Gradually, Jiang Susu felt that her relationship with Shen Shiyan seemed to be fading away.
Was she truly just an insignificant presence in this man's life?
Thinking about these things makes Jiang Susu feel very sad.
She had been dreaming of a future for the two of them, but now it seemed that they didn't have any future at all.
Year after year passed, and even in his senior year of college, Shen Shiyan still hadn't confessed his feelings to Jiang Susu.
She longed for that confession, but it never came.
Jiang Susu wrote in her diary, "My four years of university are almost over, and I may never see the person I like again."
If you can't wait, then so be it. Lin Musheng is right. If you really like someone, how could you not confess to her?
Shen Shiyan might genuinely dislike her.
It may have always been just wishful thinking on her part, which is probably why the two of them have never been together.
Because of this incident, one night, Jiang Susu went to Lin Musheng and cried her heart out.
Although she knew that Shen Shiyan didn't like her, she still couldn't quite accept the fact.
Moreover, having drunk some alcohol that day, he became even more unrestrained and spoke his mind.
Over the weekend, Jiang Susu went to Lin Musheng's house. The two of them ate hot pot, which was supposed to be a happy meal, but Jiang Susu was in a low mood.
Lin Musheng had already noticed that Jiang Susu was unhappy. "What's wrong, Susu? Did Chen Shiyan bully you?"
"Mu Sheng, we're both seniors now. I might really never get to see Shen Shiyan confess his feelings." As she spoke, Jiang Susu burst into tears.
Seeing Jiang Susu's drunken state, Lin Musheng felt heartbroken. "Didn't I tell you long ago that he's unreliable? You've wasted so many years on him. You should have done something else meaningful back then."
Lin Musheng felt sorry for Jiang Susu, who had spent so much time on Shen Shiyan, and it felt like it was all for nothing.
Jiang Susu leaned on Lin Musheng's shoulder, "Yeah, you're right. How could you possibly resist confessing to someone you like? Shen Shiyan probably never liked me, right?"
He always seemed to be perfunctory towards her, but she had never noticed it before.
"Stop crying. He's not worth it. You're so outstanding. What right does Shen Shiyan have to be with you? And Su Su, I'm telling you, can't you let him go and start your own life? You and Shen Shiyan were never even together, but you act like you've just broken up. Don't you feel bad about yourself?"
Anyway, she felt very tired just looking at her and really wanted Jiang Susu to wake up.
Jiang Susu nodded, crying. "I'm so tired, I'm so tired. I like him so much, why doesn't he like me? And even though he doesn't like me, he still makes me do things for him. Why can he take my kindness for granted?"
During her four years of university, she helped Shen Shiyan sign in, pick up takeout, and attend elective courses. Although they were not in a romantic relationship, Shen Shiyan seemed to enjoy ordering her around.
"Don't help him anymore. Don't be so foolish as to let people bully you."
Jiang Susu nodded heavily. "You're right. I want to be a person with ambition. I can't let myself be bullied like this anymore."
Shen Shiyan is nothing special.
"Okay, stop crying. He's not worth your tears at all. Find a boyfriend who's ten times better than him and make him jealous."
Jiang Susu hugged Lin Musheng and cried, "But I still feel so unwilling. Why is it that I've liked him for so long, but Shen Shiyan doesn't seem to feel anything at all?"
She felt that Shen Shiyan seemed unaware that she liked him.
Lin Musheng comforted Jiang Susu, "It's not that he doesn't know, it's that he doesn't like you, so he pretends not to know. Your feelings are so obvious, we can all see it, how could Shen Shiyan not know? He's not blind, he's just pretending."
Lin Musheng had long seen through Shen Shiyan's act, but Jiang Susu simply refused to admit it.
I was afraid of hurting her feelings before, but now I've said all those things anyway.
Jiang Susu was stunned by Lin Musheng's words. Should she pretend not to know?
That seems to make some sense.
Her affection was so obvious, how could Shen Shiyan not know?
Later, Jiang Susu stopped bothering Shen Shiyan every day like before and just lived her own life.
After graduation, Shen Shiyan invited Jiang Susu to his home for dinner, saying that she would be with his parents.
That time, she almost thought she had a chance with Shen Shiyan, but that day, it really was just a meal.
Jiang Susu was somewhat disappointed, but it also felt like it was expected. She shouldn't have had such high hopes for Shen Shiyan in the first place.
After graduation, Jiang Susu and Shen Shiyan often spent time together. When Lin Musheng saw the two of them, he didn't know what to say.
She knew that Jiang Susu wouldn't listen to what she was saying, so she didn't say much more to Jiang Susu.
Perhaps it's true that we only turn back after hitting a brick wall?
Until that day, Shen Shiyan asked Jiang Susu to meet him at the club.
It was raining heavily that day. Shen Shiyan and Xie Zhixun arrived at the club first and waited for Jiang Susu. However, after waiting for an hour or two, they did not see Jiang Susu.
Shen Shiyan didn't seem to care much about this matter.
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