Chapter 44: Going Crazy Together and Destroying Me
Su Yinuo really didn't know why Qin Wangxuan wanted to help her, nor did she know what she could offer in exchange for his help. When she was hesitant, Qin Wangxuan smiled and said, "How about this, sister-in-law, how about making an appointment with me?"
"No!" Su Yinuo refused immediately without even thinking for half a second.
Qin Wangxuan was deeply shocked. After pretending to wail for a while, he said, "That's it. Next time I go to see my sister-in-law, she can't reject me so ruthlessly like she did this morning. At least let me be treated like an ordinary friend, right?"
"Okay, okay..." Su Yinuo agreed hesitantly.
"Okay, I'll go help my sister-in-law find out the news tonight, and we'll see you tomorrow!" Qin Wangxuan excitedly blew a kiss to Su Yinuo and hung up the phone.
Su Yinuo breathed a sigh of relief, feeling a heavy weight lifted from her heart. But when she turned to look in the direction of the gate, she inexplicably felt like she had done something wrong.
She bit her lip guiltily and sent a message to Qin Cangye: Where are you? Are you back?
Outside the living room door, Qin Cangye, who was about to open the fingerprint lock, withdrew his hand, hesitated for a few seconds, and replied to the message: At the fruit shop, waiting for the clerk to cut the fruit, it will be here soon.
Inside the house, Su Yinuo grabbed the phone and slid the screen back and forth unconsciously. After hesitating for a few seconds, she finally dialed Ji Wenjun's number.
After the call was connected, a very indifferent voice came from the other end: "Su Yinuo." Su Yinuo's heart trembled, and she felt a little uncomfortable. She had never heard Ji Wenjun's voice so cold. Although she had no other thoughts about Ji Wenjun, she had long considered him a friend. She felt deeply guilty for the harm she had caused Ji Wenjun that day and quickly apologized, "I'm sorry, Ji Wenjun, I shouldn't have taken advantage of you that day. I'm really sorry."
A bitter laugh came from the phone.
"It's none of your business, Su Yinuo," Ji Wenjun said in a very sad tone. "Do you know how happy I was when you threw yourself into my arms that day and told Qin Cangye that you loved me? But then, I watched helplessly as Qin Cangye pushed you into the car. I didn't dare to grab you. I was scared by the look in Qin Cangye's eyes. I was completely... powerless!"
He gritted his teeth in hatred and continued, "Later, I realized with despair that even if you liked me, I had already lost. I thought about it for a long, long time before I realized that you didn't like me, and I was just being used by you. To be honest, I was really hit hard, from you and Qin Cangye. Sometimes, I always felt like I had become a useless waste."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Su Yinuo apologized guiltily. So absorbed in her self-blame, she didn't hear the fingerprint lock being unlocked, nor did she notice Qin Cangye, carrying a fruit plate and yogurt, standing outside the bedroom door.
"Am I a waste? Su Yinuo."
Ji Wenjun was like a drowning man, desperately asking Su Yinuo for help.
"Of course not! Ji Wenjun, don't think like that. You're very good, you really are," Su Yinuo said excitedly. "When you were setting up the stall with me, how many girls wanted your contact information? They all said you were sunny and handsome, and I think so too! And you draw so beautifully, and Sister Miaomiao also praised you for your excellent work. You are excellent, okay? You are really excellent..."
Finally, laughter came from the phone, but that laughter was a bit bitter. "I know, Su Yinuo, I'm so good, so there will be someone better than you who likes me, right?"
"That's right, it will definitely happen!" Su Yinuo said quickly.
Ji Wenjun sighed with relief, "Well, then let's not contact each other in the future. I'm afraid I won't be able to forget you."
Su Yinuo was slightly stunned.
"Goodbye, Su Yinuo."
The phone was hung up, and Su Yinuo sat on the bed in a daze, feeling lost.
Su Yinuo was startled by the sound of something falling at the door. She got out of bed in surprise and nervously walked to the door. She pushed it open and saw Qin Cangye standing stiffly at the door with his head lowered.
His face was buried in the shadows, and everything he was holding had fallen to the ground. His hands were clenched tightly and were shaking from the force.
He seemed to be in great pain, and the low pressure emanating from his body made Su Yinuo feel both distressed and anxious.
"Qin Cangye," she called softly, reaching out to hold his trembling hand, "What's wrong with you? When did you come back?"
Qin Cangye didn't avoid her, nor did he say a word.
As she grasped his hand, she felt something cold dripping down from above onto the back of her hand. Realizing what it was, she immediately raised her hand and cupped Qin Cangye's face. Her palm felt wet, and her heart ached. She asked in surprise, "Qin Cangye, are you crying? Why are you crying? What happened?"
"Is he... really that good?" Qin Cangye finally spoke, his voice trembling.
"What?" After a moment of shock, she reacted, stood on tiptoe and wiped the tears from Qin Cangye's face with heartache, choking and saying: "Did you hear me calling? Don't let your imagination run wild. Last time, I used Ji Wenjun to anger you and caused him to get punched by you. I felt guilty and wanted to apologize to him. He was in a bad mood, so I just gave him some words of advice. Don't think too much, okay?"
"Is he really that good?" Qin Cangye seemed to have completely ignored Su Yinuo's explanation.
"No, no, Qin Cangye, please listen to me!" Su Yinuo cried anxiously.
"What should I do, Nuonuo? What should I do if you like him?"
"I don't like him, I like you, I really like you..."
Qin Cangye suddenly raised his face, and his red eyes and painful expression made Su Yinuo tremble with fear.
Her lips trembled and she cried out: "I really, I really..."
