Chapter 13 Antidote Love is the antidote.
Jin Yunyan probably guessed what the girl was going to say, but he was different from other young boys who were just beginning to fall in love at that time and was not very interested in matters of love.
The smile in his eyes was very faint, but his gentle temperament made him look very gentle: "What's the matter?"
"Jin, Jin Yunyan, what kind of girls do you like?"
Bo Xia, who was hiding in the back, felt her heart skip a beat. She probably guessed that the girl was confessing her love to him. Would he agree? And what kind of girl did he like?
She envied the girl's courage to ask him so directly.
He lowered his eyes, and before he could speak, the other party said, "Whatever girl you like, I can become that girl."
“Why do you want to be someone else’s type instead of being yourself?”
"I……"
Jin Yunyan didn't state his request explicitly, but simply said, "At our age, we should focus more on studying, right?"
The girl said unwillingly, "Grades aren't that important."
Jin Yunyan: "I want to go to the same university as my girlfriend."
He smiled indifferently, looking so unapproachable: "Anything else?"
Logically, that person should have given up, but he didn't. He looked like he was trying to hug him, and when he failed, he said a little aggrievedly, "Can't I even hug you for a bit?"
"I hope you can keep your distance from me and not affect my life," Jin Yunyan's eyes were a little cold, "You don't want to become someone I hate, do you?"
The girl's courage finally drained away, and she turned and walked down the stairs, leaving Jin Yunyan alone. Bo Xia glanced over and saw a misty mist in his eyes, much colder than before, as if he had taken off the mask he had been wearing, revealing his true self.
Does he still have this side?
She didn't know what to do, afraid that the sound would be abrupt and might be misunderstood by him, but the next second her arm touched something next to her, making a noticeable noise.
Jin Yunyan's eyes really fell on this side. She held her breath, thinking that she could disappear on the spot, but unfortunately, a pair of white sneakers appeared in front of her, and looking up, she saw blue school uniform trouser legs.
He put one hand in his pocket, his eyelids slightly lowered, and his beautiful eyes were so close to her.
She almost bit her tongue: "I was right here just now, I didn't mean to peek."
It was a very ordinary sentence, but it was extremely difficult to say it completely in front of him.
Jin Yunyan was only surprised for a few seconds, and then nodded casually.
He was about to leave when he saw the girl in front of him looking a little unwell. She looked pale, with one hand on the railing. He hesitated for a moment, still worried that she might be upset. "Are you here to get some fresh air too?"
"Um."
She had a feeling similar to being homesick. Even though she had imagined the scene of talking to him countless times in her mind, she still didn't know what to say when it really happened.
“Is the study pressure too great?”
Bo Xia raised her head and met his gentle eyes. The strange thing was that although they were of the same age, she felt that the other person was older.
She didn't dare to look him in the eye for too long and said softly, "A little bit. I didn't do well on the test this time."
Jin Yunyan counseled her: "One test doesn't represent your level, so it shouldn't stop you from moving forward, right?"
The wind on the rooftop blew between them, carrying away too much of the noise. Bo Xia just stared at him in a daze, obviously not expecting to receive his comfort.
She released her hand from the railing, opened her lips, but in the end said nothing, letting the silence erode the air between them.
At this time, the bell rang, and Jin Yunyan breathed a sigh of relief. When he was about to leave, he noticed that the person next to him didn't move, so he asked casually, "Aren't you leaving?"
"Ah... let's go."
Bo Xia followed behind him, looking at his back greedily. His shadow in front of her made her feel lucky even like this.
After hesitating for a while, she couldn't help but add as she walked down the stairs: "I will keep what just happened a secret for you."
The corners of his lips lifted slightly, and he tilted his body slightly to look at her: "What are you referring to?"
The girl opened her lips, but didn't know how to start: "I..."
She simply said, "I forgot."
Jin Yunyan smiled and said nothing more.
After returning to the classroom, Bo Xia still had a feeling of unreality. She couldn't help but look up at his back, trying to find some other emotional colors in the words they had just said.
Bo Xia imagined that her secret love was not a one-man show, and maybe he also had some feelings for her. But when she looked up again, she saw Meng Roujin asking him some questions, and he had the same expression.
She felt a slight bitterness in her heart, mixed with a little warmth.
Such complex emotions filled her entire chest, swelling as if it would overflow at the next second.
That kind of love that is known to be impossible is like what Keigo Higashino wrote -
It’s like pressing on an inflamed wisdom tooth and getting an inexplicable pleasure from the pain. [1]
She remembered something and quietly took out her diary before class.
Ever since Bo Yi found her diary last time, she brought it to school for fear of being discovered again.
