

Song Weizheng: "When I first heard the news, I thought of what you said to me before. This may be an opportunity to get out."

"Yeah!" Jiang Suinshun nodded vigorously to show his agreement.

"But..." Song Weizheng said, "I'm worried about leaving here to go to college and leaving my mother and sister in the village."

Jiang Suinsui opened her lips slightly, wanting to say something but unable to speak.

She had been inconsiderate. Aunt Lan and Xiaoxue were both weak and young, so it was really difficult to leave them in the village alone.

Jiang Suishun experienced the reality for the first time. Her original idea was too selfish. She only wanted to pull Song Weizheng to go higher and further, but she didn't think about how to arrange for his family.

Jiang Suinsui lowered her head and said with some shame: "I understand... I didn't think it through enough. But... but..."

But she wanted to go to college. If Song Wei Zheng didn't go, she would have to go on alone, and they might be thousands of miles apart in the future... She couldn't accept this reality suddenly.

Seeing Jiang Suunsui suddenly look like she was about to cry, Song Weizheng couldn't help but chuckle and pulled her into his arms, saying softly, "Why are you crying? I haven't finished what I'm saying yet."

"Wuwu, we are going to have a long-distance relationship..." Jiang Suishun stopped crying when she heard this, "Huh? What?"

Song Weizheng recalled: "Later, I talked to my mother..."

Before Jiang Suinsui arrived, Song Rulan and Song Weizheng heard the news from the radio together. Their first thought was surprise, but then Song Rulan noticed Song Weizheng's sudden gloomy expression and was slightly puzzled.

She called Song Wei Zheng into the house to talk alone, and only then did she understand his concerns.

Song Rulan smiled bitterly and shook her head: "Although you always say that I am not a burden to you, the fact that you have such thoughts only shows that I, as a mother, am a burden."

Song Weizheng looked tangled and painful: "Mom!"

Song Rulan raised her hand to interrupt him: "Don't say anything, I know what you want to say. But have you ever thought that the care you get in exchange for your giving up and sacrifice is also a burden to Xiaoxue and me?"

"Although I am not in good health, I am not a useless person who cannot take care of myself. Xiaoxue is almost ten years old. She is considered a grown-up girl in the village. She can take care of herself and help the family with many things. We are not the only orphans and widows in the village. They can live well, so can we."

"Since your father passed away, you have been accustomed to carrying all the burdens on yourself. You have carried them for so long that you even forgot that the burdens can be taken off."

Song Rulan sighed at this point: "Seeing you work so hard for so many years, I feel really bad. As a mother, I haven't fulfilled my responsibilities. Instead, I made you grow up early."

She looked at Song Weizheng, who was now a mature and reliable adult, and said seriously: "A Zheng, Mommy wants to see you follow your heart and do what you want to do."

Song Wei Zheng's expression was moved: "Mom...then you and your sister..."

Song Rulan: "I told you, we can take care of ourselves. We have enough food at home. We can grow some vegetables in the yard, which is enough for the two of us to live on. Don't think too much!"

"Besides," Song Rulan looked at him and smiled, "Sui Sui looks like an ambitious child. If she goes to college and you don't, she might look down on you in a year or two."

Song Weizheng frowned: "She won't..."

Song Rulan shook her head: "I'm not saying that Sui Sui will flatter the powerful and look down on the weak, but the world outside is huge and there must be many excellent people. If you don't keep moving forward and don't keep up with her footsteps, you will always slowly drift further and further away from her..."

Song Wei Zheng recalled this and looked at Jiang Suinsui in his arms. He thought about his previous thoughts of giving up and for the first time he felt a sense of crisis that he was about to lose her.

He couldn't help but tighten his arms and hold her tightly in his arms, saying, "Like Mom said, in order to be worthy of you, I can't retreat to the village forever."

