Chapter 58 The Big Dream



Li Huashi's words were so ridiculous that Li Lun, who had deceived Cheng Huang, couldn't help but curse.

Li Lun thought that Li Huashi defended him in this way just because she liked Fei.

"You even killed the Bai Ze Goddess for Fei, so it's natural for you to say that."

Li Huashi did not refute: "Indeed, there is the reason you said, but to be honest, from the perspective of humans, the Bai Ze Goddess favors humans. For me, I am the beneficiary, and I shouldn't say this.

But do you think there is really nothing wrong with the first generation of Bai Ze Goddess?"

Li Lun was stunned for a moment when he met Li Huashi's sudden serious look.

After realizing what was happening, Li Lun sneered, "Oh, in my opinion, of course the Bai Ze Goddess is wrong. Just as you said, I am a demon, and the Bai Ze Goddess is just a human. Why do they care about the affairs of our Great Wilderness!"

Li Huashi: "Perhaps this is the problem. The difference in ideas between humans and monsters makes it difficult for them to truly live together on the same land.

Everyone said that Fei was a beast of disaster. Once he went to the human world, the world would be infected with plague, causing countless deaths and injuries.

But what is the result?

After Fei injured the goddess Bai Ze and fled to the human world, he lived in hiding. Did anyone die because of him?

The answer is no.

Later Fei met me. I lived with him for many years, so I knew very well that as long as you were careful, careful, and more careful, the plague would not be contagious.

What is the difference between letting a demon who longs for hustle and bustle be trapped in the wilderness for life and imprisoning it in a cage in disguise?

Did the White Ze Goddess care about the demon's thoughts?

Is there really no way to solve Fei’s problem?

Be it once a year, once in ten years, or even once in a hundred years, under the care of the goddesses Cheng Huang and Bai Ze, it would be fine to just go to the human world from afar and see it once.

If the goddess Bai Ze cared about the demon's thoughts, would this not be allowed?

In fact, when it comes down to it, it is just because solving troublesome people is much simpler than solving troublesome problems, so the goddess Bai Ze only needs to say lightly, "I can't allow you to go to the human world," and then everything will be solved.

Of course, no one else has the right to demand that Goddess Bai Ze do everything to perfection.

After all, no one is perfect.

It's just the law of cause and effect. The decision she made led to her death, so we can't blame everything on Fei.

After all, Fei didn’t choose to become a disaster beast.”

And in Li Huashi's view, it was as if Cheng Huang caused the killing in order to prolong the life of the goddess Bai Ze.

The first generation Bai Ze Goddess did not ignore the monsters' thoughts.

The thoughts of a certain demon, such as Cheng Huang. Or the thoughts of a certain group of demons, such as those weak demons who can only beg the White Ze Goddess for help.

Perhaps Goddess Bai Ze does care.

If the beast of disaster is Cheng Huang, then the goddess Bai Ze will probably be able to find it easily...

In fact, what Fei really wants is a world without strange looks, where there are people willing to talk to him and treat him as a friend.

That's just how human beings are.

They are partial to those close to them and care about their thoughts. They sympathize with the weak but demand the strong to be strong.

Anyway, if we handle it this way, the only one who will be wronged is Fei, and it won't cause any trouble to others. How simple.

Anyway, they don’t care about Fei’s thoughts. Whether Fei is wronged or not, what does it have to do with others?

Just like... I treated Fei in the beginning.

Over the years, the more Li Huashi learned about the monsters in the wilderness, the more she knew about Fei's past.

The more she understood, the more painful it was for Fei to live in the wilderness.

All the demons were unwilling to touch him because he was a disaster.

It was as if the whole world was excluding him.

Li Huashi admitted that besides love for Fei, she also felt more guilty.

At the beginning, Li Huashi relied on the fact that Fei was a demon of disaster and could only be friends with her. In addition, Fei was soft-hearted and easy to bully, so she became more and more aggressive.

Li Huashi is a person who can climb up the pole.

So at the beginning, facing such a person who obeyed me 100%, even if he was a little reluctant because of my teasing, he would just look at me pitifully with those eyes that did not have any offensive power.

She's so pretty and cute that people can't help but want to bully her.

Or maybe it was because of Fei's tolerance and the fact that he was so easy to bully that Li Huashi thought...

Fei will never leave me.

So when she learned that Fei had left her, she was very angry, and she even cursed Fei in her heart for being ungrateful.

But later she found out that the easy-to-bully Fei was just injured, so he hid away feeling aggrieved.

At that moment, she began to really care about Fei's thoughts.

The more I know about Fei's past, the more I feel sorry for him.

And if Li Huashi wants to create a world for Fei where monsters and humans can live in harmony in the future...

A world where Fei can still have new friends even if he is no longer around in the future.

So the first thing that needs to be changed is human’s prejudice against monsters.

But prejudice, like a mountain, cannot be eliminated so easily.

so. . .

To Li Lun, Li Huashi could only say sorry.

Li Lun's mood was also very complicated at this moment.

He was happy that Li Huashi would think from the perspective of a demon, but he was also sad because Li Huashi was like this because of Fei.

Li Lun felt bitter inside, with a hint of secret envy and jealousy flashing across his mind.

Li Huashi's love has always been like this, firm and unhesitating.

It was so dazzling that it made people feel... unwilling.

Li Lun suddenly wanted to ask Li Huashi a question.

He still hasn't gotten an answer to this question that can truly make him feel relieved.

"For you, do you think it's better to be a human? Or is it better to be a demon?"

Li Lun had a hunch that perhaps Li Huashi could give him the answer he wanted.

Li Huashi looked at Li Lun who was serious, thought for a moment, and replied:

“Well, if you ask me… Actually, in my opinion, whether you are a human or a demon, it’s the same.

In the final analysis, whether you are a human or a monster is determined at birth.

Humans have their own sufferings, sorrows and joys, and demons have their own pains and joys.

This question is an unchangeable and meaningless one.

Instead of trying to figure out whether it is better to be a human or a monster, you might as well ask yourself what you really want.

When you find and get what you want.

Then you won’t care whether it’s a human or a demon.”

. . .

Looking at Li Huashi in front of him, he thought, if that was the case.

Well, he had found what he wanted.

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