Whew! There's so much to say... Honey, do you even know how amazing you are?
"Heh... No wonder you're a born empress, and you're so good at praising people?" Wang Ji smiled gently as he looked at her somewhat exaggerated exclamation.
He shook his head again and sighed softly, "But what person in this world is perfect?"
"Perfection itself implies imperfection." Wang Ji's gaze was so captivating that Lena stared at him intently, not daring to miss a single detail.
“Actually, I think I’m a selfish person.” He said slowly, “You know, Lena, a selfish person can also be perfect, because he knows best what is right and what is wrong... He can have all the best qualities if he needs them.”
Selfish people are often impure.
Like me, I know best what I want, what I need, and what I disdain. When my mindset changes, I might no longer want what I originally wanted, and I might no longer want to persist in what I originally wanted to persist in…
"Wang Ji, what's wrong?" Lena suddenly tugged at his hand worriedly. "You seem to be acting strangely... Don't say anything, calm down."
"A problem with your mindset?" Wang Ji paused, then smiled wryly: "Yes... I do have a problem with my mindset."
I've always been competitive, but for the sake of the bigger picture, I have to convince myself not to compete.
I originally wanted to protect more people, dreamed of letting more people live, hoped that no one would die, and hoped to prevent problems before they occur.
Moreover, I know that if I were to fight for that position, if I were to stand there, I could raise my arms and call upon the power of heaven and earth, to face the River Styx and Death, Karl.
But I disdain to argue with it...
But how many of those 50,000 people died because I disdained to fight for them?
And I have to deal with all of this on my own.
Now... I don't want to wrong myself anymore. I won't compete or overstep the bounds. I'll relax a bit.
I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on, and that I might accidentally become a demon.
Nana, if I change and am no longer perfect, will you still love me?
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