Bo Xia couldn't help but draw a cute Q-version figure while looking at his back, and wrote what he said to her today next to it.
Looking at the words on the notebook, she thought that perhaps the more important thing was to find the problem, then stand up and start again. She glanced at Jin Yunyan and imagined herself in his shoes, thinking that if she were him, she would never be defeated.
There was a sound beside him. Bo Xia saw Zhou Suiye coming and quickly covered the notebook.
Zhou Suiye was a little confused, but he didn't ask any questions.
After a while, Bo Xia carefully put away the diary. When he put it back, he saw the test paper in the desk drawer. He took it out and looked at the questions on it carefully.
She was still studying after class, so much so that even when Wen Xin came over and asked her to go to the canteen, she refused to go.
Wen Xin glanced at her and felt that she didn't seem very happy, so she didn't force herself to go downstairs alone.
After a while, she handed her the bread that was very popular in the store recently: "Xia Xia, eat something and relax."
Bo Xia was stunned for a moment, and seeing her sitting in Jin Yunyan's seat, he comforted her: "Don't put too much pressure on yourself. More haste makes waste. Maybe if you learn to enjoy studying, your grades will naturally improve."
She seemed to be glowing.
The moment she felt love, her inferiority complex grew wildly like a vine. Living in a dark corner, she had a very subtle feeling. She thought so unbearably that how could she, who was sensitive and unlikable, deserve such a good friend.
"Wen Xin..."
"I know you're very touched, but don't be moved yet," Wen Xin tore open the wrapping paper, "Our Xia Xia is omnipotent, so you must believe in yourself and don't deny yourself because of one exam."
Her eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist.
Bo Xia didn't say that in her youth, Jin Yunyan represented the first love of a girl, but Wen Xin was the first one who truly taught her the meaning of love.
What is love?
Love is the antidote. Warmth is her antidote.
Bo Xia took a bite of bread and nodded. She thought about when they first met. She didn't have many friends at that time, so she couldn't find a partner for physical education class. It was the enthusiastic Wen Xin who took her to play together and pulled her out of her lonely world.
Bo Xia lowered her head, and after a while she couldn't help but glance at her. Wen Xin saw that she was worried and asked her what she was thinking about. She said, "I'm wondering why you became my friend. I don't think I'm good enough."
Wen Xin thought that she must be really unhappy, actually thinking that way. Wen Xin raised her chin and proudly said that she was very good and loved by everyone. Then she said, "That's why I'm so good. Of course, I can be your friend because you are good enough."
She raised her hand and gestured, then said in a rather silly way, "You are kind and considerate of others. Anyone who dislikes you is sentenced to death by me."
No matter how much time has passed, Bo Xia could never forget what she said that day, and she gradually understood that a friend is just a mirror. Yes, she also has some good points.
Bo Xia couldn't help laughing when she saw Wen Xin's exaggerated movements.
The person sitting opposite her saw that she was finally happy and smiled along with her.
The wind blew in from the window, lifting their ponytails into an arc, and time seemed to stand still.
When Zhou Suiye came in, he saw them laughing and felt puzzled: "What are you talking about?"
Wen Xin: "I'm praising you behind your back."
Zhou Suiye: "..." He definitely had nothing good to say.
"It's time for class..."
After the bell rang, everyone returned to their seats.
I attended two math classes and finally it was time for self-study class in the next class so I could take a break.
Bo Xia sorted out Jin Yunyan's speech at the morning meeting. This time, the study method he wrote was more detailed. She wrote down what she remembered to see if it would be helpful to her.
As she was writing, the person next to her tilted his head to look at her and asked, "What are you writing?"
Bo Xia took a look at him and said that it was the learning experience of learning from the academic god. Zhou Suiye said "ah" in confusion.
Seeing his unusual reaction, Bo Xia looked at him awkwardly, wondering if he had discovered that she...
Just as he was thinking this, Zhou Suiye said, "I wrote his speech, which was the best in the school. He said it was too troublesome and he didn't want to write it."
“……?”
"I even used a limited-edition account with all skins."
“……?”
Bo Xia opened her lips, about to speak, then stopped, then finally tore the page off. Zhou Suiye felt insulted: "Hey, Bo Xiaoxia, my grades aren't much different from your Jin Xueshen's, are they?"
It seems to make sense.
Bo Xia had just given up the idea of throwing it away when he heard Zhou Suiye laugh again. Then he said a little bit shamelessly, "But I consulted a lot of online information for this, and I'm proficient in using the computer techniques of ctrl+c and ctrl+v."
She raised her eyes and said silently: "Please speak more plainly."
"Yeah, I copied it."
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