Chapter 140 Secret Love Diary (Extra 2)
Four years later.
Sheng Lingyu is four years old.
Ever since he started kindergarten, he has been particularly naughty. Every day when he comes home, he seems to have endless energy, and the whole villa can be filled with the sound of his running feet.
Sang Sui couldn't catch anyone at all.
Fortunately, there are several nannies looking after him every day, otherwise this little guy would disappear in a flash.
After several years of hard work, Sang Sui is now the head of Sheng Group, and everyone calls her President Sang.
And her husband Sheng Yize gradually became her good wife.
Although he is a good wife, he feels very happy.
What he wants to see is that the person he loves shines in the field he likes and is always passionate and dedicated.
Sang Sui had to attend a meeting right now, and Sheng Yize originally wanted to wait for her to go home together, but she said that she was worried about Sheng Lingyu, so she asked him to go home early to look after him.
Sheng Yize clicked his tongue.
His son has reached an age where even dogs dislike him, and he is becoming more and more displeased with him.
And she always disturbs his date with his wife. It's so annoying! !
Sheng Yize returned home reluctantly and suddenly saw Sheng Lingyu playing with something in his hand.
He thought it was something else, but when he walked over to take a look, he found it was actually a notebook.
Sheng Yize paused, took it and took a look, it turned out to be Sang Sui's notebook.
This notebook looked familiar. When he was in college, he often saw her taking it out to write and draw, but he had no idea what she was writing.
"What are you doing, you bastard!" Sheng Yize snatched the notebook from Sheng Lingyu's hand, "That's your mother's thing, is that what you should see?"
"Dad scolded me!" Sheng Lingyu burst into tears.
Sheng Yize was too lazy to pay attention to him and asked his aunt to take him away and comfort him.
As soon as Sheng Lingyu left, the world became quiet.
Sheng Yize walked to the sofa with his notebook and sat down, flipping through the pages one by one.
When he saw something, his eyes paused.
This seems to be...
Sang Sui's secret love diary.
[March 6, 2016, sunny.]
Uncle Sheng said he was in love. I knew he was a playboy, but why did I feel so sad? 】
[July 14, 2017, sunny.]
I'm so happy that he's home. 】
[July 18, 2017, rain.
He seems very cold to me. Did I do something wrong? 】
[September 1, 2018, sunny.]
I was admitted to Yunjing University and came to the school where he was. I was so happy! ! 】
[September 1, 2018, sunny.]
He came to pick me up for school! ! This is my happiest moment! ! 】
[September 1, 2018, sunny.]
He has a girlfriend who is gentle and generous, while I am well-behaved and introverted. At that moment, I seemed to know... I, Sang-young, would never be his type. 】
[October 3, 2018, cloudy.]
He will never like me. 】
…
[June 8, 2019, sunny.]
Today is my birthday, but he broke his promise. 】
[June 15, 2019, rain.
It’s over, Sheng Yize. I will never like you again. 】
After reading this page, Sheng Yize continued to flip to the next page.
That’s all.
The diary ends on this page.
Sheng Yize was stunned, as if something had stabbed him hard in the heart.
Each page of the diary entry is not very long, but it all revolves around one person.
And that person was himself - Sheng Yize.
If he remembered correctly, June 15, 2019 was the day he attended someone else's birthday party and told Xie Yubin in front of him that he was just playing around with her.
He didn't know how long she cried that day, he only knew that in this last page of the diary, there was no next page.
And every page in the diary was torn into pieces by her.
Even after it was finally glued back on, there were still marks on it.
He always thought that he was the one who liked the girl first, and that it was when he pursued her that she gradually fell in love with him and agreed to be with him.
Unexpectedly...
She liked him earlier than he thought.
Sheng Yize couldn't believe that Sang Sui had secretly liked him for so many years without his knowledge.
Thinking of all he had done to her in the past, the man's eyes welled up and he shed tears.
"I'm sorry Sui Sui..."
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That night, when Sheng Yize pushed Sang Sui in, he hugged her tightly and said "I'm sorry" again and again in her ear.
Sang Sui laughed, held his face and kissed him: "What's wrong with you today? Why do you keep saying sorry?"
"I saw your diary today."
"Diary?"
"Well, you've liked my diary for many, many years."
Sang Sui paused and his eyes suddenly turned red.
When he saw her tears, Sheng Yize panicked and hugged her: "Don't cry, don't cry."
"Sheng Yize, actually..." Sang Sui sobbed, "I have liked you for a long time, even earlier than you liked me."
"sorry."
"It's just that I know I have no chance, so I haven't dared to say it."
"I'm sorry..." Sheng Yize hugged her tightly and kept kissing her, "Sui Sui, let me love you a little more in the future."
This was his only chance to make amends.
Sang Sui nodded with tears in his eyes, “Okay.
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She felt that the years when Sang went abroad to study were the most painful years of her life.
But what she didn't know was that Sheng Yize was in more pain than she thought.
When she was cleaning one day and taking down their wedding photos, something suddenly fell from behind the frame.
She picked it up and saw that it was the letter she left for Sheng Yize at the airport.
[Sheng Yize, I have never liked you]
The reason why she left that letter was that she didn't want her dignity to be trampled on in front of him.
She just wanted to tell him through these words: Sheng Yize, don't be so self-indulgent.
This is undoubtedly also a warning to myself——
It’s over, Sang Sui, all the love is not worth it.
However, Sheng Yize revised this letter several times.
He made corrections on it over and over again, even changing the sentence "I have never liked you" to "I have always liked you".
The traces of revisions over and over again interpret his pain, his regret and self-deception.
It seemed that only in this way could he deceive himself and tell himself that she still liked him.
Thinking of his past suffering, Sang Sui felt sad and his eyes suddenly turned red.
His eyes moved down from the traces of revisions, and finally landed on the sentence he wrote -
[Sui Sui, please like me once]
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When Sheng Yize returned home, he saw Sang Sui crying while holding something.
His heart tightened at that moment, and he walked over, only to find that in her hand was the letter that he had revised that she had left behind.
Sheng Yize's expression paused.
Sang Sui raised her eyes, pouted her lips and snuggled into his arms with a wronged look.
Sheng Yize hugged her and stroked her spine to comfort her: "What's wrong?"
"Were you in great pain back then?"
Sheng Yize was silent for a few seconds: "Yeah."
"Does it hurt?"
He knew what she was talking about.
"My heart hurts so much." Sheng Yize let out a bitter smile, "I'm a mean person, I did something wrong to you, Sui Sui, don't be sad. If you are willing to give me a chance, let me be with you..."
"Get married together, have children together, and even grow old together."
"What you gave me is the best medicine in the world, enough to heal all my pain."
Sang Sui slowly closed her eyes, tears rolling down her cheeks.
"Sheng Yize, I will love you forever."
Sheng Yize's eyebrows softened and he couldn't help but kiss her.
"Sang Sui, I will love you forever."
For a lifetime, unwavering commitment.
-End of the book-
(Written on June 14, 2024)
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