After listening to what he said and feeling his embrace, Jiang Suinshun suddenly felt at ease. But then she felt a little embarrassed: "What are you talking about? There is no such thing as worthy or not worthy. What I like is the best..."

Song Weizheng chuckled: "Well, thank you for liking me."

Jiang Suishun said awkwardly: "I didn't say who I like."

Song Weizheng chuckled and asked her, "If you don't like me, who else can you like?"

"Oh, why are you so confident all of a sudden?" Jiang Suishun was in a better mood and started to tease, "I like grandma, I like Aunt Lan, I like Xiaoxue, and I like my good sisters. As for you, please stand in the back row."

Song Wei Zheng deliberately sighed: "Well, what should I do? I seem to like you the most, much more than anyone else, but I didn't expect that my position in your heart is so low."

Jiang Suishun softened immediately when she heard this: "Well, it's not that low!"

She slightly pushed Song Weizheng away, gestured at her chest, and said, "There is no ranking in liking you, but you occupy such a large place in my heart, and you are very important!"

Song Weizheng laughed softly and leaned on her shoulder. He tilted his head slightly and kissed her, saying, "Thank you for keeping me in your heart."

Jiang Suinsui felt sweet inside, she opened her arms and hugged him, whispering: "You have to keep me in your heart, too. Do you know that when you first said you couldn't go, I was actually a little sad. I almost thought you were going to give up this relationship..."

Song Wei Zheng buried his head in her neck and said in a muffled voice: "I'm sorry to make you sad. But even if I thought about giving up the college entrance examination, I didn't think about giving up on you. In fact, there were many thoughts in that moment, but the only thing I didn't think about was giving up on you. You have long been in my life plan. No matter what the situation is, I can't live without you."

"Yeah." Jiang Suensun responded gently, "I believe you."

The two of them hugged quietly for a while, and Jiang Suisui suddenly thought: "We have been talking here for a long time, as if we can definitely go to college, but if we fail, it will be funny."

She imagined the scene and laughed out loud: "Haha, so silly, two confident fools."

Song Weizheng also laughed: "Don't worry, you urged me to study some time ago, and you worked so hard and read all the books, there is no reason for me to fail the exam."

Jiang Suishun raised his head and said seriously: "Comrade Xiao Song, don't be so arrogant. Do you know how many people are taking the college entrance examination? This is a competition with people from all over the country! Take the educated youth in our village for example..."

Jiang Suinshun was speaking seriously, but Song Weizheng suddenly bent down and kissed her.

"Hmm..." Jiang Suishun's eyes widened. "You, you are launching a surprise attack! I am analyzing this carefully with you!"

Song Wei Zheng chuckled. He didn't want to say it but because her serious expression was too adorable, he couldn't help it.

Song Weizheng bowed his head and admitted his mistake: "I'm sorry, please continue."

Jiang Suinshun's train of thought was interrupted by a kiss. Her mind was still lingering on the afterglow of the kiss, so it was a little difficult for her to continue.

But she would not say such things. Jiang Suisui thought for a moment and continued, "Anyway... there are many people who desperately want to go to college. If we don't work hard, we will definitely be left behind."

"Yes." Song Weizheng nodded, "We must work hard. Let's go to the town tomorrow."

Jiang Suisui looked up and said, "Going to the town? What for?"

Song Weizheng gently pinched her cheek and said, "Go and look for other study materials. Since we are going to compete, we must be fully prepared."

Jiang Sunshun's eyes lit up immediately when he heard this: "Yes!"

She quickly left Song Weizheng's arms, pulled him back, and muttered as she walked, "Hurry up, go back to bed. Get up early tomorrow and we'll ride our bikes to the town."

She almost forgot that the educated youth at that time must also be in need of review materials and would certainly run around collecting them. There would also probably be some corresponding materials published on the market for the current candidates to use, and there would definitely be a fierce competition at that time.

Song Wei Zheng looked at her anxious back, not knowing whether to laugh or cry. He wanted to hold her for a while longer.


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