"I am too greedy... As a beast of disaster, I shouldn't ask for too much. It's just..."
But that day, I listened to Li Huashi's cold voice and looked at her very unfamiliar expression.
When he suddenly realized that in Li Huashi's heart, he seemed to be just a boring person and not even a friend.
He didn't know how to face the other person.
He tried...
He also wanted to try to pretend that he didn't know and continue to stay with her.
As she said, he couldn't leave her. . .
She was the light he dared not touch.
But.
He must have overestimated himself.
The pain in my heart was like a needle piercing my heart.
It tortured him and reminded him all the time.
"I am a beast of disaster. No one will treat me sincerely, and I am not worthy..."
So in the end, he could only escape in embarrassment.
"It's just that I don't want you to see me in such a mess."
Looking at the tears rolling down Fei's eyes and his helpless look.
Li Huashi suddenly felt very guilty.
She had always known it clearly.
She took advantage of Fei's innocence, his love for the world, and his inferiority complex that made him hated by everyone, and raised him as her pet.
She gave Fei everything except respect.
Humans care about their pets, but do they respect them?
Of course not.
Because they have no human rights.
But... now she regrets it.
She regretted hurting Fei.
Li Huashi: "If I say, I regretted it at the beginning.
I wanted to turn that colorful lake into a city that would never wither, and then give it to you as a gift, as our future home, but I haven’t had the chance to tell you yet... We... "
"Can we... still be like before?"
Fei smiled, and his answer was: "No matter what you do, I will never hate you, let alone blame you."
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(Regarding Fei, the focus has never been on what Shishi did.
From Fei's perspective, it's not that he can't accept what Shishi did.
In the original drama, Fei was beaten by Qing Geng and his blood was taken, and then the plague was spread, but no one blamed her, so how could he blame Shishi?
Those who cannot understand this can actually put themselves in this situation: their friends or lovers take advantage of the fact that they care about and love them, and then they don’t take you seriously.)
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