Chapter 58 Where is Sang Sui?
Sheng Yize was stunned.
He stared at Sheng Guohua, rolled his eyes, and suddenly smiled.
"Sheng Guohua, you really did everything you could to cover up the mistakes you made. You even dragged my mother into this."
He knew he wouldn't believe it.
He loved his mother so much, how could he believe that the mother who once loved and doted on him so much was a person who betrayed her feelings and her family.
"Okay, you don't believe it, right?" Sheng Guohua grabbed his arm, "Come here!"
Sheng Guohua dragged him into the study.
The two came to the study, and Sheng Guohua walked directly to the desk, bent down and opened the upright cabinet on the left.
There was a safe inside. He entered the password and took out a stack of things.
Sheng Guohua handed the things to him: "After reading this, you will understand."
Sheng Yize paused and took the stack of things.
The thing was wrapped in gray brown paper, and he opened it.
There were letters inside.
There were more than thirty letters in total.
Seeing the words above, Sheng Yize's face froze, as if the whole world was collapsing.
That's Wen Xuelin's handwriting.
"These are the letters between your mother and that man." Sheng Guohua took a deep breath. "Not long after your mother gave birth to you, I started Sheng Group from scratch. When the company was first established, I was very busy every day. We were separated for many years, and I neglected to take care of you and her for a long time."
"I thought that as long as I could get the company on track and make enough money, I could bring you back to the city to enjoy life. However, years of living apart have made your mother and I lose the common topics of conversation and the initial enthusiasm."
“This situation lasted for several years before it gradually improved.”
"I thought the problems between your mother and I had been solved, but I later realized that the problems between us had never been solved."
"When you were in junior high school, Sheng was facing the issue of going public. I was busy again and didn't come home many times a week. Your mother argued with me several times over this issue."
Having said this, Sheng Guohua lowered his eyes with a painful look on his face.
"The worst fight we had was when you just entered high school. We had the most intense argument over various issues, and I slammed the door and left, and didn't come back for several months."
"When I came back later, I found that she had changed."
"She started to smile at me and no longer cared about what I said or did. She just catered to my ideas."
"I thought she had changed for the better, and was planning to have a good talk with her, but then I realized..."
Sheng Guohua closed his eyes in pain.
"It's not that we realized our own problems and wanted to change, but because she met someone who made her so gentle and considerate."
"When I was gone for a few months, she met a man in the bookstore."
"That man was a professor at a university, about the same age as your mother. They got along very well, and it took less than a month from the time they met, got to know each other, to the time they fell in love."
"He is gentle and considerate to your mother. That man can satisfy all the emotional values your mother wants."
"Your mother is very beautiful and she likes poetry and distant places. From the moment I started pursuing her, I knew that we were not from the same world." Sheng Guohua looked at him, "She likes reading, painting, and literature, but she doesn't like fame and fortune in the business world."
"She and that professor are from the same world."
"And I am just a businessman who only pursues profit and speed. I can't give her rich emotional value."
"There has long been a mountain between her and me."
…
Sheng Yize looked at the letters they exchanged.
Their language in the letter was intimate and even boldly provocative.
In every letter, he seemed to see the intimate scenes of his mother's love with that man.
Every frame and every scene was like a knife stabbing into his heart.
Sheng Yize's breathing sank, and the pain at that moment seemed to make him lose his breath.
His hands went limp and the letters in his hands fell out of his hands one by one.
He was shocked, puzzled and confused.
How could it be that my mother cheated on me!
How could she cheat! !
Sheng Yize still couldn't accept this reality and looked up at Sheng Guohua.
"Since you said my mother cheated, let me ask you."
"On my birthday in my senior year of high school, Yun Man came out of your study. It was already two o'clock in the morning! What on earth were you doing?!"
"Don't tell me you are innocent!"
Sheng Guohua was stunned: "Is it because of this incident that you always think that I cheated on Yunman?"
Sheng Yize said nothing.
Sheng Guohua took a deep breath and said, "The reason why Yunman and I were in the study that night was to discuss how to tell your mother about her cheating!"
"W-what?"
"Because that day, I happened to find the letters between your mother and that man, and then I knew...your mother had an affair."
“…”
"I don't know who to tell about your mother's affair. I thought Yunman was your mother's best friend, so I wanted to talk to her and ask her to persuade your mother to break up with that man as soon as possible."