Qin Cangye refused to listen to any explanation. He grabbed Su Yinuo's wrist, supported her back, and pressed her hard against the wall. His expression became ferocious, his pupils dilated, and his frantic voice was filled with intense struggle, as if countless monsters were tearing at his sanity, invading his body, and dominating his consciousness. "You can't like him, Su Yinuo, you can't like anyone other than me, otherwise I will go crazy, I really will go crazy! I will destroy you, I will..."
Su Yinuo was terrified. The person in front of her seemed to have turned into a monster. She could not listen to anything and could not be dissuaded at all. She suddenly thought of what Qin Weishu had said, and then realized in despair: It might be true. Everything Qin Weishu said might be true!
What should I do? How can I save him?
She closed her eyes, and when the pain and despair reached its peak, a sudden thought brought her relief: Just go for it!
Tears welled up in her eyes again and she laughed out loud in relief.
Go all out, go crazy with him, die with him!!
She opened her eyes, moved closer to the crazy man, then stood on tiptoe and bit his Adam's apple.
The crazy words in his mouth stopped abruptly. He stood there, blankly feeling the caress of her lips and tongue and the light bite of her teeth. Even when she let go, he was still not satisfied.
"Tell me, if you were crazy, how would you destroy me?" Her eyes were silent, and her voice was full of bewitching hoarseness.
Qin Cangye's emotions calmed down a bit, but his mind was still shattered. He said what was on his mind directly: "I want to tie you up."
She actually smiled and said, "Okay, then what?"
"And tear your clothes to shreds."
She spoke slowly, as if she had only heard a few ordinary words: "That's fine, then what?"
"Then I will possess you to my heart's content. No matter how hard you cry or how you beg for mercy, I won't stop. Even if you pass out, I won't stop! I will make your entire body covered in traces of me. I will make you so excited that your mind can't hold anyone else. I will make sure that no matter where your heart is, your body will always be inseparable from me! Even if you love someone else, you will only moan under me!"
He stared at her, grasped her neck, squeezed it gently, and spoke out his most evil desire, "I will crush you, first your body, then your soul, so that you will belong to me forever!"
She didn't resist at all. The tenderness in her eyes was hard for him to understand, and it slowly made his sanity return to normal. Then, he realized how terrible the words he had just said were.
"I'm sorry, Nuonuo, I'm sorry," he immediately let go and took a step back in panic.
"It's okay," she said, tears still etched in the corners of her eyes, her voice calm and a little weak. She untied the belt of her nightgown, then took it off and threw it on the ground. She looked up at him, forced the belt she was holding tightly in his hand, and a crazy smile appeared on her well-behaved face:
"Tie me up with this...
And then, destroy me!"
He opened his eyes wide, looking at the extremely fragile yet determined person in front of him, his eyes trembling.
He understood the smile on her face; it was the despair of giving up struggling.
It was as if countless sharp knives flew out from her smile and pierced his body, making his dirty blood splatter on her pure white skin, making him feel that he was using despicable means to destroy his own angel. He was in great pain and remorse. He hugged her tightly, holding her and sliding to the ground, burying his face in her chest, and said in a trembling voice: "No, no, I was wrong, Nono, I was wrong..."
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Chaoyang Mountain, inside the Qin family mansion.
Qin Wangxuan walked out of the small building where the servants lived and walked into the dark back garden. He had just heard the general story of what happened that year from several old servants.
It was a very ordinary night. Li Ruyin was not feeling well that day. After dinner, Qin Cangye went directly to Li Ruyin's bedroom on the third floor. Not long after, he started arguing with Li Ruyin on the balcony.
Some of the servants were on the ground floor, while others had already returned to their quarters. No one could hear what the two men were arguing about, but an old servant working in the garden vaguely heard the words "get out" and "die." When the servant looked up, he saw Li Ruyin, wearing a red plaid skirt, being pushed to the edge of the fence by Qin Cangye.
The light was too dim, and Li Ruyin's hair was disheveled and his face could not be seen clearly, but he was shaking with fear. Qin Cangye, who was already 1.6 meters tall at the age of ten, had a very ferocious expression. He roared "Go to hell" again, and then Li Ruyin suddenly tilted his body and fell off the balcony, landing in the bushes more than half a meter high below.
Everyone was terrified. Amid the screams, Qin Weishu and his confidants ran out first and came to the bushes.
The rest of the servants were not allowed to approach and were ordered to return to their respective rooms. It was not until a few days later that they learned that Li Ruyin had died and the young master had gone mad.
"But..." An old servant hesitated and said a piece of information that no one else took seriously when Qin Wangxuan left: "Since that day, Madam Ruyin's personal servant Chunyan has also disappeared. I wonder if she encountered something that day and was taken away by the master... Well, I dare not say more..."
Qin Wangxuan didn't take this matter to heart. He thought that maybe Chunyan was in the bedroom at that time and witnessed Qin Cangye pushing Li Ruyin with her own eyes, so she was dealt with.
It seems that Li Ruyin was indeed killed by Qin Cangye?
Qin Wangxuan thought about it and walked into the villa from the back door. Then he heard Qin Weishu's voice near the tea room.
He immediately slowed down his pace, turned a corner and walked into the stairwell on the side.
"A scarlet plaid skirt, haha," Qin Weishu said with a sinister laugh, "I wonder if they'll send her away too?"
"Master, you are wise." Old Yan on the side flattered.
"Qin Cangye, Qin Cangye, you should be a lonely man like me. You said that I am so empty that only money is left, so I will let you lose everything!" Qin Weishu said viciously.
Qin Wangxuan, who had heard the entire conversation between the two, frowned, his mind filled with confusion. He thought to himself: What does this mean? What on earth is he doing?
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