Thinking of that night, Sheng Guohua's pain is still vivid in his mind.
He knew that Wen Xuelin's infidelity had her own reasons.
He understood her behavior, but he was really sad that their relationship ended with her betrayal.
Sheng Guohua turned around, looked at the dark night outside the glass window, and his voice was lonely.
"But in the end, her persuasion didn't have much effect. Your mother still associated with that man."
"Not long after that, your mother and I had a fierce argument, and that was when I beat her."
He turned around and lowered his eyes: "I'm sorry..."
Sheng Yize opened his eyes, rushed forward and grabbed his collar: "What did you say, you hit her!"
Sheng Guohua closed his eyes in grief: "That night, she left home in a rage. The next time we saw her, we saw her get into a car accident on the road."
Sheng Yize froze in shock, looking bewildered.
"So what were you and Yun Man doing when you came out of the restaurant that day?!"
"It was Yunman and I who went to look for her!" Sheng Guohua looked at him, "We arrived there early after learning that the man had asked her to come to that restaurant. Unexpectedly, your mother had a car accident on the way to the appointment..."
Sheng Yize looked at him in disbelief: "So she got into a car accident because she went on a date with that man?"
Sheng Guohua said nothing and nodded solemnly.
Sheng Yize stared at him closely, and the redness in his eyes made him shed tears.
All his years of hatred and disgust turned out to be a joke.
He couldn't believe it, nor did he want to believe it.
Sheng Yize smiled and said, "What evidence do you have to prove that what you said is true?!"
Sheng Guohua looked at him, then bent down and found a letter from a pile of letters.
The style of that letter was very different from the other envelopes. If the envelopes they used to exchange letters were romantic and affectionate, then the one that Sheng Guohua handed to him was more cute and loving.
It is the love for his son.
"This is the last letter your mother left you before she died."
Sheng Yize's pupils dilated, and he realized that his outstretched hand was trembling slightly.
He took it and saw the words "Written by Sheng Yize himself" written on it.
Sheng Yize slowly opened——
[My dear son Xiaoze, when you see this letter, your mother may have left this world.
Actually, I didn’t want to leave this letter for you, because I feel ashamed to see you and to tell you these things.
But thinking that you will never see your mother again, it would be too cruel for you if I didn't even leave you this letter.
If you were so well behaved, mom would feel more remorseful and guilty.
Ozawa, it’s mom’s fault.
Mom fell in love with a man, and that man is not your father.
And my mother paid a heavy price for this unconventional love.
It's your mother's fault for not giving you a home where your parents love each other and where the family atmosphere is happy.
But mom doesn't regret it.
I don't regret falling in love with that man.
It's just that mom feels guilty because it's her choice that has caused you to suffer so much.
You clearly don't understand anything, but because of my choice you have to bear the blame that you shouldn't have.
sorry.
Forgive mom for being selfish.
Don't blame anyone. If you have to blame someone, blame your mother.
It was your mother who brought you pain.
If there is an afterlife, please find someone else to be your mother.
Mom is not worthy of being your mother. 】
The last thing to write about is Mom Wen Xuelin.
Drops of tears fell, soaking the letter.
Sheng Yize staggered, and finally couldn't hold on and fell to the ground.
He hunched his upper body, lowered his head, and his slightly trembling shoulders betrayed his emotions.
He is crying.
It's very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.
Sheng Guohua looked at him and sighed, "You were about to take the college entrance examination at that time. I was worried that your mother's matter would affect your college entrance examination, so I never told you. I thought that as long as Yunman and I kept it a secret, you would not be affected, but I was wrong."
"I didn't expect that you would misunderstand this matter as me cheating on Yunman, and you have misunderstood it for so many years!"
"Sheng Yize, you can blame me and hate me for this matter, but you have no right to hate Yun Man."
"She is your Aunt Man, the one who has always loved you very much!"
"She really didn't do anything wrong."
"And Sang Sui!"
"You really shouldn't hurt them like this..."
Sheng Guohua looked down at him and spoke earnestly.
"Xiao Ze, you are really wrong about this matter."
He lowered his head and looked at the letter, tears falling down and soon soaking the floor.
After a while, he raised his scarlet eyes.
"Where is she now?"
"who?"
"Sang Sui."
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